God always has a plan

One thing I know more than any other is, God has a plan for me and you.

What we have to do is TRUST him and know he will not fail you.

Its such a hard thing to do at the start but its true, his plan for me is up to him. If I have surrendered to him, then its not my life, he knows me, from the end to the beginning all of it my thoughts and much much more.

Things are not as they seem where I work, but I trust him to look after me.

Trust in this DO NOT GIVE UP, he has you in his hand. Just call on him, when you need a friend he is there.

Do not in any way move on what you see, trust the unseen

Time heals all

Time was required for me to heal. Not only what happened earlier this year but in me.

I hit close to bottom inside myself, it’s been hard even to breath. I don’t know why but I think the lord has been renewing me for what is to come.

I was also given a book to read Approval Addiction. Wow what a whack it’s really moved something in me.

I have some news I have lost over 25 percent of my body mass. The hardest thing was facing what I have hidden from for more than 20 years

I have gone down 6 dress sizes and counting a couple of weeks ago I went to a wedding. I have hidden behind the fat for so long I forgot I was even female.

The fat was my shield from hurt and I hid safely. Well I got hit on, which shocked me but reminded me I still got it.

But problem, married man so when he came from the right I kept exciting stage left lol.

Hope your all well and let him do the renovating you may need. Be blessed