Here goes nothing and I hope you agree.

“I here by make a decree, that something great is about to happen to me.”

Its true something is about to happen, I cannot explain to you what I feel, but I only know that it’s true. As I sit here I am more sure of that, than anything else.

The old caterpillar is being transformed and the butterfly is about to emerge. I have friends say that to me recently and I am reminded by my father of a vision he showed me. That no longer the lies of the dark one will affect me, I am stepping into his reality.

As I was told once, morning shall go away, you will no longer count the penny’s but you will thank god for the abundance. YAHOO

In the last two weeks I have had to get a brake light globe for my car and new relays for the blinkers.

Now I am not a normal female, I am extraordinary because I grew up in the country and you had to know things if you broke down.

Well first the brake globe, argued with 5 different guys, in 2 different stores before they worked out I knew more than they gave me credit for.

Second time, I kept getting the same comment, “are you sure, that is whats wrong”. Proved it correct again, the guy said, he was amazed that I was so positive and didn’t  take no for an answer, this was 3 shops later.

I have to say this not all people whether female or male don’t know about mechanics. Some are quiet knowledgeable, so here is to the women and men who are a little more than the rest.
Cracks me up….

Someone spoke yesterday and it was beyond anything you may have heard before.

I have been feeling like my life is no more the old way, but the new is about to begin.

I am expecting great and wonderful things, so watch this space.

So excited….

I have been waiting on news and it came yesterday, my life is about to change dramatically.

Nothing to worry about but surgery is here finally, I will be glad when its done.

This good year blimp is about to transform, yaaahhh

Now have to pray hard to make sure nothing can stop me. I can move a mountain, it says so, so here I go.

I was recently chatting to someone close about my last posts on this blog.

Wow I was so excited to have what I was feeling confirmed.

Its amazing how this little site is used by him. Like I said to the person, when I start typing most of the time its like he uses my living body and the wisdom is all him.

I am not going to say anymore but yahoooooooooo

I know people who are so stubborn, they cannot see the leaves for the trees. Or forest for the trees, what ever way you know the saying.

You control freak, yes I was this nut bag once upon a time.

Really, who was I helping, myself or my family or God? None of the above would be correct, what was oblivious to me was the devil had me fooled.

Yep, correct. He had me thinking that if I stood my ground on many things that I was better than the rest, now this doesn’t cover all but certain things in my life.

And all I can say again is, you idiot.

Stubbornness is the root of your problem, stop right now. Change for the better, for being alone is a very lonely place to be.

What do I mean, so many of us have glasses on. Not to see what is really going on, but to make us focus on what we sometimes should not be focusing on.

As a parent sometimes you can say, oh no my darling wouldn’t do that. I know from experience when I say, you idiot.

Now I am not trying to be hurtful, just real.

Sometimes we focus on all the ads or being politically correct. Or making sure we follow the rules, that really we had no say in making in the first place.

Sometimes refocusing on him can do more than we give him credit for.

All he asks is we spend sometime with him, my question to you is how important are you to deny him. Trust me when I am speaking to myself here.

You want to have success, well his law says, ‘If you meditate on my word day and night, for then you will have success’. This is not rocket science, simple stupid.

I keep hammering this home to myself, so I am not picking on anyone here. You may tithe at church, but really how much do you tithe of your time and task.

I know great people who never forgot, forgot what, that they can wash a dish and help out. That they are part of a team, not the Lord of all.

Take a new look through different eyes, you may be seeing for the first time….

I keep trying to explain this simple line, but no one gets it.

So many times in business especially, I have seen a lot of followers because that is the way everyone else does it. If you don’t do the same, we don’t know how to act. Or it’s so far from their reality they can’t comprehend.

Well here is a new thought, be the EXCEPTION. I keep trying to get this across because I know it works, I have been able to do things no one else does, why?

Because I believe I am the exception, not the rule. I work with my father all day, he is never far from my thoughts.

Why am I about to make a huge step forward? Because I know I AM THE EXCEPTION.

Someone needs to show the way and I am not one to shy away from a challenge, if there were no challenges, no one would climb.

Like climbing Everest, not everyone has it in them to make the attempt. But do you?

What has been put inside of you, what is it that you know beyond all reasoning? What has he put within you, don’t ever doubt what can happen, trust, it is an amazing power when you have it locked in.

I am being the exception to the rule, watch this space. You never know what his next step for me may be.

Its true, remember this one liner. “Forgive them father, for they know that what they do.”

Do you know what you do? Ok, here I am putting myself on the line.

I know following the Lord seems like being an extremist. But I cannot deny the love I have for what, HE has done for me.

I was once in a very bad place, there was no hope and as I said at the time, ‘I am breathing but I am like the living dead”.

Because my spirit and soul had been so battered, I could no longer breathe in spirit. I was moving, eating, breathing having sex. But not feeling, I was acting parts but nothing made a dint.

Then words my mother said to me, “Dont let the bastards win”. This saved my life, and the journey coming back began. I decided to live, that there must be, a better life, all men were not bad. I just grew up among the bad, it was up to me to learn how to be treated.

This is not a simple thing, I had to learn how to behave around people for a start.

But words can affect you, I know that his words, “forgive them father” he was still asking and pleading for us. I thought a long time ago that I was a nobody, well look at it this way. In his eyes you are a some body.

Stop the lies of the world, be who christ saw you to be, but always remember that you’re a servant. Not more important than the next, not in the limelight more than the other. Sometimes the one cleaning the toilet, or sweeping the floor in his eyes is the best.

Remember in a crowd, he heard that one small voice. He doesn’t care if you’re a king or a cleaner, he knew you before you were in your mother’s womb. You are important, don’t get ahead of yourself, for he will correct you.

Something that hit me yesterday, he sees me as the apple of his eye.

But he will go after the apple of my eye, if I do not follow his word and instruction. And as a mum this hits hard, but sometimes as a parent it’s what you have to do, to get the lesson learned.

I have found this word to be amazing, break it down. Sometimes we are so quick to judge or because we cannot deal with it, we abruptly cancel it out.

I am guilty of this, remember when you were at High School, unless you joined the leader then you were an outcast. I think because I stood my own ground then, it showed the Lord that I will stand for him.

I found it with Halloween, so easy to join, you get lollies. But really what do you let in?

Its like watching the news and all violence in the world, or the new super food.

My question to you where is your research, its like my journey. So many are so quick to judge me because, so many have used the bible for their gain. They have used it against people instead of for people, Jesus died on the cross, for your sins (THE ONES YOU HAVE DONE RECENTLY) can you imagine the pain and torture.

Understand this, I had an encounter with the Lord when I was young, since then I have heard his voice twice more. It to me is not unreal, the world is what is unreal to me. People don’t realize that your term on earth is very short, it’s what is after (the after life, eternal life as you would say). There is a lot more and we have to remember that, someone recently said, we are here but only for a flicker of God’s eye, make it count.

Make him number one if that is your passion, but as a mother I know what I do affects the next generation. So what I do has great power and authority.

Dont think because you may just go to church on Sunday or appear godly then that’s enough, if you can’t be touched in your day-to-day life. If your life is living above his or your number one, then I think your WRONG.

I like to keep it simple and understanding why he took my sin, what was he thinking about me. I know beyond a shadow of doubt, that those who are using their god for evil, are only serving the devil. But this I also know, he has made them blind to their actions and made it seem that what they do is for the benefit of all.

Sorry but again, the devil is using you like a puppet on a string. It’s up to you to cut the cord.

Understanding how little that people do really understand about it all affects my views, sometimes people hit out from fear. Or just because they had so little control that they now pursue as much control as they can.

Something I learned along time ago, you dont control anything. Your on a journey, its up to you what CHOICE you choose.