I am so determined to win

As I have said before, I will win I am so determined I cannot even explain.

For what Jesus did for me, who sits here today. That is the least I can do, so fists at the ready. I have the shield and sword in my hand and I am taking the step, for Jesus won and I will stand guard until that day he returns.

Wow, what a day that is going to be. Today has made me even more determined than before.

Man I will fight back, I am not a pussy. Sorry to be blunt but as I said to a friend who has had WIFI issues since Feb this year.

Have you told the devil, have you said, I don’t know where your hiding but this house is the house of Jesus and in his name I tell you to get out. You were finished on the cross, Jesus won and you lost. So go over open the door and with all power and authority tell him to GET OUT. And for good measure, tell him NOT to come back.

Yahooo

Please pray or agree

The enemy is using someone I have been associated with through work.

He is working like a snake in the grass, behind the seen.

So together:

Holy Spirit I pray in the name of Jesus who died on the cross for me. That the enemy will not succeed through (name) and you will make people aware of what is the truth. You will make the questions come to me and for people to talk about the honesty, honour and integrity I hold in your name. That they seek me and turn away from the enemy and ignore his work.

AMEN

Now we wait and see what happens. Dads in charge.

We need to shout

I always revert to what I said at the very beginning.

God aint no pussy and neither am I. I get that way when I am pushed, or an attack comes like today.

My dad has all the love I want, he is kind and sweet. But when it comes to an attack, I fight back.

I shout loud and clear, for I am my fathers daughter and I will make sure. That when push comes to shuv, I will push you down where you belong (enemy).

Jesus died on the cross and when he did, he won over everything. He took back the keys, he has been given it all.

So dance with joy, for the enemy IS DEFEATED.

Devil will be shut down

Its ridiculous to me what the devil tries, even today.

He tries again and again, but nothing. I am firm as to where I stand and it will always be by my dad.

I will not let him shut me down, I will make sure he is shut down.

I confess the devil an idiot and he will not succeed. Because he has no remorse, guilt or smarts, he thinks oh then I will try this.

I declare it now, nothing and I mean nothing will move me. I make a decision and I stick like super glue.

So you idiot, hands off, I will not be giving you any power. GET THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK HEAD.

I am born to win, so joy is mine. I will dance in the presence of my father, the three in one.

As the sun shines

As for today the sun shines, after all the rain and the overcast weather, its glorious.

The same with my spirit, it shines, because my dad loves me. A few days ago, I said to the Holy Spirit, you do really great work. I felt a, aaawh shucks kind of moment, but I said, you really do, good work.

Sometimes we want so much, but never really take the time to say thank you.

I love it when I have a little moment with him, he laughs and I laugh. He is real, he is alive and he is truly my best friend.

I am his and he is mine, I told him last night he is my greatest love and it is so very true.

Most of my life I have felt a numbness when it comes to those close to me, I think I have trained myself so well, that nothing really got through. Protection was my greatest comfort.

But now, I need for that wall to come down, its really hard but trusting my dad, I know he can do the job.

Stand up

It has taken me a very long time, to stand up. To stand up and say no, when it comes to my neighbours for example.

Some would think ok, intimidation, it may be safer to be quiet. Sorry but enough, I have a right to say, no do not use my driveway.

I am gonna pray for you, but if I have something to say then I am going too.

Growing up has really stuck within me, to have a voice. There is a point that I am not afraid, I will find a way, legally.

I tend to turn it into a game, because the devil is an idiot. Really think about it, he has tried using my neighbours, my family and my health.

But here I sit, still fired up and ready for what my father has next, so dad wins, devil looser.

 

I am excited and nervous

It is really funny that sometimes I am so very confident, then others I am really shy.

It’s like I am at two opposite ends of the scale, but my confidence in my father is ever present. That is one thing that stays even and solid as you can think of.

As I type I am ever present of the words I use, for words have power.

I am really excited about my journey and destiny he has for me and I am nervous at the same time. Like an expectant child, opening a gift.

That is what my journey is like a gift given to me every moment I breath. Nothing compares to the wonder, the surprise and the sheer joy and love I feel for my dad.

My dad is three in one, Jesus, God and he Holy Spirit. You may remember I wrote what I experience as a little girl. And the demand I made, not knowing if it was true or not, but between me and him.

I demanded the day I heard my fathers voice, see that mole I demand and I know that as I just heard you that you can do it. I want three moles in a triangle a sign to me of you, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.

To this day, every time I see it. I am transported back to that day and how wonderful if I had known what I do now.

Trust in him with everything you have, accept everything that may happen as a gift that may hurt for a short while. But can be used by him who abides in you for greater things ahead.

Come before the Lord with a Humble heart

I am learning more and more everyday.

The keys to success are within him, his word. All you need to do is use it correctly.

I just follow his lead, I am here always willing for him to be used and I believe that’s the way it should be.

Its interesting to me sometimes I put something forward and people do not agree. Yes I was there once, but we are moving so far forward than others around us that I know from experience its hard to understand or agree with.

But what I know now, I know its all true. I have been in the dark (in my mind) and know I am moving into the light.

His word is opening before me like a flower and I can see every petal as it opens, I want to get right to the centre and reap the nectar.

But I need to do this with honour and a humble heart.

Confess and it shall be

Yesterday was fabulous, to say the least.

Someone who attended the pray meeting said that she was given, confess Jeremiah 30 v17 “For I will restore health to you. And heal you of your wounds, say the lord.

Now I don’t know about you but, I WANT IT real bad.

And I believe, therefore I receive. Get excited I am.