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Why, the reason for this blog

I was just thinking again, scary I know. LOL his message, just keeps pouring out of me.

Thinking about the reason why I started writing, it was to share the love I have for JESUS and why. Maybe something I have experienced could help someone else, thinking if anyone ever read this blog. I thought you never know, but I want my father to have a voice, through me.

Thinking: I decided that I have never had a problem writing anything, even the odd poem. I remember once in Year 8 my english teacher said, she wanted a one page story. I use to get ideas flowing once she started and off I went, 4 pages later she says to me, ‘I dont want any repeats in the story’ their wasnt any. I remember that moment so vividly and in grade 6 having to write a story about something in my life, that touched me. So I wrote about my cat Tom-as-John, why I loved him and so sad when he died, my teacher cried when she read it, dear Mrs Jubb. I was asked to read it in class, when I finished all the kids were so quiet, I thought they didn’t like it. Mrs Jubb again had the sniffles, but then they said, that was so beautiful.

Reading back through what I have written, I have surprised myself so much. Not only by what I have brought out of myself, to share with you. But what has changed in me, because of it, I usually have the motto.

“You never know, unless you have a go”.

Evidence of motto working: I never thought I had any artistic talent until one day, I went to a craft class and was asked to draw one of the flowers, sitting in a vase in front of me. I thought OMG this is not going to be good, LOL. Surprise, the orchid flower I drew, looked so real. It was like you were looking into the picture, which is very hard to do. I was told to go up to the local art society, I  showed them what I did and was asked how long had I been drawing, I said, ‘2hrs’. Next thing, I am a member and told to call myself an artist, yes I keep giving things away, but as I say, You never know, unless you have a go.

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Gods gorgeous red head, happy birthday

My Pastor has her birthday today, as I have said before she is like a dear mother, best friend and more all rolled into one.

Its her birthday today, so if she reads this HAPPY BIRTHDAY may the lord give you the desires of your heart and every blessing he has for you and more today.

If anyone else is reading this I pray you have the opportunity to have someone so precious in your life.

You are definitely, Gods gorgeous red-head and his valentine.

God bless, all my love Bronie XXXXXOOOOO

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I want to feel pretty

This is another short one.

Last night in prayer part of what I said, was I want my body to be fixed, I want it to be his living vessel.

So it has to be fixed and the weight has to go.

I don’t want to feel uncomfortable in my skin anymore and feel that I look like the Michelin man.

I want to feel pretty and free of this problem.

God gave me a key, I will keep you posted.

 

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My prayers are being answered

Sunday night I went to prayer meeting. Didnt feel that enthusiastic, which is unusual for me. I felt flat and couldn’t even raise my voice.

Once prayer was finished, we were asked if we had anything to share, someone had a word for me.

I use to think, ah oh, what have I done now. But instead I just listened and took it in.

What made me tear up, is when god said, ‘I have lost my shine, but he is out working on my behalf and I am going to be buffed again’. I knew this, so when it was said, I knew he was listening to everything I said the other day. Why I forgot this I don’t know, momentary lapse I think.

What got me the most end part, I cannot share that now. But it’s truly awesome because, I am on my way, to be his instrument for what he wants. That was my prayer, he knows, when I am their and I have made the decision, so then nothing will budge me.

I don’t want to take over anything or Pastor my own church, I am happy where I am, but I want to stand, as the back up and work as part of his team.

Whatever he has for me, he has saved me so many times, so if I can do this one little thing, then its something in return.

I do wish you all the very best blessings.

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I have poured out my heart

As I have said before, I am in no way perfect, but I am trying, to do the very best I can, last night I prayed and gave it everything, I had.

I was at the end of myself (at the end of my internal fight), I cried out to him, I ran through those people who, I could remember and asked him to help me forgive them.

But I also said that I choose to forgive, that I repented for anything, I have done wrong, I cried out about everything and anything.

I have had plans to a new display home I liked up on my cupboard, I even surrendered this dream for him. I said to him, ‘he is all I want’, I want to do what ever he has for me. I even asked for him to tell me, yes or no if there is a man chosen for me, I am willing to give that up as well, all I need to know is the answer to my question.

He knew I was pouring everything out and I do mean everything from the very tips of my toes.

I had the very best nights sleep, I even slept through my alarm, I was in a very deep restful slumber, peace was mine and I am so thankful.

Some might think I have given up on things, but the way I see it, he has so much more for me, more than I could ever imagine.

All I have to do is CHOOSE his way.

As it says, ‘and all these things and more will be added’ so I don’t have a problem.

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I am having a lovey day

I am usually like a woman on a mission, this is what has to be done. I get straight to the point, sometimes too blunt (I have to remember to salt my words). Or take action, doesn’t matter what, but I appear driven to my goal, cannot sit still, have to get a lot done, kind of thing.

Then I have a day like today, (rare thing this is) I let my soft side have a free rein. I get all cuddly and gooie like melted chocolate. I think I need to watch a lovely movie or just go out and be nice to a stranger.

The Lord just reminded me (so have to share), when I get off the train in the morning, in the city, there is a homeless man, that always sits at the steps, these I climb to get onto the street at Flinders Street Station. He has his pen, ruler and sketch pad and draws the outside of houses. He is really good, he puts in the landscaping, I have walked past him may times. A lot of people drop in his hat, loose change, I have given him the odd dollar or two.

But yesterday, I had this feeling to give him a $5 note, I said to him, ‘Hi sir, here (handing him the note) put this in your pocket’ he looked up and said, thank you. What was good about that, a lady came up behind me and saw what I did, so she followed suit, how awesome is that.

It was my father saying what to do, all I did, was willingly follow instruction. Its his money, not mine anyway.

Look out, now I am feeling all warm and fuzzy, I think I need a hug Lord, or some chocolate. LOL

May the love that surrounds me, be shared by those, who I have the pleasant chance to meet. Maybe next time it might be you!

Be blessed have a wonderful weekend, go out and touch someone or give them a hug.

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Nothing is just an accident

I was talking to my lovely hair dresser the other night, she goes to another church. But has been to mine a couple of times, she knows the power we have, as I say, we may be small, but boy we are mighty. The Lord is certainly, fine tuning his army.

I said to her, you know you are never here, just to do my hair. I was talking about my kids, where we are, what is happening in life etc.

And we both agreed, every time, we both get something out of it, how God moves us in different ways and gives us things we need.

How the challenges we are facing now, what has come against us and how God is about to do something, in all of us.

I truly believe that we are about to hit second gear. What I mean is this, when I was younger and I drove a manual car, you were at the traffic lights and in first gear, then once you take off, you put it into second gear, like drag racing (I know the things we do when we don’t have enough sence, always loved rally driving).

Anyway, that is what I mean by putting it into second gear, we have been going along, but are about to kick off,  to the next level, I cannot wait. I know everything I am doing even this blog is part of the master plan.   

Again I say, nothing is by accident.

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Don’t miss the right one for you

I had a friend stay the other night, cooked a beautiful roast for us, more veggies than meat. I told her I am reconditioning myself, explained the Dr Oz comment (veggies with meat on the side).

I had her on my mind, so next thing I txt her, to ask her over. God knows when we need someone and will prompt us.

We were talking about things and one thing went to the top of the tree. We got so excited and encouraged, we could see the pattern in all three.

Three moments were: How their have been examples of people who could have missed, their match. This is what I mean, God has a match for you, someone who is the right person for you to be with (not how the world does it). One of my old friends, whose name is (name withheld) said, how her husband met another (name withheld), just before meeting her and he was thinking seriously about her. But how God worked and put them together.

Then another friend, when he was praying for a wife, his wife’s name is (name withheld). He was with a girl called (name withheld), but knew it wasn’t right. He said to God a test to see who was going to be his wife, let her give me a book, then I will know, she did just that. He wanted blonde hair, big boobs. He got the perfect one, petite and a fire cracker to keep him in line.

Then when I read the book (Inside my heart), how Robin went out with Phillip’s sister the weekend before (double date), she had gone out with a pilot, but he was the wrong one. The right one was in the house of her friend, God moved the wrong one out and the right pilot came downstairs. She knew by the end of the night, he was the one, she was meant to marry.

Dont be in a rush or think you have to hang onto the wrong one (let go), the right one is close at hand. God knows when and where just follow his lead in the dance, that if you listen you can hear it in your heart.

I was about to log out when he remind me of this, I had to put it in.

Again be blessed

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I love the train, sometimes things can be funny

On my way home last night I was jammed in near the window.

A young guy getting home from school was sitting opposite me, he quickly went into a deep sleep. He kept trying to right himself, prompt his head on his hand, but his body kept moving forward. Its was funny, I said to the lady next to him, we will have to call him noddy.

At one stage we had to wake him up, he kept knocking into the lady next to him. He was very sweet and apologetic, the lady at the end said, ‘where are you getting off’. He said, ‘Watergardens’, I told him we would wake him up.

Poor guy, he was nearly laying on his bag, hunched over. He must have been really tired, anyway we kept laughing, thinking he was going to land in our lap. He had head phones on, so he couldn’t hear us and if he did, he was too tired, or polite to say anything.

But I woke him within minutes of his stop, he said thank you. I told him its ok sweetheart, be blessed (goodness must follow us everywhere).

 I have been a little too serious, so I thought I would, lighten things up.