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Value…….Checklist time

Last night I was having trouble sleeping, so I was thinking of a checklist.

What value do I have? What have I learnt about myself in the 8 years I have been in God’s house, what has changed or been improved?

A white lie or embellished truth, is a lie and I choose to confront and tell only the truth.
Honesty leads you into integrity.

If someone is in front of you and frustrates you, then look at yourself, what part of your flesh needs to be confronted and changed? Most of the time it’s you, not them.

I have found out if God fixes something in me, then he has not finished. He built the house and he will furnish and decorate, not you.

Surrender every part of yourself, he will do the rest. Be willing and don’t fight it. It’s like child-birth, don’t prolong it, push through and work with the pain.

One major thing I have learnt is, I am not the fixer. No one is going to get angry, or hit anyone, I am safe and it is OK.

I always thought, if I could fix something or help someone, there would be peace. WRONG, this is something I was trained to act out, growing up as a child. I am no longer that child, but I have learnt to keep watch, old habits die-hard.

If someone lives a certain way and needs help, I have to let him do it. If he asks me then yes I am here, but it is NOT UP TO ME to go ahead of him.

They have to find out themselves, it’s their journey, not mine. I have to look at me and work with my father for the improvements, everything has a time and season.

I am not bog filla (that I thought I was), if I don’t do anything, the world won’t stop. It’s ok to let them fall, just concentrate on me, he is trying to teach me, not them.

Took a while to get this, but finally I got it.

And I am a person who can be trusted and counted on, that’s my value to date.

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Exciting news, just believe

Nearly every Sunday night we have prayer meeting as I have shared with you.

After we finished someone said has anyone got Asthma, I put my finger up.

Comment:
Didn’t know you had it but god has a word for you he is going to heal you.
He came over and prayed for me (Won’t go on), well something rose up in me. (Sick of functioning on shallow breathing, weezing, medications etc).

I had this gutteral growl come out of me, I said to it, “Get out in Jesus name, GET OUT” repeated several more times.

LOL, I had this knowing, what am I doing if I just stand here all meek and mild. He said, ‘I have all power and authority, so action station’ I have to do something not just expect it, he doesn’t move unless you do, he wont act unless you call.

Came home coughed and spluttered, because it will try and come back on you, next day, I noticed I could take a deep breath, I have had to retrain myself to breath normally.

But I AM HEALED, yahoo Jesus wins again. God said it and I believe it, that settles it for me.

Another KEY: put up the NO VACANCY sign so it cannot come back.

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I feel his cry…and I love him so very much

Are you scared, I am, fear the Lord, he is so powerful.

The last days are here, not saying the world is ending, just saying this is it. Before he returns to us as the age he left, signs are here and my god what is about to take place, I cannot even put into words.

But if a horror movie doesn’t scare you, just you wait.

I have fear in one way, another is a cry of the fathers heart for those who have had the opportunity over and over to walk in his walk.

I would rather be in his boat that in the washing machine of the world. I trust him with my life and he has never let me down. NEVER

He has kept his word to me every single time, I have not agreed sometimes with the process but when I get to the end I see what he was trying to do. And everytime I love him more, I am growing up and getting stronger with each passing day.

I keep saying “what does not break me, WILL make me stonger in Jesus name” I stand by that, you never know how strong you are until your tested.

Keys I have found, surrender, be willing and keep going, step across the line and trust him.

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God has given another clear word…Warning for Japan

I am amazed at the times he gives us to prepare, he loves us so much.

Recently their was a christian conference, 4 prophets that are hearing clearing from god spoke and gave the warning.

Last time their was a tsumani in Japan God warned his people 5 months prior. The people asked why when they called on their gods, why they didnt answer.

He said you were worshipping the wrong God, in the bible it clearly states do not worship idols or man.

So again their is to be another wave to hit Japan, warn the people.

Take this as your warning, I will try and get the exact details or even where you can go to listen to it.

When God has spoken he will act, we are in the last days. Get ready and be in the boat, you CHOOSE now.

Are you ready for what is ahead?

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I am learning grace…

One thing I am learning over these past months, is GRACE.

A simple word but how powerful. Sometimes you have to just realize, you are not always right, no your not always saying or doing the right things. But have grace towards the person or situation needs to be found.

You can either continue and you can draw out the lesson, the father is trying to teach you. Or change, get over yourself ask for assistance and find grace.

I was helping out a friend the other day and this is one thing that I know the lord is trying to teach me. I said to her, “We can either get over it quickly, or draw it out” it ultimately up to us.

As an adult its hard because, we feel like we have the wisdom already. One thing I know, you never stop learning or growing when you make the decision to follow him.

I will have to update you more later, just wanted to share this.

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Finished part 1 online to go

Completed what needed to be done this week, online to go.

But wow, I have had everything come against me so I would either fail or give in.

The devil is so stupid, not me, I have pushed through so many things since the start of March this year but I know everything works together for my good.

And remember God love never fails never gives up and never runs out on me.

So devil you idiot, I will go on to do this and so much more, I am the daughter of the King. I am filled with the spirit of Jesus so take that.

All I can say is when you’re in labour you cannot give up, you gotta push with everything and more. That is exactly what I have been doing, victory is mine.

I AM GOING TO TAKE IT ALL. Yahoo be blessed

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I am at the finale, not mine lol

In the world I have been working for a year on two certificates.

One is Certificate 4 Business Administration and another in Frontline management, what a challenge this has been.

So this is my reason for being quiet again, sorry to all but I am in the final 2 weeks, so yeehaa when that happens.

I have a lot to tell you to inspire you, I think anyway so bear with me.

Be blessed and remember he is with you and you have to go through the fire to get the glory.

I could write for days with what has been happening so look out when I am back on deck. 🙂

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Why me??

Sometimes I stop and talk to the Lord and say “why me?”

What I mean here is, I don’t think I am anything special, I am just a regular person if you passed me in the street. But as his daughter I feel extraordinary.

For some reason he chose me, I feel so over whelmed and I get teary, because I don’t see, what he sees. I think the main thing here is, he knows in the midst of all, I have the strength to stand. I have gone through some amazing things and I know one thing more than any other is the super strength I have.

I am one determined woman, when I make my mind up, and no I am not single-minded, if I can see a better way then I am flexible. But the goal is always the same destination or me, I will make it to the finish line even if I have to crawl the rest of the way.

He has waited for me patiently like any parent and for that I am so very grateful. Something that has really hit home these last few weeks is, how much of a gentleman he is. He will not push you or come in without being asked.

I was at church and we always pray before hand (we call it the engine room). I went in and said, “Father I invite you here today, this is your house and you run it the way you want, we are willing to do what ever you request” one of the girls said, the room got thick when I started praying, that is a sign of his presence. I said that night I invited him in, he will not intrude he is so polite and its so very true.

When I pray I tell him father what ever you do will be done with the utmost love. So I give you permission to do anything yes there may be times I need to take a breath, but do it. I am your willing servant.

And with that my journey began, change started to take place.

Glory be to the King of kings the father of all. Go to a quiet place and have a chat, he is waiting for you. If you trust one thing trust this.

May blessings come your way.