I am posting this, because I feel someone who thinks they are better than me, reads this. And reading you will know who you are and there is a warning for you.
You see, I trust simply trust and when trust is broken, and I know what is going on, something strong arises in me.
You see when I moved here I was in communication with someone, I was made aware because, after going to see a councillor, who knew and others noticing, the truth, they showed me that I was used as a puppet on a string. This is the same for others assisting, they are responsible for his own behaviour in supporting bad behaviour and not remembering the good. There is always more to a story that is created by unknown facts.
I came home one day and the person was in my house, removing my mattress and replacing it, without asking first if it was OK to do so, but it never occurred to me that they would think it was OK to come back, or have the right too.
Trust, I trusted common sense and respect, then noticing things missing, I blamed someone, you should not blame without proof, lesson learned and for that I apologise, publicly to her.
But a few years ago I went to the beach house, friends took me for a weekend away, I came home. A close person to me, txt me and asked a question, I had bad reception and explained where I was, then came home and found there was dirt on the carpet, a photo on the bedroom floor, that I knew where it was before I left.
I have accumulated things, that I knew my mother owned, but was were not hers, I picked up along the way from op shops. And my aunt gave me a round blanket, a memory of gaining respect from someone who was very hard.
I then thought someone they might know, might have been in here. Then, over time the father has shown me, the real thief, you see photos in box 2/3 gone, when I was about to give to each child of mine personal items. Materials, gone, things out of my wooden chest, gone and something out of my china cabinet.
We’ll, realising someone has trespassed, I wanted to get rid of everything, over time I have removed certain things, by getting rid of them out of this house, but then something was missing and then returned, I called the police, but they can only work on what they know and I know they never met anyone so devious before. I am not going mad, but very aware, that someone thinks they have a right, but I warn you, judgement is coming.
This person has also tried to get power, legally over me, some close confessed and told me, people have said many times, I like you but not them, in the place I live and many they now know the complete truth about them (ones they have let slip without the realisation of it) and they want to avoid them at all costs.
There is a reason I do not speak to them, there is a reason for things, the father saw there truth and did not like it. But I was not aware at the time, because of trust, I was told by them, I can only be my true self around you, but the acting has to stop, the lies and manipulation of peoples lives, has to stop. I was paying of my house and doing fine, then they interfered and everything went haywire, because I trusted, but they then said, “I was incapable of managing”. I did not think someone would have such an evil agenda.
We’ll once lock down is over, I make this very strong statement, you come onto my property again (or use the innocent to do your dirty work), if you are not invited and the full force of the law come down on you, the fathers law.
I have prayed that the truth is revealed and my cousin, finally took off the rose coloured glasses and I believe strongly as he spoke, he ended up hating that they have breath in there lungs. For my last conversation, I never knew anyone could do such a strong 180 of how another person can be viewed.
I told have said to many, because of what has happened, if you come here without my invitation, I will make sure it is the last time. My neighbours keep an eye out, which is great and I have earned the respect I have, the keys have been changed the keys (but I notice keys missing), I know if they have the opportunity, they will try again.
I do not know in what kind of mindset you think you have any right at all, but know this. When you put your hand in the fathers and he forgives you, nothing you think you have against me holds water. Something bad is in your mind and it has festered and become infected.
I have made sure, I am surrounded by protection, I am praying before they go, that they become healed, for as mother said, “your a long time dead” knowing that you can burn in the pit of hell for eternity, do you really want to chance it. You have lived a life of lies, manipulation and used those around you, what do you have you for it all, nothing, but using those around you and put them in place, for the slaughter. But the truth cannot be denied, the father knows and you need to change your ways.
I am here when they, grow a awareness of the truth and puts it all in perspective. But one thing to be aware of, I am not a fool, for I will not spend one more ounce of energy on any corruption of the spirit.
You can only get so far, before things catch up with you, and that is the fathers law.
Thank you father, I do not receive anymore the corruption of the past, but I receive the blessing of the presence, today as I state my case.
Yes, I agree with what is held against me, but by your sons blood, let it also cleans me, from the past.
One thing I loved about my mother, she could sum it all up with a saying, and that is, “those in glass houses should not throw stones” and as the father said, “he without sin, cast the first stone”.