God is moving

In our group things have been happening on a very large-scale, what I love is I am in the right place.

And I have to be honest, I have come close to thinking that it was too hard. Or I took offense to some persons comments to me.

But what stuck out to me was GOD IS IN CONTROL, I know the pattern that he showed me that began in the people who walked away.

I will stand for my father, I will continue on this path. I have no control over what is to come, but I have control over the fact that I can keep going. One step at a time, I don’t want to think I know what he has planned for my life, because he can change his plan.

Because of what I may do, or be doing things may need to be tweaked.

I was talking to a friend the other day and I said, we are like a tree. The branch may split and go off on the wrong direction, trying to get ahead of itself, but he can wait until we come to the end of ourselves. Then he prunes us back to the split and shows us to take the stronger branch that can have no end.

What am I getting at, is God is moving. Things are shaking and changing, you have to change. Are you so perfect that you have no spot or wrinkle, or so self-possessed you can’t see your faults.

Get on board, this is the last call, someone said to me and I may have told you. She saw me at the ramp of Noah’s ark, yelling and waving to people to hurry and get on before the last call and the door closes. The ship is about to depart, is the world you live in so much better than heaven is??

I recently watched heaven is real and lets just say, he showed me and its true. Its like here, but more beautiful. Seek his face, seek his way of doing things.

I can tell you there is no other way…


I am, a ok…

As you know I have been off having a little surgery. Well all went very well, it was funny they were trying to reassure me and I ended up reassuring them.

What I have found to be funny is that my dreams have changed, they are very REAL. Yes I still know I am dreaming but its like I have moved into a far greater awareness. Which is awesome and I must make sure that I have my sword and shield at the ready.

And I have this force in me, I don’t know what happened but all I can say is, don’t try me. I am scaring myself here.

Happy to be back on board though… I told the docs that I had a high pain barrier. I don’t think they believed me, they do now. LOL

What I have noticed loosing weight, because I couldn’t move, so I couldn’t cook and didn’t feel like eating, this duck has lost 16kg. I noticed my reflection in the window of the bank on Saturday and had to look again, I am not recognizing myself in a way. But I am looking more like I did before this happened, I use to be a well proportioned stick and eat everything, I know I wont have a 20inch waist again but I feel so much better.

I know one thing, hernia’s are not nice to have, but awesome when gone. And if you prayed for me, then I thank you from my heart.

Be blessed