As I get older it may seem a bit morbid but, do you ever wonder about it.

Why am I on this wavelength, reading the bible and what has come before us, really makes me think of the end.

Now, I think about how the world is going, how the sin is being more and more accepted and when it says about your choices, when the time comes.

You see, if someone threatens to cut off your head if you don’t denounce the father, what would you do. I think we are all going to our eternal rest and I love him, I have no choice to choose.

A couple of weeks ago I did not feel good at all, I had trouble standing and it was if my balance was off. I stayed awake until just before 6am, I felt like if I went to sleep, I would not wake up again, so I forced myself to stay awake.

Thinking about being home, makes me feel excited for this world is getting worse and worse, many are so oblivious to the sin its almost invisible.

The world and the enemy behind it, is trying so hard to change our belief, but when you experience it, there is not another option available.

Every time I think about something to write, I am in bed and its more in the early hours, I like the quiet, I like the peace I feel.

I want to try and post more, but I feel many don’t get what I am on about, but few really do…