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I am at the finale, not mine lol

In the world I have been working for a year on two certificates.

One is Certificate 4 Business Administration and another in Frontline management, what a challenge this has been.

So this is my reason for being quiet again, sorry to all but I am in the final 2 weeks, so yeehaa when that happens.

I have a lot to tell you to inspire you, I think anyway so bear with me.

Be blessed and remember he is with you and you have to go through the fire to get the glory.

I could write for days with what has been happening so look out when I am back on deck. 🙂

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Why me??

Sometimes I stop and talk to the Lord and say “why me?”

What I mean here is, I don’t think I am anything special, I am just a regular person if you passed me in the street. But as his daughter I feel extraordinary.

For some reason he chose me, I feel so over whelmed and I get teary, because I don’t see, what he sees. I think the main thing here is, he knows in the midst of all, I have the strength to stand. I have gone through some amazing things and I know one thing more than any other is the super strength I have.

I am one determined woman, when I make my mind up, and no I am not single-minded, if I can see a better way then I am flexible. But the goal is always the same destination or me, I will make it to the finish line even if I have to crawl the rest of the way.

He has waited for me patiently like any parent and for that I am so very grateful. Something that has really hit home these last few weeks is, how much of a gentleman he is. He will not push you or come in without being asked.

I was at church and we always pray before hand (we call it the engine room). I went in and said, “Father I invite you here today, this is your house and you run it the way you want, we are willing to do what ever you request” one of the girls said, the room got thick when I started praying, that is a sign of his presence. I said that night I invited him in, he will not intrude he is so polite and its so very true.

When I pray I tell him father what ever you do will be done with the utmost love. So I give you permission to do anything yes there may be times I need to take a breath, but do it. I am your willing servant.

And with that my journey began, change started to take place.

Glory be to the King of kings the father of all. Go to a quiet place and have a chat, he is waiting for you. If you trust one thing trust this.

May blessings come your way.

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Purification can be hard

I was discussing on one of my very quick blogs, that I was trying to get things up and running at home.

Well here I am, I feel like I been away a long time, but I really think that is because the old me has been going and I am getting to know the new.

Like I said I have been praying mostly from 12 to 3 am this watch is for marriages and is when most evil is at work, rapes etc, so I have been going into battle. Because I have had the time to do it, I have enjoyed my uninterrupted time with the Lord.

My last break through was when I was praying and all of a sudden I felt myself as a little girl, the one who had been hurt so badly. I forgave those who had hurt her and released them, I have to tell you things changed from then on.

Yes its is not completely done, but the biggest thing was to tell that part of myself it wasn’t her fault she had no control and from now on I stand as a grown woman. That I have the power to change what I do, I choose to become obedient to hasten the fulfillment of the preceding word.

The main thing here I CHOOSE not the devil, not the man down the street, but ME.

I am in the process of being purified and its been a struggle but their is always a better place when you make the change.

I am about to cross over, major things are about to take place and I will not be stopped.

The Lord wins again, yahoo.

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Update on church website

Still trying to get through to IT to get this attached but if you google River of Fire Ministries, Sunbury which I am going to learn things need updating you will see where I am.

I am in his house that he is doing a great work in at the moment.

The river from heaven is white hot and on fire, praise the Lord

Be blessed

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I am being blocked but never will give up

I am trying to get my home computer working, lets just say I think the devil is trying to block me. He cannot stop the flow from heaven.

God is working on me at this time to purify me, the old me is going out, to bring in the new.

Personally I cannot wait, I have felt every push and his hands on me molding me into how he sees me. I have felt the oil being squeezed out of me and that is all good in the end.

Yes it has been very uncomfortable but I know I must trust this, I must trust that what is coming is beyond my discomfort and is greater than any words and I have to admit a lot of the time I have not liked the old me.

But I have to grow, I am capable of so much and he has told me he wants to use me so if I don’t grow threw it how can I understand someone else’s journey.

I will not stick my head in the sand, I just want to go from glory to glory. My journey I am sharing with you but I am here and I do have a lot to share that will inspire.

When I am quiet great things are happening so just know when I am back on full speed will happen and you will be so inspired by what I have to share about my journey you wont be able to help yourself  but get excited.

Jesus loves me enough to transform me and that not just happen I am being birthed into new and exciting things to come.

Remember I am here and praying for you, I am on the 12 to 3 am watch depending on what time I feel the need.

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Last day yeehaa

Here I sit, my last day at work and I am excited.

Your probably thinking why, well it was said to me, that there are changes that are coming, changes that are positive. God knows what you are about to do, he has things for you and you will have joy unspeakable.

So he said it, I believe it, that settles it for me.

And bless my landlord, he came and cleaned up the yard for me, what a blessing.

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Home to me

Last night we worked on getting this blog onto our church website. (Slight hitch will keep you updated)

I am nervous, but one thing I have learnt and this is so true. If your uncomfortable then your moving forward (your maturing and growing), I wont be letting anything stop me, from where I am supposed to be (my nerves are to remind myself, not to get a big head).

When I got home I had this song, going through my head

Something in your eyes
Makes me want to lose myself
Makes me want to lose myself
In your arms
There’s something in your voice
Makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts
The rest of my life
If you knew how lonely my life has been
And how long I’ve been so alone
If you knew how I wanted someone to come along
And change my life the way you’ve done

It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like I’m all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like I’m all the way back where I belong

A window breaks down a long dark street
And a siren wails in the night
But I’m alright ’cause I have you here with me
And I can almost see through the dark there is light

If you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long I’ve waited for your touch
If you knew how happy you are making me
I never thought I’d love anyone so much

It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like I’m all the way back where I come from
It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
Feels like I’m all the way back where I belong

It feels like I’m all the way back where I belong

I have highlighted the parts that really have hit me, since last night, I never felt like I was home growing up, until I walked through our church door.

I knew I was home, but to have the lord give me this. I have tears in my eyes, because of the absolute power of his love for me and mine for him.

Something has happened because of this, something beyond words. Oh my God, I have stepped forward over the threshold, I am their with him. I can feel his awesome presence here with me. Having an encounter is so beyond words, its like all the excitement you can have all at once and more. Hallelujah!

Something so simple that he started, can really be so powerful. Impact is in his hands, glory to you lord my ABBA father.

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Are we awake? I want to make sure I am

On my way in this morning, I noticed the train was going slower than normal.

Four sheep were out and next to the tracks, one looked like it had a broken leg (needed to be put down). What I started to think about was no one on my carriage rang, to let anyone know. I was shocked, I got on the phone, once I got to work, to let them know to go out and rescue these poor creatures.

Having a moment:  Why do the same people think someone else will do it. That is my one beef, wherever I am, people just go about their day and do what they deem to be important. And leave the cleaning up, for the same people time and time again. I don’t care whether your busy or not, you have to put some effort in. I am busy too, but I put it aside, to help out.

Jesus sees all, he knows I will humble myself and do what I have to do, when I have to do it. Yes, I admit that I do not like being left with the chore, time and time again. But I know I can be counted on, to do it properly and he sees that.

It  just seems like people are asleep to me, they take, no notice and I don’t think they really care.

But while I have a heart and eyes, with two hands and two feet that work. I will make sure I am awake, regardless of what people think.

Memory: I remember at high school, I did not bow to peer pressure their. I thought to myself, how dare they think they can order me around, they will not be paying my wage. One girl even threatened me with violence, I said to her, “if you’re gonna hit me,  you better make it good” she stopped and said to me, “what do you mean?”. I said to her, “hitting me is called assault, I wont just go to the principal, I will make sure your charged, so if you’re gonna do it, you better make it good, because you will get one chance and one chance only”. I confronted a bully and she backed down, growing up with violence you become intolerant to it.

I made sure I was awake then and I will not become conditioned to think another way.

I am with the minority of Jesus, I am extraordinary and I will try to think how he thinks. I will stand up for myself, I will go out of my way to help and I will be heard.

I have been put here to fulfill my destiny and by God I will do it, with everything I have.

Go for it, get charged up. Wake up and get excited.