Some times you may not understand what I post, and that is ok.

But opening up to the possibility is key. You need to know the stairs that you go up, mine are glass and ping every time I step up, just like an elevator.

I want to see my dad, I want to spend time in the garden, east of eden. I want to prune roses and chat to him.

One piece from the book, I saw god his skin, was like facets of diamond and fire, I heard this drip, drip, drip, drip, drip it was tears from his eyes.

He said, Its been a long time since anyone has been here, son.

What are you waiting for, if you love him, then serve him.


I am going in…

I have the key to healing and I am going in.

The book I have been reading, you read then you get the revelation. Well I got it, yesterday I felt to step into the river.

There is a river of glory which flows from the throne of God our father, Jesus is there. But the tree of life, the tree of healing is beside the river and the leaves in it’s flowing water is their to heal.

I felt to step forward, but I held back, I thought it was for everyone. But no, I delayed and missed that one. But I am going again when the opportunity arises.

I keep believing and his word I believe. Hes my dad and he would not let me down, he wants to give it, I want to receive it.

So when I see this beautiful golden water, I go in, now I see big rocks of diamonds, I have seen the water fall. Soon I am going to get it because I will not take no for an answer.

I feel my tenacity rising, for he wants me to have the desires of my heart. He knows them, and I am ready to receive them.

I am calling in the Harvest everyday… stay tuned.


I was watching a DVD someone lent to me. It was Jesse Duplantis and some of the things were extremely clear.

The things he said and the looks, great to laugh. One quote, “if you don’t know what you are, check your equipment, that will tell you”. I learned sometime ago, its not the body they have wrong, part of the brain had not developed.

So its the brain that needs tweaking, but only God can do that.

People pray to God as if he is way over there, when he is inside you. People curse, sin and do things but once they start to pray or go to church they act all good and gracious.

If he lives inside you he hears your curse and sees your sin.

When people are around me, they withhold, but he knew you before you were formed. Jesus took your sin, that includes being raped and all the diseases etc.

So why! What have you got to loose if your surrender, I know SELF, SELFISHNESS, ME, me me…

When you love him, it’s all easy. I am glad I have seen terror, why because what the enemy tries to throw at me. I say, go on, have a go, YOU MUG, for I know who I am, I know the power I hold, and have a father who loves me.

So back off if you know what is good for you, go try someone else, you retard…