Blessing’s are coming my way

I have a print off, what was said a long time ago, “I decree that something great is about to happen to me.”

And “I am the EXCEPTION, not the rule” these I see every day when I wake up. And its effect is taking place, I felt it so real today.

So I say to you, blessings are coming my way. Say this to yourself, he will give these to you at the best time.

Just rest in the knowledge of this and even though its really cold, 9 degrees at the moment.

OMG bring on spring, even though tomorrow is the first day of winter, I am calling it in. LOL

Thank you father, for loving me even when I don’t feel I deserve it, but you know my heart is yours, I trust you with my plan and I did agree with what you said as I formed in my mothers womb. I now trust that I was meant to be hear at this time on this day.

Thank you for all you have done, everything you have given to me and for knowing you can trust me to be your steward…

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Trust in what has been done

Trust that Jesus died for us, trust the word and believe, hold tight for the outcome to what you are going through.

It frustrates but also annoys me when I sleep the enemy tries to upset my rest. But awakening this morning, I know the truth. My son has made a choice but most young people I know are self righteous and set in their ways. But I am the mother, I get my say to be heard, not shut down, you need to listen and respect it, whether you agree or not.

Yes the dream include him and a warped way of what is going on, but I know the truth and my life does not stop because of this, it increases because of it. It lays a foundation of development not only in me, but also my son, he must learn the lesson. And I must allow the father to teach him, he always warned me, mum if you say God or Jesus I am going home. My response, BYE, don’t pull that form of blackmail on me, it doesn’t work.

So as I sit here sharing, I trust what has been laid in place, my plan and I wait for the outcome to come, in HIS right season and time.

Remember that today, hold tight and turn it around, see what is trying to be done, to bless you. He will not fail you, trust is the key.

The Lord reminded me…

My worth is great and I am a zillionaire times a zillion.

Because in every way I am a good steward and he has found someone, whom he can trust.

I believe this is priceless gift, and I always love a bargain, any cloths I very rarely pay full price and $20 is my limit.

It may seem like a minimal amount, but I always remember who’s money it really is and I am very humble and thankful for that…

 

Mercy me, Even if

Sometimes you do loose some, but mostly you win some.

So, never think of the last post as (poor lady) no not at all.

I am rich because my father loves ME.

I am a winner everyday and today is another day closer to the day, I come face to face with him.

So smile and cheer, rock the gates of hell and find the joy. But if you can learn by my journey, then sharing with you is a pleasure.

 

Mothers Day baahumbug

Now I wanted to think Baahumbug for a short time, but I chose to flip the switch.

My son, (my thought was he sucks) he never sent me a msg, but its his loss and I am not going to own it. My daughter being locked up, well that’s another part of my journey (being tested is part of my process).

Anyway, I was driven to do something for my spiritual mum, so the Lord made me think of a breakfast hamper, croissants, crumpets, bacon, eggs, avocado, tomatoes, fancy tea, etc etc. A small gift bag and a plant.

In the giving I found my joy, so on Saturday, I bought myself a pj top and another really nice dusty blue/white stripped top. I got up and decided to have a great day, and I did.

With my children, I keep my eyes on the father, because many years ago a word was given to me, don’t take your eyes off the Lord, whatever comes your way. So I hold tight, when the enemy cannot affect you, he gives up. And as I said before, Lord I trust you with their lives.

So baahumbug to the enemy, you lost again PRAISE THE LORD….

 

Hiding behind FAT

Yes, when I got married before in the world, there was a history of bad behaviour from men. So my response was, to hide.

Since I was 19 yrs old I have hidden, men do not noticed a fat woman. And that was comfortable to me. Yes I did get back for a short time, to my size 11.

But again, males were not kind, so now I buy cloths that cover and are decent, most I do not like, but they do the job.

When I see me, in the mirror, I do not like what I see. But again, when so many bad things have happened it becomes a comfortable familiar, that you hide behind.

So, last night I found myself wanting to look like what I know I feel under the fat layer.

I want to feel the smile, I know is hiding behind what I carry around and I want to do it for my hubby and for me.

I am stronger now, and if I do not like the way I am treated, I can make sure that I make my point LOUD AND CLEAR….

No one is ever fat because they want too, they are hiding, either illness or emotions, so be extra kind. It may make the difference…