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This blog

I have seen just know, how this blog has been a key.

A  key to help me overcome, to voice what has been laying silent for so long.

I am coming into my own and I am scared in a way and somehow, not.

I can’t really explain what I am feeling. But I know that this key, is sitting here, talking to you, through my struggles and happiness. In a way like I do with my father, softly and gently. Overtime together, I transform like a seed breaking forth, to sprout and grow for my fathers purpose.

Why am I so open, because through my experiences maybe I have your key. You never know where it may come from or when, there is a right season for everything.

Sometimes people I know don’t have the time for the keys I need, so I wait on God to release the right keys at the right time.

I know I can trust him, I know that even though winter is coming. It is still a time to prepare for spring, winter is a time for rest, but not a time to be unconscious.

Prepare yee the way of the Lord and get happy…

 

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Stuggles are there to overcome

In my mind and reading his word a struggle has been over me.

I read the word saying about a woman of divorce, it was festering and telling me I was no good for anything.

That I was used goods and would never be able to have a marriage as, god intended.

What a blunt bold face lie, but the devil came in, sneaking and quietly, which I almost missed. But by God I am now aware of what has been going on and ENOUGH.

I was married before I gave my heart to the lord. Before I surrendered to his will and not mine.

I have made mistakes, there is a list. But when I gave myself to be baptised to the lord., that was washed away.

I have found this very difficult to get over, because growing up any little mistake you were never allowed to forget. You were tainted in away for life.

Lies all of it, before I was married by a celebrant. It was a loveless marriage of convenience for me, to get the hell out of home. (Long story)

Anyway, I thought and reading the word that it was too late for me. That I was not worthy or too much has past and that is could never be made right!!

Lie again, because my marriage was not blessed before the Lord it was as if it didn’t happen. Like a mirage in the desert, you know it’s there but isn’t really.

So, a sweet lady today gave me the key, the one I have been struggling to find.

I am now a new creation in christ who is my father and friend.

I am available to marry, the man my father has chosen.

I AM FREE at last, free I tell you. YEEHAA.. LOL

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Jezebel, is that spirit over your life???

I have been fighting another battle that I was determined to win.

Do you want to rule over the men in your life or the situation?

Do you feel out of control but in control at the same time?

Is everyone around your always wrong and your always right?

Sound familiar to you and is everything slowing going too (sorry for this) crap..

Yes, I am going to hit something right between the eyes here. I know and have seen it over my own life, over people who I once knew and family members.

Well, feed her to the dogs. What did you say, again feed her to the dogs.

Admit where you have gone wrong and your faults because with that you can only move forward.

You can either constantly act like you’re the only one who is right, has morals or is perfect. Or you can admit all is only an illusion.

Be honest with yourself and others, for when you stand on truth it will set you free.

AGAIN, FEED HER TO THE DOGS for she will cause you only grief. Personally, it’s about time.

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Stand for, his rights…

This is something that the Lord is working over time on me.

To stand in the midst of the battle, to trust what you cannot yet see.

To trust the process and my father.

To stand in a crowd and say, my fathers way is my only way.

Just follow and believe his word, to activate your life through it. Nothing can stop you then, this is the key that unlocks that door. The door in the spirit that was prophesied to me, that he would show me how to turn the key to open the door.

I just felt this in my spirit as I was typing, oh father, with tears in my eyes THANK YOU. Oh gracious love that surrounds me be with me always.

Thank you father for finally showing me, how.

The tears are really flowing now, what a blessing. I knew this blog was a way of unlocking doors, I didn’t know how, but I trusted my father, and here I sit.

Oh father let the doors swing wide and release the anointing on me.

God bless all today, last nights blood moon and eclipse are definitely a sign. Did you feel it???

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Are you solid??

What do I mean by that? Are you solid in your character, I was saying how once you cross me, your done. I will be pleasant, but the trust is gone. I learn very fast and have learnt that the enemy is waiting for any opportunity.

I have learned over time, that when I love, I love with all of me. I leave nothing left, so if I am hurt or crossed it hits me hard. I do not have time to waste on people who think they can, play games. They are not worth my time or breath. I don’t know if anyone else feels this way.

If I say I am going to do something, then I will honour my word or admit defeat. This is something that I am really passionate about is, trust and honesty.

I don’t mince my words, if you ask me a question I will say I love you, and then give you my answer. I have been called blunt, but as I say, “Did you ever meet my mother?” Lord that woman was hard, but I learned things and chose to change others.

I know what I want, I know what I want to do. I know who I am and I can honestly say, finally I like myself. No I am not a in love and its all about me. Its, I like the person the Lord has turned me into, I was discussing with a trusted friend how I knew very bad eggs, people who could remove you from the planet with no trace. I hung around some very bad eggs along time ago, who denied the laws on the earth.

But now here I sit, changed, with an open heart, the person said to me “I cannot ever imagine you any different, you are so lovely and kind” yes, oh how I have changed.

Remember the old me died at my baptism, the day I chose to surrender and be cleansed by my father. From that day forward little by little, here I am.

Dont fear the unknown, embrace and enjoy all of it. That is something I struggled with, but I am learning to receive.

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What is your story..

I was talking with my landlady yesterday as they have been here painting and replacing things. I feel as though I have a new home.

We were discussing how marvelous it is how I came to be there tenant. I went back through things and told her of my testimony, I said that I didn’t care if she didn’t believe me. What was precious is she said, no I do believe you, you are right.

It takes a person who is open to listen and receive and I believe having me here is very much not only a blessing to me but a blessing to them.

She really honoured me in a way that I was not expecting, I cannot go into detail but I know the Lord is working behind this.

Its marvelous but it keeps honing in on the fact and he shows me daily how he has the plan for my life and how things have fitted in and how he is making the way for things to happen.

 

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Believe

Just believe and it shall come to pass.

What you ask for I will give to you.

For your father is in charge and loves you mightily.

Look forward and all that you want will be yours.

 

I just got this as I was about to sign off, OMG Yahoo. It’s so exciting, isn’t it? My father has spoken….

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What do you want????

If you want to be somebody, if you want to go somewhere you better WAKE UP AND PAY ATTENTION.

I keep getting that over and over again. Get in the boat, come along for the ride, you will never regret it. If you have fallen out, it takes a real person to admit faults and get back what the enemy has stolen from YOU.

I want to do what my father has planned for me.

Personally I want my husband, THE man that, my father has chosen for me. I want to own this little home, outright. I want what has been stolen, returned 7 fold.

This I declare in my father’s name, and I want Seacret to go off, be the most sort after product on the planet.

Now, I leave it to my dad. It’s up to him what happens now, if it’s not in the plan. Then I accept that, I know what he has for me is better than I could ever imagine.

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Today was so great, I was about to jump out of my skin…

Today’s message was truly awesome. In my spirit I am whooping up a storm.

Wow, here I was thinking I was not hearing from God, that maybe I am missing something.

Yes, it was a lie, of course I am hearing from my father. I take authority in the name of Jesus, my dad.

The word I got this morning was RESTORATION, in big bold letters. What has been stolen, WILL BE RESTORED in my life. Amen

Change is coming in a BIG way, nothing is going to stand in my way anymore. I just stood up and used (believe it or not) a broom and a pot lid to represent the Lord putting a shield and sword in my hand.

I declared in my father’s name that no roadblock, no depression, nothing will stand in my way. I struck the ground with it and shouted out loudly.

The rain has come, the flood gates have washed all barriers away, the path is ready and clear.

All I can say is YAHOOO. Amen and Amen

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I learned some sad news..

I learned my brother in-law was killed last year.

May he have heard my prayers and made it to heaven. He needed the Lord more than ever.

If you are treating someone close to you wrongly. Just remember we are not always right, we have the ability to change the atmosphere and we chose them one way or the other.

You have the ability with God’s grace to move mountains and I believe when your married you have the ability to shine together. To be a great woman behind a great man, it’s up to you how you live your life.