This is you gotta laugh moment.

We had a slip in the mailbox for my area saying the water would be cut off from 9 till 2pm, well I forgot until I saw a worker in my street. That was at 8.53am lol, I had to laugh, you see I had been to the hospital overnight for a sleep study and I was delirious yesterday.

God got me home, when you have so many wires on you and hooked up to things, in a strange bed etc etc.

I came home showered and tried to wash that goop out of my hair, still have some, but wanted to shower and take it slow today.

Well, I forgot, so I sit here going through paperwork, organising still in my dressing gown and I thought okay, just check your emails, see if there is anything I had also forgotten to do. But I am organised there, thank you father.

I would say they are going to fix it early, saw that a broken water pipe was fixed, here you can get updates on their website, which is really handy.

Sometimes technology works, they even sent you a msg on your phone, which is brilliant if you’re not sleep deprived.

At least I can see the funny side of this, gotta love to laugh and I am sure he will be laughing either at me or with me. He knows I can laugh at myself and I do many times.

Last night back in my own beautiful comfy bed, I was that tired I didn’t move to fix the leak on my cpap machine. They can see it at the hospital, but if they knew how tired I was, my back was hurting so bad on their mattress.

But I feel like I am in the land of the living so today is a plus… laughing at my joke, okay gotta go and check its back on, love to all…

I just checked my stats and who is reading these pages.

Thank you and hi, I hope you are having a great day or night whatever time it is there.

Know someone is thinking of you, especially our father.

And know he loves you; you and I are the apple of his eye and if your life is a little hard right now.

Don’t stand in his way, for the lesson is learned quicker is less painless.

Just trust him in all he is doing in your life and know he’s got you, even when you may doubt it, he really has got you.

And to add I was watching someone ask for, forgiveness but repeated the sin, that doesn’t work. True repentance is key, but that is for those who think they can hide it from him. Remember he has your plans, he knows everything in your life so just love the way he loves you.

And smile….

With me there is a certain time of year when I struggle, I was chatting to someone about how brilliant our mind and body is.

Then I thought about how he made us, but especially with me at certain times.

You see my brain and body does a sort of shut down, just breathing is difficult, so I take the time to allow myself to take a time out. I think it is truly amazing, how something traumatic happened that I cannot consciously remember but my body and mind does in a way, so it gives me grace.

And for this I am forever amazed, forever amazed how he thought to create Adam and then Eve, how he knows there is sometimes too much for us humans to cope with, so it allows us to be protected.

I am so very grateful, that God keeps me ticking over and allowing me time out. He protects me like a dad and then when we have our ups he celebrates with us and then when we have our downs, he carries us. It is truly a beautiful thing to have in your life.

Being told over the years that I was stupid or worthless, which is a true lie. Now I can say, I love my brilliant mind, the brain that does things no one else seems to be able to do. It allows me to see beauty in the darkness, to work out, see colours and patterns to work out numbers so quickly I am amazed every time.

This we I was talking to someone and telling them about certain things, and I stated the fact I am of VALUE. This revelation struck me at the exact time I said it, I have value. What an awesome statement, may have taken a lifetime to get here but I am here.

Be blessed and put the realisation of him in your life, the joy of it is so worth it.