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I am amazed, people are listening to him.

I know this may not seem much but, hey I’m excited. Because it’s him speaking not me.

I was with a friend in the supermarket on Saturday, she ran into someone she knew. I remember saying something, but what I cannot recall, I have a habit of letting him speak through me and then I forget (actually none of my business).

I was told today that the person listened and it had impact. I just think its amazing people are listening to him, “about time”.

I have had many things happen to me, of all shapes and sizes he makes me feel so special. On Saturday I was given a top, a friend of mine bought it for me. Some may think this isn’t so amazing, but the fact is, what I have said to him and that he used her for me.

I think that is really special, top is gorgeous and fits perfectly. I felt really special and that is all the more reason to thank him.

I have been receiving a lot of things lately, one being from a guy that I know through work, he has a beautiful wife and 7 children. I have shared my testimony with him and how the lord has spoken to me. He is Jewish and loves the lord, we have alot of conversations.

He gave me for christmas a huge anti ageing pack, plus eye cream and mud soap (this is expensive stuff) Jericho, you have to get some its awesome. The mud soap amazed me the first time I used it, took off all the dead skin. Its made from the dead sea minerals and is from Israel. The eye gel is absolutely magic, you have to use it morning and night for a month, then just every morning, its feels so lovely. Worth taking the time for a little pampering.

When I was younger my mother said to me, “if you don’t listen to anything else I say, just use cream daily on your face and neck”. She use to always make sure I wore a hat whenever I was in the sun, with huge broad rims. I have to admit, best thing she ever said to me, I have people thinking I am 10 years younger than I am. Not knocking that one, but now I have to admit my skin needs hydrating more, so bring on the gifts Lord, I know they are from you.

And thank you, you make me feel so special, all the time. I feel like a little kid at christmas, I know there is more to come, it was told to me by a visiting Pastor.

I think, because I am making sure, I am listening to him, that things are happening so quickly. I have surrendered, I am willingly being corrected, shaped and formed. I am open to being taught and learning from it. Even if a lesson he is teaching is uncomfortable, I say to him just do it quickly and let me learn the lesson.

I have said to him sometimes that I don’t like it, I am being honest, but I most definitely are willing, I am in this, for the long haul. I never had a father figure, so I must humble myself now, because I know he has work for me to help others.

Happy days, to those who hear and let the veil over the eyes and ears of those who aren’t be removed in Jesus name.

He is truly one of a kind.

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Doctors, crack me up…

My doctor at the moment is trying to get to the bottom of things and he makes me laugh. They are so clueless sometimes, you just gotta shake your head and keep going.

I know in the world they work on genetics, but I am under my fathers genetics, not the world. In my heart and mind I am there every day, so when they start, I want to laugh or cry (but I choose laughter).

Yesterday went in for blood results, they always look at the cholesterol because I am fat (no reason to sugar coat it), he looks at me and says, ‘its great you are doing something right.’ What I do not understand, a normal day for me is, a nectarine for breakfast washed down with water, I may eat a line as I call it of Rice crackers (this is on the odd occasion), lunch sandwich bread and cheese (no butter/marg) more water or small tin of tuna, yes with rice crackers. Dinner will be either a small pasta dish tuna casserole was the other night or sausages, spud, carrots & peas (and yes there are more veggies than meat). My portion sizes are small so go figure.

I am not a lazy person by any means, I usually cannot sit still. Lately all I want to do is rest, I think the bug I had hit me harder than I care to mention.

So why am I putting on weight and not loosing it, if I hear more exercise again, I think I might scream (inside, not out). Or like yesterday buy a dog and take it for walks. My bra (sorry, cuts into my shoulder and makes my arm numb), I know they are doing all they have been trained to do, but I am different (start thinking outside the box), something is causing this and god will give me the key, I have to believe that or I will cry.

Yes, it gets me down, I know everyone is trying to help, but I am not NORMAL. Something is causing this, if I ate all the garbage under the sun, then yes I would agree, but I don’t.

Anyway, then I get the option of a free half hour health check, ha, that was perfect except for my weight & needs to have my eyes tested but hay, that’s pretty good.

I have one more test to go, I am so over this, but determined to press on. Doctors they do have a certificate to practice, they just cannot figure me out. God give them assistance please, you are my real physician, so do the work father.

Doctors think they are so qualified until they meet me, thinking about it, I think vets are more qualified, they have to deal with so many different animals. Doctors deal with one type, think about it.

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I want be a mission….

What do I mean by that, I want to be on his mission. To do what he wants me to do, not what I want.

I am having difficulty, I have been looking to see what jobs are around and all I keep thinking of is, I want to be put where he wants me, not what I want.

It is so clear to me, I am certain of that, more than anything else. I am trusting him to open a door, for me to walk through.

I just want to work for him, in a normal job, I think. I don’t even know. But I am keeping my eyes open, to see what may fall before me.

One good of employing me is, the work enviroment is blessed. Meetings that seem to be impossible, will happen with me around. Their will be a feeling that will leave with me. I remember bumping into a lady, who was a customer when I worked in the local newsagency. She said, when you left something changed, she didn’t know what, but it was different and not in a good way.

When I leave, God leaves with me, it’s that simple.

When I worked their, one thing happened that made them take notice, the van used for late delivers didn’t have the hand brake on, this was parked on the top of a steep driveway. It had to pass all other shops parking, BMW’s etc, if it had done the normal thing, getting up speed it would have taken out either pedestrians, cars or shops. It would have made a mess, a customer ran in and said the van it’s on the road. I buzzed upstairs, to who ever had the key, had to get the van moved. The man told the boss that it was like watching it in slow motion, it rolled down the hill, and turned as if someone was driving it and stopped in the middle of the road.

She came in and said, that only happened because your here, we are blessed to have you. Things like this always happen around me, I don’t go on about Jesus or anything, but I do have a line that I draw and if they ask, I answer them honestly. Or even say I will find out and let you know.

Something will happen soon, I am trusting him.

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We have been trained & conditioned a certain way

I have been watching the show, The Peoples Supermarket. Food for thought, I think.

I know when you go into a supermarket, company’s pay for shelfs at eye level. And what they throw out, we ultimately pay for, which is still ok to use.

We are told to clean our house with every chemical under the sun, but every generation gets sicker. We want lower prices, but how much does the producer lose out, because of it. I use to live on a farm, you do it for the love of it, but you work from dawn to dusk and you get paid less than minimum wage.

I love direct markets, pay the guy who does all the work I say and I do not care if something is not perfect, that’s produce. If you have some space, plant a tomato or lettuce, even if your on a balcony you can grow something.

Thinking about animals, we run to fast food outlets, because we don’t have enough time. Do you realize what happens to those animals, they are not treated humanely, I know someone who worked at a meat factory. I was told we are supposed to eat a lot of veggies and use meat as a very small portion. We have been conditioned to think the other way around, it has really made me think, which is always a good thing. We are spending money that we don’t have too, I keep thinking we have been almost trained like a dog.

Modern appliances are supposed to give us time, we are totally consumed by a phone, to walk around with it, so we are on call 24/7 (what, why) what is so important anyway. God is more important, that is the correct answer, we have to become unconditioned to realize, when the phone rings, unless there is an earthquake we DO NOT have to answer it. Who can see you through a phone anyway, no one can.

We are getting more stressed over worked, frantic and think of the amount of diseases, dying younger. Something is very out of whack, this is just food for thought.

And just today, why is it ok to tell a white lie. It’s not, a lie is a lie, be mature enough to be honest. We believe the lie before the truth because its more convincing, WHAT…

I am stopping to think, I will buy, what I need and choose from whom. I have the power and I will use it.

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God knows I am shocking with Birthdays, lol. HAPPY BIRTHDAY

I have two children, my son was born on the day they said he would, he is today 24 years old, today.

My daughter was two weeks over what they told me was my due date, she is 22 years old today.

Yes, two children, born 2 years apart, this was not planned by any one, but God and I still forgot when he turned 21, I will never live that one down.

Darling if you read this, I am still very sorry. I know you said you forgive me, but as I have said, ‘I can remember any number sequence, but birthday’s, forget it.’

Yes its now in my diary, on my computer. That’s why I remembered today, thank god I can laugh about it.

Thought: And just thinking, why is that Happy Birthday song so slow, I like Stevie Wonders version. Its suppose to be a happy day.

If anyone else shares this special day, god bless.

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Our journey sometimes is full of ups and downs

I was thinking on the train this morning about the journey of my life.

How their have been the highs and lows, but how his path is their to build me as a person. To what, I AM YET TO BECOME.

If you never feel any of the dips, turns and paths, then how can you know or understand.

I look back and what strengthens me, is when I know that a certain part of my life, was not meant to happen (and this he has told me). It has shaped me more than any other, he feels my pain and understands. He comforts me with that message, more than anyone can.

My life has shaped the person I am today, I can see why it’s happened, how the devil has tried to knock me off (even tried to kill me), knock me down, to try to get me, to give up. What have I done to move past this, even in the happy times, I cry out to the lord, he is my shield and sword.

He is always their to share the happy times and the sad. Being a parent and going through the challenges, I understand him so much more. He is always their beside you, in everything you do, he just wants you to get the KEYS and use them.

He brings people into your path, for you, to grow. When you get it, you will be able to soar on eagles wings, how fabulous is that.

Note: Last night I went into prayer, I was weeping and prophesying. It was so powerful, I don’t know what it was about but let me tell you no earthquake, flood, fire or disaster has come close to what is about to hit the earth. We are definitely in the end times and I am so glad he has given me the strength to stand, in the midst of the battle.

I prayed for everyone to be given a chance when they realize the truth, that he gives them mercy. I was on the ground laid out, but I felt the victory, remember the battle happens in heaven before it happens on earth.

Thats why you fight with everything you have, you have to push into the unseen, always remember that.

I know its hard, I know sometimes you wish you could just block it out. You cant it’s not going away (you cannot be as a child and think if you close your eyes and it’s not there), so what I will do is FIGHT for my father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name, thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.

Deliver us from evil, for thine is the power and the glory, forever and ever.’AMEN

He just had input, glory be to God.

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Magicians or a sign of evil….

I was watching a show on the television, Dynamo. You may not have seen it or you might have.

It took me about 2 mins to realize this guy, has tapped into evil.

Why do I come to that decision, what he is doing is not a trick, if you read the bible, it says,  All kinds of miracles, like the Egyptian magicians; and signs and lying wonders: the word lying may be applied to the whole of these; they were lying miracles, lying signs, and lying wonders; only appearances of what was real, and done to give credit to his presumption and imposture. Whereas God sent his messengers with real miracles, real signs, and real wonders; such Satan cannot produce.”

Magicians get people’s attention and that is exactly what the devil wants, lying to you (thats the KEY), catching you when least expect it.

I am the daughter of the King (to be used as his messenger) that power and more, I choose to use it his way. I know what Jesus is about to use me for and no magician can match it. These are the end days, before his coming, read revelations, it really can hit you.

So again, magician or pure evil.

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When I decided to move….

Many years ago I lived in a small country town.

My children’s aunt and I were rather close, she lived out-of-town on a small farm. One day she decided to take me around onto a different road. The scenic way for something different, I cleaned her house, ironed and baby sat her children for extra money. Her daughter had bad asthma and because I knew what to do she felt at ease having me around.

I just said out of the blue, I think I should move to Melbourne. She was shocked and said something that I cannot remember.

What was amazing about that day, once I said it, I heard music that was from heaven, the angels were playing flute and harp. I cannot describe it, but it is like nothing on earth. It is absolutely the most beautiful sound you could ever wish to hear.

That was the day I knew I was meant to go. What was funny 7 months before moving day, I had the urge to pack. So I just started, gathering boxes and packing the things I never used. I didn’t know why but I just obeyed, people said to me are you moving? I honestly said, I don’t know.

When the time was right, I was down the street, then all of a sudden I had a thought, I wonder what it takes to sell a house. I walked straight into the real estate, my house was old and needed painting on the outside which actually needed it when I bought it 11 years earlier. I said to the guy, if it sells I know I am meant to go, if not, then I don’t. He said I was the most unusual person he had ever met, I am extraordinary because I am the daughter of the king of kings. (Which I didn’t know at the time, but how wonderful he had my path set even then)

In 28 days it sold and when the guy came to view my house, I knew he was going to buy it, he made an offer, then I asked for another thousand. Again didn’t know why, but he came back with how about 500 so I said sold.

That was in 2002 am I have never looked back. If you are willing to move when he prompts you then every step you take towards the destiny he has for you, can surprise you in every way.

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Had a thought, see if you agree

I was about to sign out and the Lord reminded me, so one last thing before log out.

I keep saying how I have all power and authority, well last night, I had a thought that I can use this avenue, so I am using it.

I have mentioned my food allergies, well if you agree now, we are going to remove this from my body. When two or more agree Jesus has to act, so are you with me, if so repeat with me.

Lord, I ask in your name that any allergies whether food related or chemical be removed from Bronwyn now in your name, that from this moment on, she will be able to eat anything you have provided her to eat. This includes nuts, coconut, white grains, gluten, mushrooms, dairy, dried fruits, shell-fish and anything else that has come against her. I take all authority and power that you have said, that I have and remove i,t with the agreement of all who read this, Bronwyn you are healed in his mighty name of Jesus. I loosen these from you and bind these and send them back to the pit of hell where they belong. AMEN

Lord I pray if anyone who agrees with this have their healing in return, we are all winners today Lord because we praise you from our rising in the morning to the suns going down and while we rest.

Thank you, just typing this I felt something shift, I will keep you posted.

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Being filled with the spirit

Something beautiful happened one night without me suspecting a thing.

When I first started going to our church we went to a ladies meeting at night, I was very green, new and nervous, shy.

We sang and worshipped then the Pastor asked if anyone wanted to be filled with the spirit. I didn’t know and was too scared to step forward, but one person who was closer to me pushed me forward (so happy, now that she did).

I stood there and was asked, do you want to be filled with the spirit, I nodded not knowing what could happen. Then I said, inside myself as they were praying for me, Lord I don’t know what to do, Lord help me please. He said, just breathe me in, a what came to mind, so again he repeated, breath me in.

I started breathing so deeply, I felt like a flat tyre that was being given air. I could not have anticipated what happened but to hear him again was priceless.

Again I was willing enough to step outside of my limitations and received him.