Last night, I left work and walked to the train. It had been raining, so I almost slipped over. I always see the funny side of things so a squeal of delight is always close to hand.
Next minute, I had this man walking next to me. He said to me, “I saw you almost slipped”. I said yes, ground started moving but I am fine, all good.
Then he says, “I couldn’t help but notice your quiet an attractive woman”. I have been on this earth long enough to know something was not quiet right. Don’t get me wrong, it was nice to hear BUT. I have been married & divorced, had children and lived in sin, before I chose to live Gods way, I am not a stupid woman, when you listen to your instincts, you know when to keep moving.
Then he says, “I wondered if you would like to go for a coffee sometime” I thanked him for his conversation and kept walking, told him I appreciated what he said but, between Church and work, I am fine thank you. He said he was on his way to work, at that time of night where? Warning.
I have done things the worlds way, now its God’s way. I want God to bring me, the man I am meant to have, he knows what I want.
And the logical thinking pattern I have was, no makeup, bad hair day and the fact I looked like the Goodyear blimp. No, no, no, something was not right.
What I thank God for and I am so proud of my reaction, was instantly I wanted to know what God thought. When I walk, or where ever I am, I can feel him with me. I drive sometimes and feel alone so I ask his angels to fill up my car, laughter bursts out of me and it feels like we are trying for Guinness book of records.
I thank God for him, letting me know something was not right.
It pays to be wary, recently in Australia two women have disappeared and been murdered. I will not become a statistic, I am my fathers daughter and with that I have security.
When this man was next to me I felt nothing, no presence of God. That made the decision for me.
Remember, I have to be aware all the time that the devil knows I am waiting for a husband and will want to side track me, I will NOT let that happen.