There are those who live a life religiously but go beyond what is deemed normal and loose the plot and can become quiet controlling and bullying.

Before anyone gets upset, calm the farm and open your spirit a minute this is my personal views here.

Then there are those who say they believe in God, and they swear, they sleep around and lie.

Others say they are Christian and then when the xxx hits the fan, they do not stand on the word and react instead.

So, which am I, I have become what I think he would want me to be, open minded, a person who laughs when something comes up, my daughter said the top of her meniscus is gone, I laughed and said it’s a convertible. Now, she knew what I meant and I told her, when you know what he can do for you, listen to what the doctor is saying, but don’t allow it in, for the enemy is an idiot. And I told her of many miracles I had witnessed too. That he can fix it, but why did it happen, not what you did, but why is he stopping you, then I reminded her of what is coming ahead that the enemy read in your book, that is so amazing, he is falling over himself to stop you.

I strongly believe that so many see with their eyes, but not by his spirit and then wonder why the world views them as nuts.

Me, I just go along, do what I do and spread a smile a laugh and joy, then if he nudges me, I act on it. That I think is the right thing to do as I keep reading the bible every morning.

Can I add this reading about Pharoah he had plagues and plagues and evidence and evidence, and I am shocked that someone in power can be so oblivious to the power of God.

I believe it is not you in charge but if you allow him to work through you and become his vessel amazing things can take place.

Be bold, what have you got to lose.

Recently a couple of times, I have said something out loud and it hit me.

What hit me, just how strong I am, how I have come through so much and what I have learned about myself.

My daughter had to go to hospital, she hurt her knee and I know that a lot of things I say to her, what she takes in and what goes over her head.

But what struck me was how this strength came out, I told her how the times I have had to go, I know I’m there to show his light from inside of me, how to show his word, to pray when I ask them and to stand on the knowledge of what you can do, when you believe. How being his vessel is a blessing to share with others in the right way, if only they will listen.

I learned that I am not afraid of anyone when I have to stand for him, to stand for I am jealous of my father, as he is jealous of me. How that knowledge leads me, strengthens me and surprises me in times I don’t expect it too.

This is brilliant, something that was so an answer to a prayer I asked, for I had heard about fasting but didn’t know really how to do it, in the pain I was experiencing.

So, the lord answers in the most surprising way, I saw a short, you can fast from your phone, from the tv, whatever you’re battling with, it doesn’t just mean food like I thought and the young man said you read the bible and pray.

My nerve had been pinching for over 4 months and I was beside myself, I couldn’t think straight at times, it just got too much. So, a week ago I chose to fast on scrolling YouTube, I would check the weather and the time, also add in the texts to my daughter. And NO tv and I would do it from dawn to dusk. Because that is all I had in me, losing sleep etc wears on you and I did it all day, I set my phone alarm for sunset and I read, I prayed and I chatted to him.

Well well well, he answered, my nerve unlocked, I awoke with no pain in my left butt cheek, and I shouted a hallelujah because he deserved it, I told my doctor, my physio and anyone who would listen. I was so happy and relieved.

To see the evidence that it works to me was my miracle and I will take that all day long.

Then I think again, you live you learn, but you must put his lessons into action and believe..