I have been believing, now I am receiving

The lord showed me many years ago, being smaller size, even the top half. (Trying to be lady like here)

I have held onto that vision knowing that in the right time and season he would provide.

Well, YAHOOOOO it’s here. I will soon loose 20 – 30kg and the girls as I call them will no longer hurt my back or be a continent of two.

The doctor has seen the light and they are going, CHANGE is here and I am taking it with both hands.


May gracious love be yours

Sometimes you may read what I have written and not get it.

But I pray that gracious love, fills you to over flowing.

That the eyes of your understanding and the veil over your ears be lifted in Jesus name.

That the life he has for you is the one your strive for more than any other.

So be filled in the name of Jesus with his love this day.

Be blessed.

Trust him in everything you do

Something I can totally say is the truth is, you can trust him.

You may not like some of the things he has for you, but he has your blue print in front of him.

He knows what will happen and has everything set out, for you.

All you need to do is trust him, to direct your path.

He is so beautiful in so many ways and I don’t think we give him enough credit.

So Lord, you are the most awesome thing I know, you are better than anything I have known before.

You are the air I breath and for that I am so grateful.

May someone know your heart, as I long to know you more.

May the tears I shed writing this in appreciation of everything you do touch others.

Open their hearts Lord, open the eyes of their heart. Let them see you.

Feeling the truth

Sometimes I feel like I am overwhelmed, this is when mainly, I have a breakthrough.

But feeling the environment around me is the key.

Do you really feel the truth? Do you just skim the surface? Or does it hit the mark.

Something that struck me the other day, the world is becoming a place where the true feeling is being missed.

I want to feel everything there is on gods green earth. I want to live and feel it all, to laugh, to cry and to love.

Until you open your heart wide enough and take a real look, you then can only feel the truth.

Were you watching the news yesterday

I was watching the news flash about Schapelle, what bothered me is how many cameras there were.

Yes she is either innocent or not. But let her out spend time alone, and try to feel her freedom.

Sometimes freedom is viewed in different ways. But I hope she is on her way home soon.

I saw the media scrum yesterday as another kind of prison. Yes some may be curious as to what she may have to say, but really do we need to know the dirty details.

What gets me is I was sitting in a waiting room, (never buy gossip mags anymore) I picked up a magazine and felt the disgusted on what was printed.

Really, if you talk to a guy you’re having sex or in a relationship. If I watch a movie, then its the story, not the person playing the part.

The world puts them on a pedestal and wonders why they fall off. Really….