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What a word, today is

I have been reading books that the Lord has put in front of me.

Keys in the book, is big on discipline. Ooh, that’s a little hard, if your anything like me.

Some can seem to do everything with ease, it may not be so. But sure does seem it to me, especially with men & women, who are destined for greatness. They easily make up there mind, get discipline and do what is required.

To a mere mortal that seems a hill to steep to climb, but is it really. I am sure they only do it one day at a time.

Someone wrote, if you decide to make 10 calls today and only make 5, your…. behind TODAY.
If you decide to email, 10 people today and only contact 9, your….. behind TODAY.

Does any of this make sense? I am so guilty of putting things off until tomorrow and trust me. I can find any excuse not to do it – no change that, did find any excuse but not anymore.

I was driving home from the station today and thought I would take advantage of the sunshine and go for walk. Then watched the movie, sat out the back. Prayed, cried some more etc etc.

But what happened, the word TODAY. So off I went, no more excuses Queen of procrastination, its big. LOL

What can you do TODAY? Make a goal, even a tiny one. Make it happen, the world doesn’t care and it certainly wont wait.

You can do it, I believe enough for the both of us. God bless.

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By his grace, he answered me…

As you have been aware reading what I have written at times you were probably smarter than me and knew that I had a blockage. I knew it too, to a point but I was lost and now I have been found.

What was that blockage, forgiveness. I got to a point of forgiving, but one hurdle too many to climb as they would say.

I forgave to a point that I could internally manage, but the rest I knew my father would have to help me.

And remember one of my last blogs was, Lord what is the next step.

Well, well, well, today a beautiful movie The Grace Card – http://www.thegracecardmovie.com/

I didn’t expect it to hit me so hard, I cried like a child. I lay on the floor with my arms stretched out and repented for my mistakes.

I cried and still can’t seem to stem the tears, I even rang the channel to thank them. They may think I am nuts, but I DONT CARE. I said to the girl, “That was a divine appointment and to whom ever, tell them thank you”.

I know it was you father, helping me release this, god I so wanted to let go. But you know when something is just beyond your capabilities and you need help.

Get this movie, I urge you and sit quietly, let the father enter in, for you to be set free.

That is something that is happening a lot lately, FREEDOM.

I truly believe my time is coming, something truly beyond imaginings. A great blessing we can call it.

By his grace it is to also receive, sending much love…

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Where is my next step?

I have been going through my little home, being freshly painted. I don’t wont to shove back the stuff that I had stored for a rainy day.

I am selling what I don’t need, my home was not untidy in any way. But excess, I have too much of things because I hate waste.

I think I was born to recycle and reuse, I don’t know how anyone can throw something away and not pass it on or use it later.

Yes, I have limits, but too just go and spend unnecessary money. I think its nuts, my view, don’t get all upset please.

I know people who have been poor, I have even been there. But I know people with a lot of money, they don’t waste it, they leave it to grow.

Wisdom I have found, don’t put all your eggs in one basket. Yes, I know, this has been said before, but when you get it, you get it.

So Lord, what is my next step, you have sat me here. Knowing all I would go through, what challenges I would face and what I had to learn.

Where to now father??

I am at the end of myself again, oh Lord gotta love a challenge, but you created me. With a big heart and a stubborn nature, that I know makes me unmovable when I decide.

But again, thank you Abba Father.

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Sayings, can have power too…

I was talking with a beloved friend yesterday, about my bad week.

She said to me the saying, ‘take the bull by the horns’.

I said straight back, think about that for a moment. If you grab a bull, literally by the horns, what power do you really have?

None, he will shake you off and run right over the top of you.

So (sorry for the frankness) I said, ‘grab his balls’.

Really if you grab them, and twist you have total control don’t you? I worked on a dairy farm, so I have a little knowledge, but I would not try it.

But think about it in your mind, what issue are you dealing with, grab it by the Balls and take control. Say, ‘I have power and authority and what I say goes’.

Dont let the devil have one more day, use any saying that may spring to mind. You never know it may help you today.

Gods word can then be added to it and give you the double whammy…

Thats what I think anyway, be blessed.

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Does the word open up for you??

Sometimes the book called the Bible can be a mountain too big to climb.

But when his word is studied and you go over it and read small parts, he will reveal the real message.

Yes I have been daunted by his book, because mainly my brain feels like it works a thousand miles an hour. But to have the discipline to sit and read and read is beyond me sometimes, but always his answers are there.

I was having a week, yes I was naughty. Not in a bad way but I was, as most girls would understand, having a moment.

I sat and cried out to him and apologised for my behavior, I really didn’t like where my mind was going with my internal struggles. But I went to his word and got Proverbs 18, ouch that hurt. Yes I knew he was not happy, but I took it.

His word never lies, that is one thing that he cannot do is LIE.

Everything else is possible to him who believes, open your heart and mind. Anything is possible even if you are having a moment.

Little by little or all at once, just open up his manual. Ask the father to open the eyes of your understanding.

I know some people would think, just do it.

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Pain is good for you

What I hear you say? Has she finally lost the plot, no.

See your thinking like the world, that has trained you for so long.

Pain makes you appreciate the joy, it’s the winter before the spring and summer comes.

Its how you take it, how you see the view, that is yet to be seen.

The heavenly’s, I am talking about. Pain shapes who you are and whom you are yet to be.

Embrace it all and LIVE… Sometimes I think we are dormant and are yet to break free.

 

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Have you been offended???????

I have been offended, but you know the key.

You needed it, you needed to be stood in front of and hit between the eyes. You needed your wake up call.

But what did you do, did you run and hide like a baby? Or did you stand and say ok, I know I need to grow and move forward.

Again, what did you do?????

I am sure because I have been there, you sulked. How long is up to you, but if you don’t like the fact that God used someone to confront you.

Then you will never grow, or grow up, will you??

Yes, I have probably just offended you. Why then did I do it, ultimately because I love you and I want you to grow.

Just as the Lord requires of me, he can either use me to hit you between the eyes or he can use you for me.

We are all part of one body, NO ONE is more IMPORTANT than the other.

But we require each of us, to build strong…

You can either take these words and turn up to church and say I know where I went wrong, or you can sit and rot. It’s up to you the CHOICE is yours, I admire people who can stand up and say that.

If you sulk and run, the devil wins. You end up lost and not only you, you take your children with you.

Stand up, no one judges you, but they will admire you.

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This blog

I have seen just know, how this blog has been a key.

A  key to help me overcome, to voice what has been laying silent for so long.

I am coming into my own and I am scared in a way and somehow, not.

I can’t really explain what I am feeling. But I know that this key, is sitting here, talking to you, through my struggles and happiness. In a way like I do with my father, softly and gently. Overtime together, I transform like a seed breaking forth, to sprout and grow for my fathers purpose.

Why am I so open, because through my experiences maybe I have your key. You never know where it may come from or when, there is a right season for everything.

Sometimes people I know don’t have the time for the keys I need, so I wait on God to release the right keys at the right time.

I know I can trust him, I know that even though winter is coming. It is still a time to prepare for spring, winter is a time for rest, but not a time to be unconscious.

Prepare yee the way of the Lord and get happy…

 

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Stuggles are there to overcome

In my mind and reading his word a struggle has been over me.

I read the word saying about a woman of divorce, it was festering and telling me I was no good for anything.

That I was used goods and would never be able to have a marriage as, god intended.

What a blunt bold face lie, but the devil came in, sneaking and quietly, which I almost missed. But by God I am now aware of what has been going on and ENOUGH.

I was married before I gave my heart to the lord. Before I surrendered to his will and not mine.

I have made mistakes, there is a list. But when I gave myself to be baptised to the lord., that was washed away.

I have found this very difficult to get over, because growing up any little mistake you were never allowed to forget. You were tainted in away for life.

Lies all of it, before I was married by a celebrant. It was a loveless marriage of convenience for me, to get the hell out of home. (Long story)

Anyway, I thought and reading the word that it was too late for me. That I was not worthy or too much has past and that is could never be made right!!

Lie again, because my marriage was not blessed before the Lord it was as if it didn’t happen. Like a mirage in the desert, you know it’s there but isn’t really.

So, a sweet lady today gave me the key, the one I have been struggling to find.

I am now a new creation in christ who is my father and friend.

I am available to marry, the man my father has chosen.

I AM FREE at last, free I tell you. YEEHAA.. LOL

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Jezebel, is that spirit over your life???

I have been fighting another battle that I was determined to win.

Do you want to rule over the men in your life or the situation?

Do you feel out of control but in control at the same time?

Is everyone around your always wrong and your always right?

Sound familiar to you and is everything slowing going too (sorry for this) crap..

Yes, I am going to hit something right between the eyes here. I know and have seen it over my own life, over people who I once knew and family members.

Well, feed her to the dogs. What did you say, again feed her to the dogs.

Admit where you have gone wrong and your faults because with that you can only move forward.

You can either constantly act like you’re the only one who is right, has morals or is perfect. Or you can admit all is only an illusion.

Be honest with yourself and others, for when you stand on truth it will set you free.

AGAIN, FEED HER TO THE DOGS for she will cause you only grief. Personally, it’s about time.