Last night, I had a very vivid dream all in colour.
I was aware that carnage was going on around me, but I was protected by Jesus. I suppose to some it, was like an outer body experience, I felt no pain because I knew that Jesus took me out of situation.
I kept crying out to him and the more I did, the more protected I was.
It can be the same in real life, if you are in the right place with him and you are in an accident or whatever, he will take you out by spirit and protect you.
Ever noticed when you are ticked off or angry, you have to keep at it.
You have to make sure your point is the only one relevant, until you run out of steam and shut up.
It’s like killing an insect, we spray, falls to the ground.
Then we hit it with a shoe, till its insides come out.
Because we aren’t satisfied, we squish it into mush.
So you have your say, then go back again. Whack whomever your arguing with, just encase you haven’t been heard, then we squish it into oblivion just for good measure.
We have to learn to let it go already.
We are not always right, we don’t, have to have the final say.
From one women who use to do this, think of a balloon deflating and let it go.
Yesterdays message was as clear as a bell.
Don’t think you can go on your merry way and things will be ok. God gave a clear warning yesterday that we must go to his house, to get in the boat and be protected when all the bad happens. Their is only seconds left, in God time and you cannot play around he is SERIOUS.
Don’t discuss what you have going wrong in your life, whether it be a friend, child or family. Speak only the positive and zip your mouth on the rest.
Just because you go to church, your children are not safe, what I mean is, if they are old enough to decide whether to follow him or not. It’s up to them and they will have to fight for themselves. We all have to stand up, for what we believe in, eventually.
Don’t load the gun for the devil to fire it. Think of yourself in the eye of a twister, all is clear and claim, you are safe and protected by him.
But remember when the going gets tough is, to STAND.
Be blessed.
Yesterday, someone said something to me and I felt the blood drain to my feet.
I have no problem writing and putting my thoughts to print on this blog, I have not really thought about who is reading this, if anyone.
So yesterday, my spiritual father said, he had read some of it. OMG no pressure here, oh lord, breath in out, relax, LOL.
Why my reaction, you know what the dad of the world, was like, so I have never had any great expectations of men. The words from his lips that he finds what I have written is inspiring. Wait, what OMG, you put that in me, you have sown the message in. I wouldn’t be where I am today without you, the endless prayers and God, so thank you, but the thanks are YOURS.
Knowing that my Pastor, is my spiritual father, I knew the day, I had to CHOOSE to let him guide me, in what ever way he has to, that will work, for my greater good. I had to, not let what had happened to me in the past, dictate how I behave around him.
He is very much a man of honour, respectful, loving and he is so much fun. He has had to speak to me once or twice, but I have taken it the right way, yes I could have sulked or thrown a tantrum. But I CHOSE not too, I need correcting sometimes, I think we all do. I don’t want him to hold back, I have to behave like a grown up, not a child.
I think so highly of him and I know the huge responsibility, he has on his shoulders. I hope I do honour him, he made a decision to do what God wanted, not his way, Gods way. Every message is from God and what he has for us, he lets the boss lead the way and I love him for that.
Pastor you are such an extraordinary man, because you chose to honour your father in heaven. And because of that, I am where I am today.
So thank you Lord and bless him greatly, let his work not be in vain and everything he asks for be fulfilled. I see so much of you lord in him, thank you to both of you.
I was just thinking again, scary I know. LOL his message, just keeps pouring out of me.
Thinking about the reason why I started writing, it was to share the love I have for JESUS and why. Maybe something I have experienced could help someone else, thinking if anyone ever read this blog. I thought you never know, but I want my father to have a voice, through me.
Thinking: I decided that I have never had a problem writing anything, even the odd poem. I remember once in Year 8 my english teacher said, she wanted a one page story. I use to get ideas flowing once she started and off I went, 4 pages later she says to me, ‘I dont want any repeats in the story’ their wasnt any. I remember that moment so vividly and in grade 6 having to write a story about something in my life, that touched me. So I wrote about my cat Tom-as-John, why I loved him and so sad when he died, my teacher cried when she read it, dear Mrs Jubb. I was asked to read it in class, when I finished all the kids were so quiet, I thought they didn’t like it. Mrs Jubb again had the sniffles, but then they said, that was so beautiful.
Reading back through what I have written, I have surprised myself so much. Not only by what I have brought out of myself, to share with you. But what has changed in me, because of it, I usually have the motto.
“You never know, unless you have a go”.
Evidence of motto working: I never thought I had any artistic talent until one day, I went to a craft class and was asked to draw one of the flowers, sitting in a vase in front of me. I thought OMG this is not going to be good, LOL. Surprise, the orchid flower I drew, looked so real. It was like you were looking into the picture, which is very hard to do. I was told to go up to the local art society, I showed them what I did and was asked how long had I been drawing, I said, ‘2hrs’. Next thing, I am a member and told to call myself an artist, yes I keep giving things away, but as I say, You never know, unless you have a go.
My Pastor has her birthday today, as I have said before she is like a dear mother, best friend and more all rolled into one.
Its her birthday today, so if she reads this HAPPY BIRTHDAY may the lord give you the desires of your heart and every blessing he has for you and more today.
If anyone else is reading this I pray you have the opportunity to have someone so precious in your life.
You are definitely, Gods gorgeous red-head and his valentine.
God bless, all my love Bronie XXXXXOOOOO
This is another short one.
Last night in prayer part of what I said, was I want my body to be fixed, I want it to be his living vessel.
So it has to be fixed and the weight has to go.
I don’t want to feel uncomfortable in my skin anymore and feel that I look like the Michelin man.
I want to feel pretty and free of this problem.
God gave me a key, I will keep you posted.
Sunday night I went to prayer meeting. Didnt feel that enthusiastic, which is unusual for me. I felt flat and couldn’t even raise my voice.
Once prayer was finished, we were asked if we had anything to share, someone had a word for me.
I use to think, ah oh, what have I done now. But instead I just listened and took it in.
What made me tear up, is when god said, ‘I have lost my shine, but he is out working on my behalf and I am going to be buffed again’. I knew this, so when it was said, I knew he was listening to everything I said the other day. Why I forgot this I don’t know, momentary lapse I think.
What got me the most end part, I cannot share that now. But it’s truly awesome because, I am on my way, to be his instrument for what he wants. That was my prayer, he knows, when I am their and I have made the decision, so then nothing will budge me.
I don’t want to take over anything or Pastor my own church, I am happy where I am, but I want to stand, as the back up and work as part of his team.
Whatever he has for me, he has saved me so many times, so if I can do this one little thing, then its something in return.
I do wish you all the very best blessings.
As I have said before, I am in no way perfect, but I am trying, to do the very best I can, last night I prayed and gave it everything, I had.
I was at the end of myself (at the end of my internal fight), I cried out to him, I ran through those people who, I could remember and asked him to help me forgive them.
But I also said that I choose to forgive, that I repented for anything, I have done wrong, I cried out about everything and anything.
I have had plans to a new display home I liked up on my cupboard, I even surrendered this dream for him. I said to him, ‘he is all I want’, I want to do what ever he has for me. I even asked for him to tell me, yes or no if there is a man chosen for me, I am willing to give that up as well, all I need to know is the answer to my question.
He knew I was pouring everything out and I do mean everything from the very tips of my toes.
I had the very best nights sleep, I even slept through my alarm, I was in a very deep restful slumber, peace was mine and I am so thankful.
Some might think I have given up on things, but the way I see it, he has so much more for me, more than I could ever imagine.
All I have to do is CHOOSE his way.
As it says, ‘and all these things and more will be added’ so I don’t have a problem.
DON’T WORRY, I AM HERE AND I BELIEVE IN YOU.
How sweet is he, this is for you, not me.
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