When all is lost, you can be found.

I believe it’s what is required, for we can then find him.

Blessing, joy, peace and riches beyond words he has all this and more for you.

My question to you is what are you waiting for, nothing is greater.

For with God nothing is impossible, absolutely posiitively no exceptions.

My journey is one to share so I can show what he can do for you.

The world tries to make sure we feel small, that we have a insignificance we must keep too.

I use to always feel like some kind of nothing because everyone seemed to want to take a piece of me. Like I was a possession to toy with, since giving my heart to the lord under my own mind, let me just add that point.

I am no longer small, I am on the narrow path directing my feet towards what he requires of me. For so long I tried various things to try and feel real happiness and piece, to use my talents because I thought if I did that I would find some kind of joy.

But the only place I have found joy is in prayer and worship, I don’t feel I need to apologise or excuse myself to make others happy with my actions. I am extraordinary, I keep telling people and one of these days the world will see the truth.

I have no other option there isn’t a plan b, I am not going to change my mind, I am set on course so if you don’t like what I have to say, don’t listen.

But I have found my truth and I am truly happy, it didn’t take a man. It took my heart and I am in love for the first ime in my life, hallelujah.

Tomorrow my son is having an operation. It’s serious, he thinks my love for the lord is a bit nuts but I know different so pray that he not only lives but has a god encounter. He needs it right now, for my greatest wish Is for him to understand what I am on about.

So I am on the country out of reception range for my phone but he gave me his IPAD, I haven’t really had much to say but being here with nothing to do, I have time to share.

He has a really good heart and a beautiful soul. He brings tears to my eyes sometimes because he really shows honour and that’s his key.

I will try and keep you posted with updates, God bless

We had a speaker last night and he felt so unworthy he was in tears, he was broken thinking he was not worthy to bring the message.

But that is exactly why he had to bring it, earlier in the day I was at their house we had a prayer session. What I keep honing in on is you have to be a good steward. Even in the little, I tend my little home and garden as unto the father. I am so thankful for everything he has given to me. For without him I wouldn’t want to even imagine.

It’s like when our female pastor said many moons ago, if you have the land but don’t prepare the ground for seed for the lord to bring rain, then how the heck are you going to get the harvest.

Know I take things literally sometimes because it helps get me moving. I looked at my backyard and thought right, veggie patch. As I plant for the crop, preparing the soil etc etc. I speak to the lord so as I prepare i pray as unto the spirit.

So often I see people just going through the motions, wake up and get going.

If you let the weeds grow you only have yourself to blame, if your winge because things aren’t going right then WHY maybe you have got off course. I know sometimes you try and talk to people and they answer yes yes I know blah blah. But they are not wanting to listen because they are trapped by their selfish needs.

Brutal but true

We get so bogged down with things but are we really listening to what we need.

This is something most of us try and silence because we are always trying to get what we want. With me it was always kitchen wares beautiful plates or dishes or cookware.

What was I doing not being content with what I had, I was trying to fill my life with nice things.

I think as you get older you get wisdom, I want him, I want more time with my father. To have that will make me rich beyond words.

We need to be honest with ourselves, to check if we have gone off course, has the enemy come in sneaky and you may have missed it.

Well it’s time to get back onto the path, time is here to make the change don’t delay for time is nigh.

In life when you get past a huge road block do you thank him.

Do you spend time, thanking him for guiding your life. Saving you from disaster and encouraging you to go on.

I have to say sometimes I can miss a day, which as we know can turn into a week etc. We need to spend time in prayer, we need to be about his business, so he can be about ours.

Why would he give to someone who is not putting in? I am spending time praying, worshipping how great he has been to me.

I encourage you to do the same, it doesn’t matter if its 5 min or 5 hrs but make a point of putting him first. The love I feel right now is awesome.

The other night a word came through me to the group, “Spend time in me, I will break the strongholds and bring those things that are high will be brought down. When you are wise spending time in me, I will change those things.”

Dont let your day be so busy that you miss out on him, he is the first priority in your life. With out him where would I be? LOST comes to mind, but seriously. The last few weeks I have been getting Time-Tithe-Task, a lot of people just think turning up and giving their tithe is enough, but do you see the key here. TIME is first, tithe second and task can be a simple call to someone he puts on your mind.

His gracious love is pure, he hates you idolising other gods because he is the beginning and the end. He is grace is so precious to me, let him be to your life.

In our group things have been happening on a very large-scale, what I love is I am in the right place.

And I have to be honest, I have come close to thinking that it was too hard. Or I took offense to some persons comments to me.

But what stuck out to me was GOD IS IN CONTROL, I know the pattern that he showed me that began in the people who walked away.

I will stand for my father, I will continue on this path. I have no control over what is to come, but I have control over the fact that I can keep going. One step at a time, I don’t want to think I know what he has planned for my life, because he can change his plan.

Because of what I may do, or be doing things may need to be tweaked.

I was talking to a friend the other day and I said, we are like a tree. The branch may split and go off on the wrong direction, trying to get ahead of itself, but he can wait until we come to the end of ourselves. Then he prunes us back to the split and shows us to take the stronger branch that can have no end.

What am I getting at, is God is moving. Things are shaking and changing, you have to change. Are you so perfect that you have no spot or wrinkle, or so self-possessed you can’t see your faults.

Get on board, this is the last call, someone said to me and I may have told you. She saw me at the ramp of Noah’s ark, yelling and waving to people to hurry and get on before the last call and the door closes. The ship is about to depart, is the world you live in so much better than heaven is??

I recently watched heaven is real and lets just say, he showed me and its true. Its like here, but more beautiful. Seek his face, seek his way of doing things.

I can tell you there is no other way…

As you know I have been off having a little surgery. Well all went very well, it was funny they were trying to reassure me and I ended up reassuring them.

What I have found to be funny is that my dreams have changed, they are very REAL. Yes I still know I am dreaming but its like I have moved into a far greater awareness. Which is awesome and I must make sure that I have my sword and shield at the ready.

And I have this force in me, I don’t know what happened but all I can say is, don’t try me. I am scaring myself here.

Happy to be back on board though… I told the docs that I had a high pain barrier. I don’t think they believed me, they do now. LOL

What I have noticed loosing weight, because I couldn’t move, so I couldn’t cook and didn’t feel like eating, this duck has lost 16kg. I noticed my reflection in the window of the bank on Saturday and had to look again, I am not recognizing myself in a way. But I am looking more like I did before this happened, I use to be a well proportioned stick and eat everything, I know I wont have a 20inch waist again but I feel so much better.

I know one thing, hernia’s are not nice to have, but awesome when gone. And if you prayed for me, then I thank you from my heart.

Be blessed

This is something that is so hard to do. Today I was praying for our government, that God rules over them and their decisions.

I think the biggest and most admiring thing in someone is when they can see their faults and admit it.

Here is some honesty, point-blank. Once I was asked something, by someone who I love and I lied. Yep, it just flowed off my tongue, what stopped me and hit home was, DONT REPEAT HISTORY. My earthly father use to lie all the time, that much he couldn’t keep track and as a child I hated it, with everything in my being.

Why, because in my heart I kept crying out, why was it so hard to tell the truth. His word says, truth will set you free.

So the next week, the sermon was on courage. Do you have enough courage to go up to someone and admit your fault.

All I kept thinking was, the devil tried it again and I have the power to change it. I have to tell you, I felt hot, clammy, shaky and worthless, but I went straight over to the person and admitted it. I said to her, you wouldn’t know the correct answer but I do and I am sorry for lying to you, please accept my most humble apology.

The person was so shocked that I did that, she admired me for my honesty and integrity.

I was so grateful and I will not let the devil win over my life. I have had enough and I am now going to make sure he is finished, if it’s the last thing I do…

Again what are you on about woman, I show how much I love someone by either cooking their favourite meal. Growing a veggie they may really love.

Or simply, honour them when they ask me to do something. I will drop everything or do it first, so they know they can count on me.

I will preen them sometimes so they look there absolute best. Because I love them, that I care.

Today it’s so simple to walk by someone who just needs you to say, “are you ok?” I don’t know how many times these three little words have touched people’s heart.

For so long people used my big heart against me, they either tried or did hurt me, deeply.

Well, I am here to admit that my heart is huge, I may get hurt again. But all I know is if I put all my faith in the father and not in man, then there is no holding me back.

I trust him with all I am and that for me is priceless, so show you care. Don’t let your stubbornness stop you, or un-forgiveness, you can do it. I believe in you.

One more thing before I go, I am every day trying to forgive a family member. Someone who is single-minded, I know they are mainly acting out of fear, but know this, as I have said before, “I still love you, but I don’t agree with you sometimes”.

Sometimes we can be so single-minded to point the finger at someone’s problem and not see the big one hanging over our own heads. Maybe we can be the one with the problem, not others. Food for thought.

Be blessed….