He’s my dad

These simple words were reminded to me today, he is my dad.

Any action against him breaks my heart, and moving forward because of that fact is sometimes hard.

But the gain you receive is so much more, nothing can hold a candle.

Many times the revelation of having to step forth, and just know he has me, has been my most valuable belief.

How much more do you need….

I get so fired up, when I see people being used

I get fired up over people being victims.

When someone is single and is financially sensible, you wait and see a vulture whether that be male or female swoop in.

There are ways they speak to get what they have planned for in there mind.

I have this ability to see the pattern they use, when others can be blind. For that I am thankful, I think because I grew up around it and could step out of it in my mind and look at it as if the father was looking down.

I pray others get the checklist in there conscious to become the victor not the victim.

Sayings and how true they can be

If you did something wrong, you would say to someone, you wouldn’t shxx in your backyard would you an example would be dropping rubbish.

One rock can bring down a mountain, when something falls and knocks things down on its way.

And the other day wise words were told to me by him.

Our mind limits us, what the Lord has for us is limitless.

People in the world are being warned

Why I write this is because of two shows, one that springs are starting to dry up. And how we are destroying the planet with over processing, meats and products. We just eat far too much, too often and cause problems with packaging and much much more.

We dispose of waste and then never give it another thought, we need to have some form of accountability. Do we forget, that if we take from nature and make a group of animals extinct, we unbalance the planet. Animals do many jobs, like compost the soil, keep other animals, insects etc in balance. Some even give humans for example, Armadillos give humans leprosy. We are mortified that the excuse is used that if you eat dogs you will get more of a sex drive, what a warped mindset, it is like Rhino horns, which is just compressed hair, or shark fins, you cut them off and dump them back in the ocean to die, how deplorable is that for disrespecting God’s creatures. They have produced synthetic drugs that benefit you 300 times more and no damage caused.

A lie is told and generation after generation believes it, and no the bible is not a lie, it’s my manual. The selfish put there head in the sand, as long and there wallet is full. But when there is no water to drink or food won’t grow, your done. People just accept what they are told and do not think to investigate the truth.

It is like knowing who the Lord is how he put his life on the line for you, and ignoring the magnitude of the evidence over history is just plain dumb (personal view). If you seek him and ask he reveals the truth, he shows you the answers to your questions.

The Lord will supply all your needs, but the world cannot, you don’t have to be rich, you don’t have to be the most famous, all you need to do is diligently seek him.

He has been my only constant in my life, even when I didn’t think I need him. You see many have families, husbands, children around them all the time. I find it would interfere with my friendship with him, and yes I have been a bad friend these few months, pain does drain you. I know he knows I am sad, sad to not be able to do what I want to do and have the energy to do it.

Today I have expectation

I got up after weeks of severe discomfort (my word for mega pain) with my back and hips and gave in and took a pill.

I hate medication because I don’t have normal reactions, like the rest of the planet.

So today I expect it to ease, every year I get the flu gab but even that makes me feel bad.

I feel strongly when to do things and in other ways not too.

When I was thinking of things I always wanted to do and that I had to let it go, I realised that doing what he wants is far better anyway, so I have been cleaning out my desires.

But today Lord I expect to get to the shop closest to me… sounds easy right oyyy

Listing his blessings

I am a woman who loves a bargain, because I always have in my mind to be a good steward and being blessed and that feeling is wonderful. I am grateful for the things I wear, growing up my mum made cloths out of many things, even down to the underwear, which was cost effective but you really do appreciate what you have so, so much more.

Realising my wardrobe of cloths and how cheap it is, my cheapest is $1, yes you read it correctly, it said $3 on the rack but by the time I got to the check out it was reduced and this happens a lot.How to find a bargain:1. Relax – be calm and patient

2. Really ask yourself if you want it

3. Then say, OK lord I really like that and if I am mean’t to have it, please make a way

4. Then watch online and in store if you can

5. Keep the finances aside and don’t spend it

6. And don’t forget to say the price out loud, the price you would really want to pay

7. Give thanks for him for supplying it to you and humble yourself in being grateful

I love this country

Many times last week I heard that Australia is the oldest continent on earth.

And there was at time when I posted a picture like this below.

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You see, I see our country in his hands and there was even a show saying that Eden most likely was in Australia, I watched a show on the ABC channel.

This country is blessed, for not only the jewels but the differences of desert, plains, jewel seas and rain forests.

I live here and I love it, yes its dangerous but when you respect it and know how to deal with emergency’s then your fine.

And there are sharks everywhere, we just have surfers that wear a black suit and look like seals, and we are a type of food to them.

So again, be blessed for what you have, not what your always hoping for, for spending your life not appreciating what you have is not a life at all.

How prayers are answered

Sometimes I am shocked and delighted when I realise he has answered my prayers.

He comes in softly and waits for me to realise and I laugh, he knows I appreciate all things that he does now and in the future.

I prayed for my son many times especially concerning his job, knowing that he would be an asset to the company and I found out he has, my daughter I pray that she realises his gifts and stays away from the enemy’s temtaptions.

But mine are clothing or just special moments that only myself and he knows about.

You gotta love his work, and how he cares.

How a song can change your day

I started to sing that song, “there’s a place for us” and yes once I let rip I can belt out that little number, I was taught by a music teacher that taught me how to do ballads & opera.

Anyway back to the important part, the words, “We’ll find a new way of living” these times where the enemy is trying so hard to shut us down, these words today ring true.

We as Christians will find a new way, to worship, to praise, to shout for joy and speak his truth. Sometimes I get snippets of things and most times I do not understand, but I trust in the process.

Its like Don, it ain’t over, I don’t know how, but I know the father will use him again, because he has no fear, his only fear is eternity and not seeing the father.

I trust that what is to come, this little jab is not it, I have a feeling that what has come before is not a touch on what is to come, I don’t know details, for me that is not important, my importance is getting back to where I was before Christmas. Before I got so sore and tired of fighting, tired of breathing almost.

But I felt this morning him drawing me back in, and for that I am so grateful.

When feathers are ruffled

I was thinking of my mother and how she would stop anyone by being a constant lecturer, to make them do what SHE wanted.

She had her way of thinking and that was that, she could not or maybe would not put herself in others places.

And from that, I learned how to ruffle her feathers, what her triggers were when I was young and as a grown woman, I admit it.

I remember the day I made a choice to love her and her mind set, I said to her that she always wanted a friend when she was pregnant with me. But when I chose to disagree, it was like setting light to a flame.

When she calmed down, I reminded her of her words and then backed up my, WHY. Mum I love you, for all you have done, but you did your best with what you knew, and I am not accusing you, because I agree we are a dysfunctional family, you may think it is still OK to lecture me, but as an adult, please respect if I make another choice, and it comes out the wrong choice, it is NO REFLECTION on you.

It is my decision and I thank you for your point of view, but as your daughter, trust, you have put in the ground work and I am honest, I am trustworthy and I know how to hold myself in any crowd. My home, clean or messy is because, it is now OK, the old man is not here to hurt us anymore, we can leave it and no one is to judge us.

This took great strength on my part, but there were times, I could get through and before she died she thanked me and said those lovely words, “you know I love you, I really do” and for being my friend.

So if someone is ruffling your feathers, maybe there is something like my mum that you are missing. We all do it at certain times and it takes a soft voice to get through, control is an illusion anyway, he is the only one in control.

This is for someone, not sure who…