Where I’m at..

Yesterday I had a visit and again I was shocked.

You see sometimes, I am able to look at myself and think well now, that’s new.

Something I have always been able to do, is remove myself and look from the other side.

I found yesterday, I remove myself from the emotion and think what would God do, he would see beyond the raw, yes there are times I have a good cry. But not often, because everyday I am aware of becoming stronger.

When you can grow in god and remove yourself from the effect, it is a bigger arena and another lesson learned.

Its like being able to see the trees and the leaves, sum it all up and read the messages, oh I just got the revelation.

Ooooh nice father.

You see when people speak, I hear the truth, that is what I am trying to say. Why am I able to do this, because I let him in, I have let my father train me.

I accepted all, that is when you get more than you ever thought possible..

Love my dad with all I have….

Act immediately & Just stand

When you go through the fire there is one thing to do, that is STAND.

Now many may just act and move, but I know if your told by God what to do, then do it.

The other day, after feeling icky when I went into the front room, these old dolls held a demonic atmosphere.

So, when prompted, I got them out of the house, in the car and down to the salvos.

You see, when God says something either direct or through someone, I immediately do it.

This not only shows, what is most important to him, but shows obedience and faith.

So, do what he requires and trust me when I say, nothing is immovable in your life.

But you MUST OBEY WHAT HE SAYS, even if it’s uncomfortable for a time.

Remember he know your life plan, he will not fail you, grow some balls and grab hold of him. Show your tenacity, for joy will come.

As I drove off from the salvos I laughed, because I love my dad more than anything I have in my possession.

Standing up for the word given

Many times things happen or I get something and I realise, the truth from him.

But we mere mortals have trouble deciphering the message, that is when you just gotta TRUST.

I know the first few times are hard, but then it clicks. Your trust in him, with all things.

His first words to me, “I will always look after you”. Next when I was asked to be filled, I kept saying, Lord I don’t know what to do, “just breath me in”.

Many times things are told to me, when I pray and demand an answer. But its going past the mere evidence in front of you.

I think that is where Mr Morrison is hard to understand, I see times when he is just looking forward, then believing and many cannot comprehend it.

But there are other times I feel he just sits still, not passing what he knows to get to God, to know Jesus etc.

I have had to make many decisions which may not seem right, but I know with every fibre why I have to do what he instructs.

I know those who cannot understand when I say I heard his voice, because they think the bible is just a book, but it says, the living God. He is not dead, I have faith because of what I have had to come through, he has never failed me.

And if you cannot understand, I pray that you will. Because being trapped in the world is not living, it is existing and their is much much more to come.

How do you pray…?

What I know when I pray, I may start with Father or Lord Jesus.

Sometimes I even say, dad lets have a chat..

Yes that simple, but I respect his advice, I respect that I don’t know how something will work out.

I love it when I hear him laugh, oh what a laugh.

What you need to do, is build a relationship with him.

Just be ready, to listen to him, not just ask all the time for yourself. Be a two way street and he will open you up beyond anything you now know.

Gosh I love him so very much. I love him for what he has done for me, even forgive me for what I have done. He truly loves you, in the purest way and its truly wonderful.

I sit here with tears running down my cheek, because of that love. It doesn’t cost either of us, its just mutual.

Breakthrough…

Last night I had to speak, so I gave my heart over, the word before. Backed up what I was about to do and say.

I prayed and asked for impact, I stepped forward without fear.

What did I get?

When I was younger, I locked my heart up, to keep myself safe. If they could not get to it.

Then I could go on, I was going to be OK, regardless of what went on.

But I could not unlock it, the rusty lock from such a long time ago. I got stuck, but in my mind, it was a desire.

After I spoke, I came home went to bed, and it was like a dad tucking me in with a big smile on his face.

When I woke this morning, my heart was open..

Never, give up believing in what he can do, his timing is perfect.

What a times such as this.. trust

I am reading a book that activates his gates or doors within you.

We sing this song sometimes and the word came out this is what he is doing, now going through the challenges that I have over the past couple of years. What I have done is find joy in all, I have accepted that what is coming up is FOR ME their is press and crushing.

To trust him in all things, trust that coming out the other side of the storm the sun will shine on me.

In the crushing
In the pressing
You are making
New wine
In the soil, I
Now surrender
You are breaking
New ground
So I yield to You and to Your careful hand
When I trust You I don’t need to understand
Make me Your vessel
Make me an offering
Make me whatever You want me to be
I came here with nothing
But all You have given me
Jesus, bring new wine out of me
The word was, I am pouring out the old wine, shaking you up, to pour in the new. Now
on the weekend I felt twice, wine being poured in. I have seen white feathers with eyes
these are feathers fallen off angles, their is so much more and I am so very excited.

I love the wise..

Why do I say that right now, only because I was thinking the other day, the english they accept ageing.

America, seems to not be able too, or they can not accept death. I am putting a whole heap of things together here.

In Australia, we use to be able to love, respect and honour grandparents. Or elders, the young watch shows and its always, what would they know.

Really, before internet, they worked out medicine, how to make things, build and grow and really appreciate, time.

Wisdom, is our elders, I love families that accept that in time they will have to look after mothers or fathers, making room, respecting each other.

My prayer is the world changes to honouring those before us, history can really make you stop and appreciate what they went through for you. Like Jesus, he died, he took my sin, he was tortured beyond belief.

WHY, for me.. and you

Wisdom is knowing that the stories in the word are real, not trying to destroy them, but accepting what has been done for us. So why on earth are we dithering about…