How special this time has been

To get to know him is so very precious, I cannot describe how much love, appreciation and just peace I feel.

When I pray and ask a question, he answers within a day or two.

As I pray for the light to affect the darkness over the darkness in Australia, things are being brought to the light.

The news is thicker and thicker with proof and I am so inspired, even if I am down, I AM NEVER OUT.

I will love him all my live long life….

Wow, he knows

I was feeling down the other day, I am in lock down here in Victoria and lets just say, I am done. So someone sent a word, this is worth so much more than any other thing could have value.

I use to want to run, now I want to just walk, oy my knees. I fell down hard years ago and now its come to say hello and my back OMG.

Well I say, shut the door your not welcome. I will get through this, example nearly a week ago, I washed my car, I use an old mop that is only for the car, makes it so easy, but I rub over it with an old towel when finished and its look brand new, but bending, I am getting angry at the pain.

How to describe, it makes me feel sick when I move and so tired.

But that is enough of that, I have to move forward, I am on my knees before him. Lord please help me, release the grasp off me.

You took it on the cross, please I beg of you, I believe in you and I will not take no for an answer, I am yours. Help me to be healed, oy I know you know, but now would be good.

Love my dad, he will do it, for he really knows and we must experience to understand sometimes. I believe that is why Jesus was here, to know more about us, you can be in a glass house looking out and think you know, but living it really hits home.

So I trust and believe, and it will lift, because I decree that something great is about to happen to me.

I pray for this world

I have on my heart the pain of the world, each day I open my fridge and on it are wise words.

One key is, prayer IS a christian’s breath.

This world presently the Lord has given his people a great gift, to show the world, when you stop the abuse of greed, profit and selfishness.

The world breaths again, animals come back.

We need to inform those killing 100 Orangutans a day to plant palms for palm oil. That the world is aware of the destruction and people are refusing to buy anything that contains it.

So what they are doing now is wrong, nature is your gift, you knock down the forest we will have no air to breath. I believe there will come a time of countries prosecuting other countries.

I believe letting them know, things like elephant trunks, you cannot buy them, nobody wants them and it looks badly on you.

Then you get those hunting for the rhino horn, it is PROVEN that the horn has no benefit, its just nail. Shark fin soup, you come into our waters, you cut them off and drop the animal back in the water and it dies, you eat turtles because you want to live a long time (another lie), why to have more time to destroy what God made for ALL OF US.

You come and take whales and call it research, you LIAR, I am praying for all truth to see the light of day for the blood of children that justice is brought forth and for those who are in places of power and not of God’s will to be removed, NOW.

It has always amazed me, how brainwashed people can be, you eat dogs to be more virile, your the only one to think so. If sex is the only thing you think of, then you have the problem which is mental sickness.

The only way to change it is to strive for what I know is on my heart, but justice will be done ON EARTH as it is in HEAVEN.

So be warned… I mean business….

Being aware of our actions

Many times I just think if we do not realise what we are causing and seeing the shift as covid has impacted on the air and animals, taking back the balance in their favour.

You think going on ocean water would add oxygen, no I learned it causes the water to turn to vinegar/acidic.

Animals coming back into the space we took from them, I am getting at the fact that I believe we need to know the real affects of behaviours like selfishness, greed and profit.

Work with nature, not against it, when you come from the land, you understand that each breath you take is precious.

I garden with nature, I leave enough for the bugs and lizards and I feel terribly hurt that I am living in world that is more interested in destroying the world that my father made.

As doors close

As my past closes and the doors are shut.

I move forward in knowing how much I am loved.

I can move forward with confidence that, he will steer me away from harm. Away from those that carry darkness and into his light.

We need to be aware of those we need to shift on from. And move into what his plan for our lives are.

So as the saying goes, as one door closes, he will open a window wider than you could ever imagine.

Believe his truth, trust in the faith you have for him and surrender to him.

I feel the doors have closed and if I have to move forward again, I will do it willingly. He is first and last in my life and I feel it sitting here, it is so strong.

Oh my, something is being done, I feel the spirit on me, the warmth, the weight, I feel peace and love and everything all at once, so hard to type.

Oy, just lifted enough for me to add, I must be right. This doesn’t happen when you got it wrong, glory be to the Jesus and God the father.

How time fly’s

I was just sitting releasing how much I have changed.

I lived a life full of anger and self righteousness, it stemmed from being hurt over and over.

But a couple of years ago condemnation was removed, now I want to look good, I want to live, I want a reset.

I realised I went about not only blaming others but living in this infested swamp. Lessons learned as I grew up and hung around what I thought I deserved.

But time has come, as spring is trying here where I live, it is normally warming up, but it snowed yesterday, totally beautiful and I count it a blessing.

But as time has passed by, the father has changed me, softened me and brought me out from the darkness.

I use to wear active pants as I did not think at the time I was worthy of looking nice all these lies of the enemy, but let me give you hope.

There is life after the death of the old, you have to be always willing. You may not see the light, you may not see the ground, but always trust.

For he will not fail and I am evidence of that, I am looking forward to wearing the items I have bought, man am I a bargain hunter. But I know he put them there, so I could buy them.

That is what my relationship is with him, trust and a knowing he will look after me. He will bring forth the filling of my treasuries and wealth, he will restore what has been stolen.

I know he will and I trust him, he saved my life, my soul and my spirit.

He knew what I was capable of and believed in me and that is all you need, then time to know the right season will come.

And mine is now, bring it on father… so happy.

We learn so much if we just, listen

It is so true, when we just listen and don’t respond with a smart remark, but just take in what he is saying, boy can we learn a lot.

It has been a journey, but I would not change anything to be where I am.

Why, because I am now a vast ocean of experience and knowledge and that is priceless.

I have been reading the bible and one point, I will fill their treasuries, now if you go back you get his favour is better than gold or choice silver.

We so often put in money of the world, marble floors, handbags and many other material things.

But his TRUE wealth is more than you will ever need. It’s really simple but so special to me, I cannot begin to express what I feel.

So take the time and just listen…he is so beautiful to me.

To not be blind

In this day and age, there are many times we just go along with things and never question them.

Someone has made a rule to live by and we just keep carrying on.

But I question, like I did when I worked in the business world. Who made the rule, why can’t you stand up and question who made the rule.

We have things set in motion and so many times people just will not say, hang on a minute and stop and think or research and pray.

I see things behind words people speak, I see through there eyes to inside. I do not know how, I know I can see the hidden things.

So if I am gifted to do this, then I have to make sure I speak up.

I am in no way a causer of trouble, but if I am required to say, hang on a minute, then that is what I will do.

I know my rights as the daughter of the king of kings, I know what is coming, because he knows I know the meaning of decorum, wisdom and holding my tongue.

I know when to share with the Pastor only, I know when to share with individuals, I know when to shut up and wait.

And I am like a archivist, its there its just no one but a chosen few know where to find it…