I have a feeling that today is going to be above and beyond my imaginings.

I don’t know what is about to happen but, I am having problems concentrating so its going to be big. I know that the Lord is going to fulfil his word and its going to show the world, that with laying the ground work, tithing also your time, moving into his kingdom by letting go of the hold of the world.

Nothing can stop you, I know the enemy has been working over time to try and use anything even family. I have made my decision that was not easy, to walk on, my children are adults they have to walk there own path. I pray that they come into a place of understanding.

I alone have to choose, the other day someone said something about my husband to come. I said, “that there is only one man in my life”, and its true in my heart. He is the only one that has truly loved me and never let me down or broken my trust. Anything that has been hard, inside I have known to trust him, for I cannot see the architects plans, but I know that he has the qualifications to build and let the destiny of my life unfold.

So I have a feeling, woohoo, lets see what unfolds

It is the question of the day, how well do you know him. How well do you know me, for I don’t want me anymore, I want all of him working within me.

Lets think about this, sometimes I may seem on another planet, but joyful. Well I know the journey is hard (trust me when I say, I know), sometimes we don’t get the sandy beach or holiday paid for. But boy is the story you have to tell at the end, worth it. Think about it this way, you get up in the morning, sometimes having a plan, but you trust things will run smoothly. You go about your day and things just happen, its called LIFE.

And its your life, you have this amazing story to tell. You think to yourself at times, if I only knew.

Well, dad does, your life has been written out, to turn out beyond anything you could think of, or wish for. Problem is the devil also read your book, so he wants to stop you.

Are you with me, trust in dad, nothing can stop you, just move one foot in front of the other.

Don’t look back, don’t try to make sense of things, just trust our dad. Make the confession that nothing will stop you, and find joy even in the midst of a storm. For he is shaping you and moulding you, “for greater things I have for you”.

I am amazed more and more… why you ask, because things are coming to a head.

Change is here, its happening now and if your not with it or listening then your going to miss the boat.

We are always taught if you yell loud enough, someone will hear you. Well I am here to say he is working softly, but I can not only hear but feel him. He is with me right now, as to why I am posting again.

My dad is ever present and I feel so humbly blessed by him. I am grateful for my healing of my lungs, to be able to breath is such a blessing, when previously you couldn’t.

And I know my back is not far away, sometimes you have to break for him to be able to work. Dad I know this, I am sorry for everything, please heal me, heal me of everything, wipe me clean. For I am made whole again by you, I am healed and restored as it says in your word. Let me be an example of what can be done, when you believe and father I am one, who believes every word you say to me.

Be amazed for the manifestation is not far from me, I feel it and I am excited. I know my dad hears every word I utter, he knows my heart and he knows I trust him completely.

So move forward and be as a small child, trust him and listen. He loves everyone of us, don’t ever doubt that sometimes we have to get out of our own way, for him to move in…

As for today the sun shines, after all the rain and the overcast weather, its glorious.

The same with my spirit, it shines, because my dad loves me. A few days ago, I said to the Holy Spirit, you do really great work. I felt a, aaawh shucks kind of moment, but I said, you really do, good work.

Sometimes we want so much, but never really take the time to say thank you.

I love it when I have a little moment with him, he laughs and I laugh. He is real, he is alive and he is truly my best friend.

I am his and he is mine, I told him last night he is my greatest love and it is so very true.

Most of my life I have felt a numbness when it comes to those close to me, I think I have trained myself so well, that nothing really got through. Protection was my greatest comfort.

But now, I need for that wall to come down, its really hard but trusting my dad, I know he can do the job.

It is really funny that sometimes I am so very confident, then others I am really shy.

It’s like I am at two opposite ends of the scale, but my confidence in my father is ever present. That is one thing that stays even and solid as you can think of.

As I type I am ever present of the words I use, for words have power.

I am really excited about my journey and destiny he has for me and I am nervous at the same time. Like an expectant child, opening a gift.

That is what my journey is like a gift given to me every moment I breath. Nothing compares to the wonder, the surprise and the sheer joy and love I feel for my dad.

My dad is three in one, Jesus, God and he Holy Spirit. You may remember I wrote what I experience as a little girl. And the demand I made, not knowing if it was true or not, but between me and him.

I demanded the day I heard my fathers voice, see that mole I demand and I know that as I just heard you that you can do it. I want three moles in a triangle a sign to me of you, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.

To this day, every time I see it. I am transported back to that day and how wonderful if I had known what I do now.

Trust in him with everything you have, accept everything that may happen as a gift that may hurt for a short while. But can be used by him who abides in you for greater things ahead.

I am learning more and more everyday.

The keys to success are within him, his word. All you need to do is use it correctly.

I just follow his lead, I am here always willing for him to be used and I believe that’s the way it should be.

Its interesting to me sometimes I put something forward and people do not agree. Yes I was there once, but we are moving so far forward than others around us that I know from experience its hard to understand or agree with.

But what I know now, I know its all true. I have been in the dark (in my mind) and know I am moving into the light.

His word is opening before me like a flower and I can see every petal as it opens, I want to get right to the centre and reap the nectar.

But I need to do this with honour and a humble heart.

All week I have had technical issues, even the local IT said to give up, naaa not going to happen.

Yesterday I worked hard and struggled trying to get my computer to do what I wanted.

So when my Pastor’s wife needed me, I went to help out. Knowing that, that was more important.

As I got out of my car, I leaned out of the opened door and said quietly. I will not crumble and I will not give up, devil get your hands off, my computer will work and I will succeed.

The devil try’s and try’s to take over anything that uses power, for his only desire is to take ours, bugger that for a joke, sorry but its true. I have all power and authority and the devil HAS NONE.

I went in, did what I was required to do. Rang someone I know in church, to see if he can help.

His whole family came over, which is what should have happened. I awoke the computer, double clicked and yahoo, it worked.

I believe that little moment and putting the needs of others ahead of myself was what did it (the key).

Positive of this is, I learned things IT people were surprised I could do.