9 variants of Covid, do we know all we too

Did you know there are 9 variants of Covid.

I was watching NBC and the head medical guy said this, he also said, the new variant MU is being tested and they think it is immune to any vaccines and believes if not this one, then the next.

SO, why do we not know this in Australia. He said what I have been thinking, it mutates because people keep moving around. Sounds right to me, so what I keep thinking is, we all stop, pick a date and stop for one month, then I would like to know what happens.

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I am dumb founded when people…

Watching the show, how people were set up to comment on the obese to get others reactions.

IT MADE ME FEEL SICK, why do others conform to think that is OK, to make others feel small. And then join the other idiots, in a laugh or giggle, I mean really, who are these people.

If someone is out and getting some sun, it is not about how they look, it is about there heart and making sure they are OK.

If I was there on that beach and other individuals had been talking smack, I would have set them straight.

A person is of value, if the father thinks it, then what is wrong with us.

I always come back to this statement, who made you Judge, jury and executioner and instead of joining the gang, like in school, grow a brain and a heart and be the change.

Stand up for the right, to not only stop the course, but be bold enough to show a new one.

IT has nothing to do with, how good I may think I am, that does not rate in any way.

IT is about empathy and heart, love and honour.

Acceptance, not the illusion

I watched two shows that I wish I could yell from the roof tops.

One was Todd Sampson, Mirror Mirror the other What Australia thinks about obesity.

Now the truth is, I have been size 10 and was not happy. (Treated like meat, when all I wanted was the value of my mind)

I have been size 24 and not happy. (Because I am constantly looked down upon to not be good enough)

Why, because the world tells me so…

BUT, the world is not correct as I see it, social media tells us, we must be sexy, or a certain way too, have value.

REALLY, I go by this, if I am well, then that is a positive, if my blood work is better than a runner or gym junkie, then another positive.

IF the world, does NOT VALUE ME, then that is the problem of the world.

I have lived and I had value at size 10, but could not see it, because it was all about my looks.

I have lived as a size 24 and become invisible, why, because the world had been conformed to not recognise me, as value. And eaten when others have made me feel of a lesser value, your body will fit the weight it is suppose to be, when your well.

And world, my father VALUES ME.

My father, loves my stretch marks, my operation marks, my cellulite and all other lumps and bumps, because HE SEES MY REAL VALUE as a whole.

He sees my mind, my heart, my soul and all and any faults and loves ALL OF ME.

So, if you feel like your not enough, yell and say this, I am worthy, I am of value and I am loved…

It really is that simple

Can you see, stepping out and seeing both sides

This is how I see things, it’s a gift (I know this now) to see myself and others point of view.

This allows me to work things out, it allows me to balance many things, when others are stuck on one side.

It is easy to get frustrated, waiting for people to catch up, but I was gifted my mind for a reason. That is something I do know, and I do not think any less of others because of it, I just know, that sometimes you have to wait for their time, time to catch up.

The other day, I was entrusted with a moment and from experience I had the answer. If you are the trained to be the fixer, and try to do everything then, everything will be OK, but you get into a position where you become, not OK and cry, you feel broken and shattered (but that is exactly where he needs you to be, to rebuild).

But knowing what I know, this is a good thing, you see, you cannot change a person and you have no right too. But you have a power to help, when they are ready (not you), because when you have come from the world into a place of his rest, you get it, plain and simple.

I have seen how damage is done when your younger, and it sometimes sticks as an adult, then because your so use to it, you become blinded to it. And you behave in a way, that proves it over and over, but until you admit it, then change cannot take place.

It is the same with everyone, I am not following the crowds, I am in a place of knowing. As I go back to that place as a little girl, when I first had my encounter with him. Through it all, I learned, I listened and I watched, I found my place in him, not in the world and I am happy and content.

I see others hurt, I see everyone as unique and special, we are never perfect, but as long as we trust in him, let the rest go. And it will be well, with my soul…

How wonderful is the father

Many times these past few weeks, have I thought to myself, how wonderful he is.

How wonderfully protected I feel, because of how I feel his love.

Sometimes, I stop and think of several different areas, how the world runs around, grasping at straws to try and stay ahead of the game.

But, what game? Why are you constantly running, why are you not smart enough to know and trust the truth, the truth that I know, that God is real, Jesus died for me and is returning.

I was chatting to my doctor the other day, I went over how miracles have taken place and how the enemy has tried to take me out, seeing it now from a person who is, my own witness to these miracles.

I reminded him of my bulging disc, the result and how I cried out to the father, how the next scan showed no evidence of it, his reaction and the mass, how certain things have evaporated into thin air.

All I keep thinking is this, if the enemy is trying so hard to stop me, then when I get weary, all I have to think of is flipping my mind set, if he is trying so hard, then what he read of my book, MUST BE GREAT. Then I put myself in the trust and knowledge of this, what ever the father has in store for me to do. Is not mine to own, but joy in the fact he can use me, and know that I will do it, willingly.

This is a place I keep wanting the world to come too, a place of peace, a place of knowing who he is. It is not about glory, or fame, its about LOVE, in its purest form.

So, take the time to tell him, tell him you love him, that you trust him and be at peace.

Pray in the spirit and find joy in your life, because most of the time, when your not paying attention, your missing it…

Lockdown 6.0

Really, oy there is only so much a person can take.

Bring on spring, that is something to look forward too.

I was just thinking of that song, “where not gonna take it, no were not gonna take it, where not gonna take it anymore”.

Now I am not saying anything, just spiritually, what a blessing to have time to spend, building your relationship with him, reading, moving in the spirit.

The enemy tries, but looses in the courts, so take your battle in, COURTS IN SESSION…

I see the light, at the end of the tunnel

I was talking with friends and saying how, I have felt and I have been in this long painful tunnel.

But I see the light at the end, I think the day I had enough and made a demand as a small child, you see I take and take things until, I hit the wall and turn and fight.

And, I had to fight for me, so I went and prayed and fort for my life.

Things started happening and this girls looking forward, change is taking place, yeehaa…..

I was given a key, thank God

It still surprises me, when I get answers to my questions.

My latest is, I am on more medications to stop the burning caused by the lap band I have in, it was put in because I do not have a valve that stops food coming up when I lay down, its missing in action.

This medication has been making me angry, weird reaction and small water lumps under my nose, kind of like a cold sore saw but different, tiny but irritating and not from a mask, because I hardly go out.

So, I was wondering about several things and its now instant, the answer comes on that day.

When I found out my key, the really big one, cannot go into detail, but lets just say, the attacks in my sleep and day to day are now, nill.

Even physical, when I had the massive benign mass inside me, and things got stuck inside (sorry but this has to be said as it is part of all this) I was talking with him and said what needed to happen and it did. It has taken me several years but, where we are now, things are taken over for our benefit.

The keys is pushing past, the simple, taking on his word into your data base and understanding, you live in this world, but your not part of it. Only to someone who knows, understands this, many years ago, I started to say this, then I said, I trusted him with my children’s lives and I was tested as I have said before.

My walk, is MY walk, and I will walk into his heaven, I remember the day I was in a car with someone and I saw heaven, now others reading this might think I am wacked, but stick with me. For it says about heaven, how close it is and seeing the earth and how we have messed it up and looking at heaven, as if it sat on top of a semi trailer and how beautiful and pristine it is, I know my walk is individual, yes others see things, the world sees nothing and that makes me sad.

But when you know, then sitting here, how much he loves me, all I think of is those lost in the wilderness, my family. I know it comes down to choice (this word is very strong), because you gotta make that decision, some day some how.

And there end, is just so sad, but I cannot force them, but I can pray for them, even through everything, I will not stop praying for change, because I want them to have a chance, to find the joy I have and the relationship with the father.

Keys are not just for cars, they are your security keys with him…. to unlock all that would try to hold you back.

So take the keys and use each one, with our fathers guidance, we can move mountains.

Let it be…

I have had a few weeks that lead up too a really big burst of anger.

Now, I have not been angry for over 20 yrs, but I was rope-able.

It took me time and letting go, finally realising, some had to do with mediation I was given. Some I have causes great anxiety and the need to fix things, my body has weird reactions to say the least.

But finally realising, yesterday I saw the person I had blogged about, dressed immaculately and all I thought was, how sad, sad that it takes them to dress a certain way, to feel important, then not only did I feel sad but also pity.

And, then I realised, I was in a better place than I could ever wish for them to be.

So, I feel to let it be, I have been clearing things out, but I really need to move things into overdrive. And I believe doing so, will also lighten my spirit.

So, if I have learned anything, let him be in you and all will fall away, like confetti forgotten on the ground.

I know…

I am posting this, because I feel someone who thinks they are better than me, reads this. And reading you will know who you are and there is a warning for you.

You see, I trust simply trust and when trust is broken, and I know what is going on, something strong arises in me.

You see when I moved here I was in communication with someone, I was made aware because, after going to see a councillor, who knew and others noticing, the truth, they showed me that I was used as a puppet on a string. This is the same for others assisting, they are responsible for his own behaviour in supporting bad behaviour and not remembering the good. There is always more to a story that is created by unknown facts.

I came home one day and the person was in my house, removing my mattress and replacing it, without asking first if it was OK to do so, but it never occurred to me that they would think it was OK to come back, or have the right too.

Trust, I trusted common sense and respect, then noticing things missing, I blamed someone, you should not blame without proof, lesson learned and for that I apologise, publicly to her.

But a few years ago I went to the beach house, friends took me for a weekend away, I came home. A close person to me, txt me and asked a question, I had bad reception and explained where I was, then came home and found there was dirt on the carpet, a photo on the bedroom floor, that I knew where it was before I left.

I have accumulated things, that I knew my mother owned, but was were not hers, I picked up along the way from op shops. And my aunt gave me a round blanket, a memory of gaining respect from someone who was very hard.

I then thought someone they might know, might have been in here. Then, over time the father has shown me, the real thief, you see photos in box 2/3 gone, when I was about to give to each child of mine personal items. Materials, gone, things out of my wooden chest, gone and something out of my china cabinet.

We’ll, realising someone has trespassed, I wanted to get rid of everything, over time I have removed certain things, by getting rid of them out of this house, but then something was missing and then returned, I called the police, but they can only work on what they know and I know they never met anyone so devious before. I am not going mad, but very aware, that someone thinks they have a right, but I warn you, judgement is coming.

This person has also tried to get power, legally over me, some close confessed and told me, people have said many times, I like you but not them, in the place I live and many they now know the complete truth about them (ones they have let slip without the realisation of it) and they want to avoid them at all costs.

There is a reason I do not speak to them, there is a reason for things, the father saw there truth and did not like it. But I was not aware at the time, because of trust, I was told by them, I can only be my true self around you, but the acting has to stop, the lies and manipulation of peoples lives, has to stop. I was paying of my house and doing fine, then they interfered and everything went haywire, because I trusted, but they then said, “I was incapable of managing”. I did not think someone would have such an evil agenda.

We’ll once lock down is over, I make this very strong statement, you come onto my property again (or use the innocent to do your dirty work), if you are not invited and the full force of the law come down on you, the fathers law.

I have prayed that the truth is revealed and my cousin, finally took off the rose coloured glasses and I believe strongly as he spoke, he ended up hating that they have breath in there lungs. For my last conversation, I never knew anyone could do such a strong 180 of how another person can be viewed.

I told have said to many, because of what has happened, if you come here without my invitation, I will make sure it is the last time. My neighbours keep an eye out, which is great and I have earned the respect I have, the keys have been changed the keys (but I notice keys missing), I know if they have the opportunity, they will try again.

I do not know in what kind of mindset you think you have any right at all, but know this. When you put your hand in the fathers and he forgives you, nothing you think you have against me holds water. Something bad is in your mind and it has festered and become infected.

I have made sure, I am surrounded by protection, I am praying before they go, that they become healed, for as mother said, “your a long time dead” knowing that you can burn in the pit of hell for eternity, do you really want to chance it. You have lived a life of lies, manipulation and used those around you, what do you have you for it all, nothing, but using those around you and put them in place, for the slaughter. But the truth cannot be denied, the father knows and you need to change your ways.

I am here when they, grow a awareness of the truth and puts it all in perspective. But one thing to be aware of, I am not a fool, for I will not spend one more ounce of energy on any corruption of the spirit.

You can only get so far, before things catch up with you, and that is the fathers law.

Thank you father, I do not receive anymore the corruption of the past, but I receive the blessing of the presence, today as I state my case.

Yes, I agree with what is held against me, but by your sons blood, let it also cleans me, from the past.

One thing I loved about my mother, she could sum it all up with a saying, and that is, “those in glass houses should not throw stones” and as the father said, “he without sin, cast the first stone”.