Israel is right..

We opened the door and a curse is on the land.

So it burns, it’s hard to hear but I know it is the truth.

I trust the father, I see people hurting and I want to shout.

But instead I pray, remove the veil from their eyes and let them hear.

Touch their hearts to know, he is real, he is waiting and he will save them…

A person who does know, took this picture, the enemy is having a field day, by the blood of babies aborted and much more. You cannot deny this image, this is unprecedented in Australia and it will burn, when it does only when people cry out to God will it stop. He isn’t the enemy, the devil is…

The picture in question. Picture: Channel 7

Money …..

I learn’t something else this weekend.

I had a problem with wealth. Now this may seem a weird and wonderful statement to those who read this.

But its true, money to me mean’t, becoming

  • full of myself & a moron
  • letting go of morals
  • not relying on god
  • wasteful
  • etc etc

So, I didn’t want it, even though I kept asking for the restitution of what had been stolen.

What I did was put up a spiritual road block. Not trusting that, my faith is in him to steer my ship.

But break through, I am ready to receive because he has trained me to become a good steward and know the difference between a need and want.

So bring it on, spirit of wisdom. I believe I am ready for receiving, but I trust you to know better than me.

What are you made of…

Many times, I see little things erk people… And I see it as such a waste of energy.

When a battle or storm comes, I get excited, because I so often have come through, with such a joy, it was worth every step.

When I was younger, I kept saying to him,”my life is not meant to be this way” for I knew deep down, there was more for me.

I knew, I was here for greater things, but I praise him for bringing me through, being on my own has been the greatest blessing, yes it hurt, to have those close let me down.

But if I dwell on it, the enemy wins, if I use it against him by using it to Gods advantage, I win every time.

I know, if pain comes, I may call on him and cry, but I know, I am stead fast.

Many times I hear the story about Jesus in the boat and it’s rocking, they panic and say those words.

My thinking is, OK if Jesus is asleep so will I, I trust him with my life, he is not going to drown, so the message is change what you see, change what the enemy wants you to see.

Change, and trust in the knowledge that he is your greatest champion. He is the alpha and omega.

So what is the big deal… get over it and LIVE WITH JOY and knowledge in your data base…

Lean on his understanding, you ain’t smart enough, so let go, trust and smile….

Do not divert your eyes…

On Wednesday the message was clear, to me anyway, to not divert, not give up.

Because he is so worth it all, and always remember what Jesus took on himself for us, so if your life hits a patch, it’s only for a short time, grab hold of the handles with both hands for the ride. Your about to learn from it.

Yesterday someone said something to me, that filled me with such joy. The main gist of the message was, “you have had a crap life, but you are so close to receiving it all.

Why because what the enemy used for bad, I flip for good. I will not let him steal, kill or destroy me, I am here because I am a winner, I am a son or daughter of God.

My response was, thank you so much and Amen.

I can tell you from experience this, walking away, diverting the course, giving up. Gives you nothing, remember the word ETERNITY.

I can tell you the truth, when I say I have been to hell and back, and walked around like the walking dead, never feeling or letting anything touch you. This is not living, but being a victim of the enemy.

So, what I do is make fists as if I am grabbing hold of the father, and I growl, I put down what is hurting me, I step out of it and know my father has me, when I may fall. He will pick me up and keep me safe.

But as the blues brothers said, I am on a mission from God, and it ain’t over till,┬áit’s over, so hold on, for the glory and joy that comes from the other side is so amazing, I cannot put it into words.

The journey is worth every step you take, it’s about YOUR maturity and how you take it that is the message to learn.

I WILL NEVER concede defeat..I am my fathers daughter…no longer a slave…

To embrace, be open and engage

To bring on the change, that had to happen within me, I had too embrace the unknown, be open to let the father do the work and engage to receive.

These are keys that have formed within me and its been, hard to let him in. When for so long I was guarded against any hurt.

But the love from him, I knew this is what I had to do. You cannot get healing, change or restoration until you do. I am the evidence of this, I live because, I thought, he will not let me down.

Man does, he won’t, just trust him to do it, not to you, but FOR you.

We get things so confused and pick the negative first, but I always think, what would he do. What would he want me to do? these are questions that you need to ask.

If you have faith, trust and believe the word, THEN LIVE IT.

The enemy does not win, the blood is the evidence of VICTORY.

 

The new ME

Since condemnation has been removed, its like I have awakened, not knowing that I was even asleep.

Before, you have no idea, my head kept me hiding from day to day activities. A simple trip to the shop, would take a lot of mental effort to plan where I would go and what I would do.

Normally, I would pick something plain, because I would say to myself, pretty stuff is for others, not me.

The other day I saw a doona cover, it was pink and had big flowers on it, now to many this would not seem anything big. But its like, I am learning about the new me, the hidden me that I never knew before.

I feel like a rose, that was in a hard, closed down bud, but now I have bloomed and its the most beautiful feeling.

This could not have happened if it was not for my trust in the father, I said to him many times, I know it will hurt at the time, but it needs to be done. So when you feel its right, please, I give you authority to do, what needs to be done.

And how wonderful is he, to know I had come to the end of what I could tolerate inside and give him full rein.

 

Get excited, and take another step

I love the Lord with all I am, why, he broke the hold over me.

We are told we have to surrender our lives to him, which I did, but there is another level.

I had a wall, I would get to a point and this dark over shadowing wall was impenetrable, until Monday.

This came to the surface, I knew I had something that seemed so impossible, but didn’t know how to get rid of it.

I had to willingly, TRUST.

The Lord looked at me with those beautiful eyes and such concern, I looked at him and said, “Just do it” with him beside me, I know I can do anything.

I made noises that I cannot repeat, I felt this thing loosen, tentacle by tentacle. It was dark, hungry and mean.

I was shaken from from toes through my calves, and it was taken out. I trusted those around me, God’s gorgeous red head and I knew I needed to show evidence of his power of LOVE.

Before, I was so scared of meeting my husband and screwing him up and our marriage etc.

Now, I wear a ring, when I put it on, I felt I was honouring my husband to come and showing that, I feel like I love him already. (Remember I had been married before had children to someone else and never loved anyone, I had a barrier of protection).

I am now free, trust the right time will come for you. Trust in the process, trust that you are worth it all.

God bless.