How an incident…

As I may have told you before, my car got marked as it was parked.

My problem was, you left and drove off. Which in Australia is unlawful, I was upset, then I found that it wasn’t the incident that was my problem, but my mouth.

I have a need for honesty, as I said, I am not unreasonable, we could have had a chat, if finances was the problem. But you left, you turned away at a time, that you could have used to build character and show humility.

So yesterday I was informed the outcome and I said to the officer, my driving force is for following the law, because in God if you cannot follow the law of the land, how can you follow God’s.

Well feeling peace, as I was turning I saw the man that walks around with his shopping trolley full of his worldly goods. I was moved to talk to him, see if he was OK.

I stopped and wanted to make sure he had a mask, as in Victoria it is now compulsory. But as I drove off, thinking about my stomach, God pressed on me to ask him about his. So I drove back, “Sir would you like me to buy you some KFC”, I could see he was considering he wondered the time as we chatted and I asked if he wanted something else. I have always felt you should never assume you know better.

He started talking about a rice place and their fried rice, I asked if he would like that instead, he told me the cost and that he loved prawns. I said to him, its OK, his belly was more important than mine, I rang the number and put in the order, I said to him I would be back, I grabbed spoons, forks, chopsticks and napkins, and went back.

He was like a little kid, so happy, but then I thought to pray. I did say to him, “be blessed” but in that it seemed so trivial to say.

I kept praying as he stayed in my thoughts, I think he would have rathered me to stay and just spend time, have real fellowship. Trust me when the father makes another time, I am back there again.

I felt glad that in my town, they make it available, to have a shower and a warm bed at night. This I was told happens in the churches, they take turns.

But what about them, again presuming your being a goodie two shoes, and not really touching the surface. I was glad of what I felt instructed to do, but what I could do more of.

You see I come from having just enough, sometimes hunger would be a friend and that is where you grow. I am in no way financially any better than how I grew up, but I got last night, do not think about how you will eat etc, does not God feed the birds of the air.

He is there to remind us, that what we have is nothing, but having the father is more wealth than money. I saw as I drove off another car stop, I hope we start to adopt him and concern ourselves with his day, not ours.

It reminds me of when houses are knocked down, for someone to build to make money. How I would love to be able to house people who need it, not those who really do not.


Confirmation of the fact, yeehaa

Last night I heard the very words that I have been saying in the last few posts, it is my total belief system, of values, honour and as I sat there listening, I had a big smile on my face.

I love the fact that I am hearing correctly and he finds trust in me to do so. He sees my heart and that its open to him, that I hear the correct message, so many times people think that certain parts don’t adhere to them.

But it does, he wants him first not the worlds system, example prayer meeting is just that. It is a time dedicated to prayer and at the same time, so adjust your world according to his.

Church comes together, again unless you honour the Pastor and let him know and you cannot change the fact because of work then its between you and him.

We have to sacrifice something, I once said to my daughter, I am sorry if this hurts but its God first and then I listed where both my children fit, equally.

It has to be that way, I know from experience nothing will happen until you get it right.

Then the blessings come because you are where your suppose to be, willingly. And its not about if I give this then I get that, no no no.

Its about you just being and wanting the father, with all you have and all you can be.

Giving yourself over and taking up his plans to make it happen and he will. Trust in the awesomeness that is God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit and the rest.

God is the very best, the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last.

I think most struggle with not only family but a form of having control, control is an illusion made up in the world, for the truth is only one is in control and that ain’t you.

So trust trust trust in all you do and be a friend of God, be his servant willingly and all will fall into place with such wonder you cannot imagine.


I pray that those in leadership…

I pray as I type this, that people in leadership start to read, not only what I am learning.

But what the father is showing in this age.

You see people in the world don’t see what he does and with that I can speak.

I can speak using this avenue to those who find this little arena.

I know that through time, those more educated, seem to think they are better or smarter than me.

But what really counts is your awareness in God, it is not about the value you have via money or education.

Its about your value, as a person who stands by the sword and speaks when it’s necessary.

Not from you, but through you. I always go back too, Jesus heard that one small voice.

And another when the sea is rough, if he sleeps, then you sleep, you need to trust him with your life.

You need to finish the race, you must surrender all.

As I keep saying it is NOT about YOU, if you have surrendered, then shut up and listen.

Trust in me…

How is the trust in me and I in him which can lead you to be a very good steward.

I have always been very trustworthy, as in you leave valuables or money with me and it will be the same when you return. Doesn’t matter how much or how valuable, if it is not mine then I must respect that.

So the words in Luke 16 V 10 – 13 ring true in me.

10 He who is faithful in what is least is faithful also in much; and he who is unjust in what is least is unjust also in much. 11 Therefore if you have not been faithful in the unrighteous mammon, who will commit to your trust the true riches? 12 And if you have not been faithful in what is another man’s, who will give you what is your own? 13 No servant can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.

How many times do you think if you got away with something small, ooh goodie. Well I don’t, I go back and tell them, then if they freely give, I can receive.

If you love him, his word and are so very grateful to all he has done, then this will be a breeze.

And do not give the accuser any room to say otherwise.

Smile and …

Remember the saying, smile and the world will smile with you.

Well why not, pray and the next to you will pray and so on.

It reminds me of that movie, pay it forward. I am a born giver, why? Because I feel like I have been given so much more than you could ever imagine.

As I go about my day, at every chance I tell people how the Lord saved my life again. I am passed caring and most responses are taught by the enemy, so I ignore it.

I love the fact I woke up today and its another before I get to see my father. I am glad to be breathing and I do not have to say sorry for the fact.

Its a wonderful day, because I am in it.

Its a wonderful year, because I have expectations of what is to come.

Get optimistic about your life, and find your joy in knowing your worth.

I am inspired & happy

Today, I had a visitor and when she left I became inspired thinking about last week. I am inspired, but waiting on the Lord to show me the way, I will not make a move without him.

That’s the key to it all, its his way, his plan for my life. So Lord come on, I am excited, being a great thinker, you have no idea, my brain never stops, which I will count as a blessing.

In my mind, I think of things like, what recipe I can tweek, or see a fabric or rummage in a cupboard and pull out something and think, its time to put something together, invent or be miss fix it. I draw plans for houses or garden design, you name it, I have an idea. You see, when I was a child we didn’t have much, but had fun making something out of nothing, you figured out how things worked.

Trips to the tip, yes the garbage dump could be real fun, or mum made it seem that way, if someone was coming in, make out your unloading, what you just loaded. Its all about the way you see things, if someone threw out a good piece of furniture, home we would go, it would be brought back and given love or handy in the shed for tools. Old jumpers or bits of things, mum would wash them clean, un-pull them, make either another top, blanket or something handy. Waste is just your point of view, you do not need to appear like a hippy if you are fugal (or have wisdom).

I remember a blanket that we all had to produce a square of knitting and mum made it fit, I loved that blanket, why, because it was made like Joseph’s coat of many colours, that was made and no one had another like it. I know 101 ways to use most things and just because it doesn’t have a fancy brand connected too it. Who cares, everything I do is done with love and if its a crochet blanket, I pray that whom ever owns it, is blessed.

We need to stop thinking the world’s way, and put the Lords into practice. I do not want or need a Mercedes Benz, I do not have to be clothed in Versace or Chanel. I am who I am, the apple of my fathers eye, why waste his finance on material things (that can never fill the void) I can save, buying something that does the same thing and bling it up.

I sometimes think that some people need the items, because they do not know who they really are, but want an appearance that is acceptable to those around them. So they can feel valuable, its such a shame that its all an illusion.

Having the Lord as your father is such a blessing, you have a cup that runeth over with love. You never have to strive or desire, he gives you all that you need and desire. Having a value worth zillion’s is my most precious gift of all…

Please be blessed.

What being diligent gets you…

After my operation, I have been reading my healing scriptures and my declaration, and then a chapter in the Bible each day.

The Lord has been speaking to me loud and clear about something very key to me.

In the world you think of inheritance and your family or parents leaving you something, I missed out, the enemy needs to repay me on this. If he is found, HE MUST restore.

Now in the Lord he does things differently, its like when he says a covering, does not mean you need to cover your head. He is saying he will cover you, when you do what he instructs.

Again with inheritance, what did Jesus inherit from HIS father, the kingdom when he DILIGENTLY did what he was instructed and his destiny was to fulfil for us included.

So my dad showed me this, when I diligently seek him, put my time aside for him. He will give me the inheritance, that I have worked for, diligently. So as I keep doing what he has instructed, he will then give me the desires of my heart, He will add to me.

Its not financial, its so much more than that, get your mind off the money or material things, know this it is a seat with him…

Thank you father for showing me this key, when it comes time for me, I will live eternally with you in heaven.

We are nearing the finish line

OMG, I don’t know how to put it into words.

But I can sense the finish line and all I know is I have to study the word. I have to prepare for what is ahead.

Let me put this to you, if finances collapse, how will you survive? If food is not transported to shops, how are you going to eat? If everything goes upside down, what are you going to do?

I remember a vision the Lord showed me, when the world is dark, people are running around mad.

Does it not say, when Jesus comes back the world will be cast into darkness. The word is very specific, everyone who doesn’t know will panic. He showed me a young guy laughing in madness at burning churches to kill faith, I stood before him and said, its only a building, faith cannot be killed for it lives in everyone who believes”.

So when its dark and cold, will you be ready for he finish line…

Leading the nation…

I know that everyone has a comment about something, even me at times but I wonder. What would you do if you had to make the tough decisions?

From working in a business that did advocacy, there are limitations and rules that you have to follow in order to get to the next step. We are all so quick to judge, but think about it. Could we do a better job? Could you do a job that can never make everyone happy, a job that you know the budget or expenses etc.

Things like keeping it sweet with other countries because we may need to either import, export or borrow money to keep the cash flow going. Can we stand up for a decision that will have a whole country behind me, but may make another war or battle?

You may never do it all right, but so many forget that we are just human. Don’t you make a mistake? Sometimes a leader is the one who needs us more than we need them. We are happy until we get a bee in the bonnet about something.

It pays to think about it, doesn’t it. How much expense out of this budget can be used to find another plane in the ocean. Shouldnt it be the airlines problem, but with our support. (This is often said)

Think of the really hard decisions, think of how we hate our wallets touched, but really do we understand why. Or does it all have to fall, for us to realize the reasoning behind it all.

I wouldn’t like to be a leader of a church let alone a nation, it’s a huge responsibility. You leave yourself open for the devil who is always waiting, to not only strike you but everyone that is under you. Support those you believe and trust in, my Pastor is the exception to the rule, he is fabulous and is always aware that his master is that of creation and what the lord giveth he can also take away. We are in many ways on all the same level, sometimes those in positions can forget this, but eventually the pedestal breaks and they fall off.

Yes sometimes, we need our voices heard, but like many things it’s often the way you do it. Not the decision you’ve made….

Are you solid??

What do I mean by that? Are you solid in your character, I was saying how once you cross me, your done. I will be pleasant, but the trust is gone. I learn very fast and have learnt that the enemy is waiting for any opportunity.

I have learned over time, that when I love, I love with all of me. I leave nothing left, so if I am hurt or crossed it hits me hard. I do not have time to waste on people who think they can, play games. They are not worth my time or breath. I don’t know if anyone else feels this way.

If I say I am going to do something, then I will honour my word or admit defeat. This is something that I am really passionate about is, trust and honesty.

I don’t mince my words, if you ask me a question I will say I love you, and then give you my answer. I have been called blunt, but as I say, “Did you ever meet my mother?” Lord that woman was hard, but I learned things and chose to change others.

I know what I want, I know what I want to do. I know who I am and I can honestly say, finally I like myself. No I am not a in love and its all about me. Its, I like the person the Lord has turned me into, I was discussing with a trusted friend how I knew very bad eggs, people who could remove you from the planet with no trace. I hung around some very bad eggs along time ago, who denied the laws on the earth.

But now here I sit, changed, with an open heart, the person said to me “I cannot ever imagine you any different, you are so lovely and kind” yes, oh how I have changed.

Remember the old me died at my baptism, the day I chose to surrender and be cleansed by my father. From that day forward little by little, here I am.

Dont fear the unknown, embrace and enjoy all of it. That is something I struggled with, but I am learning to receive.