I went to get results today of tests done, thyroid all OK, lumps benign.

I went knowing he was with me, so nothing would move me from hearing anything less.

I am being transformed, when my soul finally heals, when he does his work.

I know all this will go away, oy but I need knees and arthritis to go, now…

And it will come… faith is my sister and wisdom my friend.

Have you ever thought, its OK to joke around. Or are you telling a white lie. A lie is a lie, the one we lie most too is the one in the mirror.

Do you think its OK, when someone swears in ear shot of you? (I have looked at people, so sorry love, thank you for that) I will not say, oh that’s OK, it is not.

He asks you to do simple things, and we get so immersed in the world we forget.

Forget what, set the standard, I will be and act like my fathers daughter. As I said today, I am the exception, I was born that way.

I will take back my fathers, word and live by it, believe it and action it. I know I am a shocker when I interact with people, who don’t know him. But their watching ME, watching what I do, how I act and then see him in me.

So, take it or leave it, but do not dishonour his work, he is who he is.

And that is OK by me.

I was just on the computer, I don’t go on very often.

But this question came to mind, who are you?

Are you one of the fathers, sons?

Are you one who has surrendered, everything?

Is your soul healed?

Do you compromise, to have those around you that you love?

Simple questions, he knows the answer. But do you?

As you get older you think, I know it all! Really, big head, not available to learn maybe sitting inside.

Well I admit it, I will be in the school of God the rest of my life and that is brilliant.

For my mind will be renewed, my life is full of anticipation of what’s to come.

Think about it, how awesome…

There have been times in life where I did not think I was OK.

Why, because the enemy kept telling me I wasn’t, that caused all sorts of problems.

I have been reading a book given to me for Christmas the person was instructed and lets say, his timing is perfect.

You see, I thought if I acted like I was confident, happy etc etc, and showed not sign of weakness or neediness then I was OK. Wrong, how wrong I did not realise, when required I have stopped and action-ed the parts required. Not just he declarations in the book. But face things, not wash it under the rug, for the SOUL is crying out to be healed.

What many do not understand is if you never get taught how, then your stuck in limbo flaying in the wind. Thinking you’ve got it together, by not facing it.

I never knew how to say, I don’t like that or don’t agree. I was on auto being a yes person. And even that I wasn’t really aware of.

So, I got fat, yes lets put out the rubbish, to protect myself from men. You get to a certain size and become invisible yay but your so not happy.

But what I realised this weekend, I got big to have an inbuilt airbag to protect myself from everyone. And I do not have too, because my dad will sort out any attacks on me.

All I have to do is hold onto the faith I have, and I was reading wondering if I had enough and someone stopped in and said,  God told them to “go see Bronie, tell her she is a great woman of faith”.

What a blessing, so I continue on, getting it right and learning how to move forward and not look back.

But knowing that if anyone crosses my path the Lord will show me how to share, to help the person I come in contact with and use what was used against me for his glory.

Be willing to accept you learn everyday, but he has the right time to bring you forward. Just go with the flow, no biggie…