Last night I had to speak, so I gave my heart over, the word before. Backed up what I was about to do and say.

I prayed and asked for impact, I stepped forward without fear.

What did I get?

When I was younger, I locked my heart up, to keep myself safe. If they could not get to it.

Then I could go on, I was going to be OK, regardless of what went on.

But I could not unlock it, the rusty lock from such a long time ago. I got stuck, but in my mind, it was a desire.

After I spoke, I came home went to bed, and it was like a dad tucking me in with a big smile on his face.

When I woke this morning, my heart was open..

Never, give up believing in what he can do, his timing is perfect.


How trusting his word works…

Recently, I had to have my car serviced and a sensor replaced.

Now it took all I had spare to cover the cost, I refused to buy food that was not required. I would pay for it, I get so driven to succeed, you have no idea.

So part one service, done and paid. A week later, getting the part, done and paid.

Now I had enough food for about 4 days, but would not get me to Tuesday.

I sat quiet and said Lord, you will take care of my needs, you know how stuck I am. I have no one but you, no credit card.

So I am trusting you to supply, I went back to work and got on with it.

Next minute someone I knew, pulled up to my front door and dropped off a box of food, Hello fresh meals. The lord knew my allergies and what I could have and not have.

That food made it past Tuesday and I told the person, I felt so loved, so blessed and knew, if you trust what his word says, he will never fail you.

EVER praise to the father God and lord Jesus

Get excited, and take another step

I love the Lord with all I am, why, he broke the hold over me.

We are told we have to surrender our lives to him, which I did, but there is another level.

I had a wall, I would get to a point and this dark over shadowing wall was impenetrable, until Monday.

This came to the surface, I knew I had something that seemed so impossible, but didn’t know how to get rid of it.

I had to willingly, TRUST.

The Lord looked at me with those beautiful eyes and such concern, I looked at him and said, “Just do it” with him beside me, I know I can do anything.

I made noises that I cannot repeat, I felt this thing loosen, tentacle by tentacle. It was dark, hungry and mean.

I was shaken from from toes through my calves, and it was taken out. I trusted those around me, God’s gorgeous red head and I knew I needed to show evidence of his power of LOVE.

Before, I was so scared of meeting my husband and screwing him up and our marriage etc.

Now, I wear a ring, when I put it on, I felt I was honouring my husband to come and showing that, I feel like I love him already. (Remember I had been married before had children to someone else and never loved anyone, I had a barrier of protection).

I am now free, trust the right time will come for you. Trust in the process, trust that you are worth it all.

God bless.

My miracle with dogged determination

Now I have to be blunt so you understand, in 2013 I was given a procedure that showed I had Diverticulitis.

What were my symptoms, remember the mass it caused me to have problems getting rid of waste, black, rust, light tan, yellow and even a shade of green were seen. I had tests after tests that always showed I had infection, I had fever pain, gas coming from places I could not explain. And a smell that was worse than a septic swamp.

So I listened at the time, diet changed, fibre I had to watch reduce etc etc. The threat of either having an operation etc was said, so what did I do.

I listened, but would not accept, I had to say the words in the world, but I did not take it in.

I said to the Lord, I am not accepting this, I am your daughter and of your DNA. If I am meant to fulfil your plan for my life, then you have to fix this vessel, I demand it in Jesus name.

I will not accept this in anyway (I was determined with no doubt, he word says if you believe then you receive), by the blood of Jesus Christ who took this on him for me, it is removed in Jesus name. I demand it to go, I said this over and over and I would not accept anything else, even when things got really tough.

So I praise the Lord and father God, for hearing my words and making this MIRACLE happen for me. I feel so very humbled and thankful for taking this from me. Tests on Tuesday showed no sign of it and never being there. Yahoo

You can have it too, get so very determined that you cannot fail by his blood that covers me.

Things needed to be faced

I have always had this thing over my life, making me feel I could never step up and do anything special or take a chance. And always a cloud of never open Pandora’s box.

You see, I knew there were things that were secret or not spoken of.

But on Wednesday I felt very sad, didn’t know why.. But went to church, our wonderful Pastor took us into the courts, to face what has been a burden on our lives.

I personally have been tired of carrying something, that was from my forefathers.

So, I stood in the courts, my father was very concerned about me, I said to him, “Lord I have to be brave enough to face this, it is OK”.

Wham, the accuser came in full throttle and with so much force, but what got me was the snippets of pictures. I stood agreed with him, repented for myself and who had come before me.

What hit me was, it was this that was causing so much wrong in my own children. I started to gasp and sob, it really struck me, I try to make out I am so tough, but this hit me full on. I know others tried to comfort me, but I needed to remove myself. (I was brought up tears were a sign of weakness, so I was a bit embarrassed and really all I needed was to be held.)

I was prayed for, washed myself off and came back thinking, right that’s done, what’s next? I know I am the one to break the mould, the familiar over my family, so I will face it all, for my children and their children.

With great impact it has been broken, and I know the box is gone. Now I feel like I can do anything, but the question now is what exactly.

Lord please show me what to do, what direction to go in, I need to set the right course in business and life… Amen


The spirit of FIRE

Chatting with a girlfriend who also went to the beach house yesterday.

I said, “Something happened I can feel it, I feel like I am surround by this great big warm air bag” .

She said that she was watching Sid Roth and a guy was saying to the person with back pain, raise your hands and receive so she did, that was 2 weeks ago, she has no pain.

God is doing something in our Church, his body and its awesome, I told you a while ago that I was excited, I could feel something good was about to happen.

Have a little Faith in HIM, even in prayer meetings he is sending his fire upon us, goosebumps and all.

I wish you could experience it, we are going to go out and tell the world, for the veil and ear muffs have been on far too long. But we are getting prepared, for no fear will stop us.

Working from home a road block came up and I said, be though removed in the name of Jesus we need this to happen today, prayer answered. No not just a prayer, a demand by the spirit of the word, that’s better.

And as Jesse Deplantis says, everyday and I love it, so I get up and say it too. I GOT UP TODAY, TO RUIN THE ENEMY’S DAY. OOhh and watch gospel casino, it really hits you.


Day 3 and I am sleeping.. The miracle continues

Since you have read my blogs some might know that the back injury happened in June of 2009.

Talking to my Pastors wife on the weekend, she could see the pain I was in, she said in our group session “I notice that you don’t tell anyone what your feeling you just hold it in”. I opened up, thinking if there was a time, its now.

I told her how, I have been brought to my knees screaming in pain, seeing black spots and even to the point that I just wanted someone to end it. But the big thing I knew was, I had to go through this to get to my healing to come out the other side.

To speak to those who need to hear, MIRACLES CAN & DO HAPPEN.

Sleeping has been in the past, light and a struggle, every part of me hurt, I have been at the edge many, many times.

But this I held onto, he will bring me through. As the song says, he will finish what he started.

TRUST is the key, putting the word forth, speaking it out. For the word is life, and with it comes great power to those who BELIEVE and remember belief is FAITH in ACTION.


What a weekend away

A group of us girls went down to the beach house, we prayed, worshipped and learnt a lot.

I came home CHANGED, I can feel it, two days without back pain. YES I SAID without BACK PAIN.

I have been restored, I feel it and I am keeping it. YAHOO.

Don’t ever try to tell me MIRACLES don’t happen, I am a living testimony. SOOOO HAPPY

What a blessing today is…

Why, you ask.

Oh, I love the Lord, because when I visited my cousin, I said, “If I had of known then, I feel like telling the younger me it will be OK”.

I ordered Mercy Me CD, Welcome to the New, now this wouldn’t seem like anything big, but when you listen to Dear Younger Me. I cried, I needed that so badly, I have felt like the younger me needed to be told, its not your fault, what was done to you.

You WILL come to a place that shows the world. Its not wishful thinking, its just how it is, which is a part of another song and its so true, I feel a gift has been given, restoration IS taking place in my life and I am so humbled, so grateful and so touched by the father.

I believe the more I give him the glory, he will give back.

That it the key, that’s what you have to do, I know his word is in black and white but sometimes you have to have a light bulb moment and I just had one.

I sit here like I have just won the lotto, OMG father thank you so much. I love you so much thank you for caring and making me know I am worthy of your LOVE.

Waterworks out of control, see what he can do for you. Just let him, that’s all you have to do, let go, trust him…please, he loves you so much.

Believe in Miracles

I believe therefore I receive, now his word says it and I do believe it with all my heart.

Last night I went to our church meeting, after worship someone asked who wants a miracle. I didn’t hesitate to say I do, my neck was at the point I wanted someone to remove it.

So they said Lord, she wants a miracle, I kept saying, come on holy spirit, please over and over and guess what.

My whiplash has gone, not here its vacated the premises. I slept like a baby and as I have sat for 4 hrs at the computer, no pain.

Why did this happen, because I did not doubt what my father could do. I have been getting ready, reading Kathryn Kuhlman (I believe in Miracles) and I asked the Lord to grant me one.

Now I am determined to have everything healed, I want the world to see what my father can do.

Asthma, gone, Whiplash gone tick tick tick. Now the rest of the list Holy Spirit, go for it father I give you free rein.