With me there is a certain time of year when I struggle, I was chatting to someone about how brilliant our mind and body is.

Then I thought about how he made us, but especially with me at certain times.

You see my brain and body does a sort of shut down, just breathing is difficult, so I take the time to allow myself to take a time out. I think it is truly amazing, how something traumatic happened that I cannot consciously remember but my body and mind does in a way, so it gives me grace.

And for this I am forever amazed, forever amazed how he thought to create Adam and then Eve, how he knows there is sometimes too much for us humans to cope with, so it allows us to be protected.

I am so very grateful, that God keeps me ticking over and allowing me time out. He protects me like a dad and then when we have our ups he celebrates with us and then when we have our downs, he carries us. It is truly a beautiful thing to have in your life.

Being told over the years that I was stupid or worthless, which is a true lie. Now I can say, I love my brilliant mind, the brain that does things no one else seems to be able to do. It allows me to see beauty in the darkness, to work out, see colours and patterns to work out numbers so quickly I am amazed every time.

This we I was talking to someone and telling them about certain things, and I stated the fact I am of VALUE. This revelation struck me at the exact time I said it, I have value. What an awesome statement, may have taken a lifetime to get here but I am here.

Be blessed and put the realisation of him in your life, the joy of it is so worth it.