It is funny, when you are going through something and you look back.

You struggle, huff and puff and as I do, get a little short.

But, its not really a big deal, the enemy wants us to make a mountain out of mole hill.

And we go along for the ride, until we get smart and decide to look at ourselves first. That is when, you can get a grip and really know, who your fighting, the person in the mirror with the devil on the shoulder having a field day.

So, before you open your mouth, ask yourself this. Is it my problem, or theirs and more often than not, it ours….

Food for thought.

When the father speaks, and you don’t listen. I would not want to be you, he demands the attention.

You pray and ask, but when you don’t get what you want, to try and ignore the message.

We’ll my lovelies, he is not gonna take it, from you or anyone.

It comes down to love, honour, obey and respect. Your married to him first, so put him first and do as instructed.

Remember you cannot see the trees for the leaves. So shut up and take the medicine.

I feel someone needs this, because this is not from me.

He is making a demand, so its time to behave and receive, he knows the outcome, not you…

Sometimes especially at this time of year, we forget what can be more important.

Showing a little love can give you the greatest gift of all.

So I ask you to show a little love to those you may not know.

And all will be well.

Be blessed, be loved and just be….

Now finding out more everyday, I find it amazing how many aspects there are to God the father.

The spirits are all parts of him, but all with a separate job to do, this is why you can ask for things.

Today its suppose to be 43 degrees, so I went out and spoke to the sun and weather. To ask for it not to get so hot, I have seen birds fall out of the sky and die, because it was so hot.

This morning as I lay there, I saw a sale receipt not like the normal print out, but more on a tag. Like I have done something right and here is the evidence of it.

Funny how he shows me things, and colours of the spirits. I am going to paint them like this, this holiday. I have a stash of bits that I can use. I am inspired.

Examples

Yes its time, I was about to leave the page when I felt the serge.

So, when you read the bible it talks about, spirit of fear of God, spirit of wisdom, spirit of understanding etc.

They are all spirits, you can ask them to assist you there are seven. His perfect number, for the spirit of wisdom was with the master craftsman when he made the world. Before he shaped the oceans etc.

So, when you ask, make an action. It says take the helmet of salvation well, motion that your grabbing it and putting it on.

If you don’t then what your asking for is like hot air, it does nothing and you get nothing.

We have read the bible, the way the world wants us too, the enemy does not want us to understand the depths you can achieve and because we get comfortable.

(Don’t be in house arrest, for he dwells inside.)

Then we really don’t move, as I have said before. If your comfortable, then your not in the right place in god, you gotta go through a fire to come out, counting your blessing.

And that is something we forget, to humble ourselves and say thank you for ALL he has done for us.

We get finances and think big headed and fall off the perch, well I am in a place if I had money, it would just be that, plastic paper you can use as required.

People seem to buy what they want, when what they need is flay ling in the wind. And then they seem to get stupid and hang around with those who have no morals or conscience.

Well, I would rather be where I am, know that when it does come, it is no big deal and I stay the same, with a big love for the father.

That is riches to me…

I have been fighting for months now and they cant figure out why?

Well as I said to my doctor, the devil is trying to stop me, the more I move forward in God.

And you know me by now, I believe and he says to me, well hes not going to win. LOL

I was so inspired that my little visits in to see him, have had an effect. For he cannot deny when medical miracles happen and when they happen to someone who will shout from the rooftops of his good news.

I will win because my father says so, I am not in no way ever going to surrender. I only surrender to the Father the king of kings.

I am extra ordinary, I was born this way and I am becoming whom I am suppose to be.

The enemy lies to me all the time, well I know the truth, I know how to get it and I will take the lot, when released.

I use to stand at the back of the line, thinking I was not worthy, now I am up the front.

Father, I ask the spirit of wisdom to show me, what I need to do. For I know you have my set of keys, please heal everything I have asked of you. Amen

Sometimes you are given a project and he talks through you to a person.

As of this morning, I had to hand it back.

I really tried, but I would rather it come from someone else. When its him, he does not mess around.

But I trust the outcome…

Today I was reminded about when my kids were little especially my son.

I had a rule because violence was what I grew up with, no gun, no swords and no insane noisy toys.

But puzzles etc to make them think was what I went for, if my children followed after me, they would require the mental stimulation.

I remember my son, he was only small and he loved those wooden puzzles he ended up with about 8 of them. He shocked me by turning them all out then, put them together in record time.

When he was small would sit and read a book to his sister he was only 2. Yes he didn’t get all the words but knew the story from me reading it to him.

I wanted to give them a thinking mind, not a following mind. A mind that knew when they were being brainwashed or manipulated.

I made sure they thought about not only the answer but, how the answer came to be, who came up with it and what was their credentials.

Its like reading the bible, once you get to know the master craftsman and all the spirits, Jesus and all the rest. Its so very big and you expand your spirit man, that is what suppose to happen.

I do hope he remembers the fun times, and its OK not to agree with where I am at. But the evidence is clear as crystal.

With where I am at, you have to go through the fire.

And I have had a migraine, why because I felt the pressure build and I knew to stay quiet. Sometimes you can talk all you want and still no one listens.

So, I wait for the father to talk, he has a way of making you listen. Sometimes I feel like some need a cricket bat hit over the head to get it.

But as I always take it as a blessing, its not up to me. If they are so busy and are not listening, then their end is up to them.

I have to remember my dad is so important to put first, no family or anyone comes before him. And that’s the way, its just gotta be…