I was thinking of leaving this page and then I got a very strong message for someone.

Why are you grumbling, you say you have surrendered, but you have not.

I have shown you miracles, you have seen evidence of me, but still you grumble.

I have been patient, I have waited for you and still you grumble.

Remember you and I have a contract, but you see things of the world as more important than me.

Your value is in your material things and money, but still I gave you grace.

And still you grumble, you want more and more, but more will never be enough to you.

You will never be satisfied with what ever I do or don’t do, GROW UP, I can give and take away.

As any parent, you only get so far before correction comes….

If the father speaks and you don’t listen, then only he can help you in the end.. oy this would scare me.

I cannot explain it other than, I feel in the atmosphere something coming.

I am so excited, the father is about to do something huge, I do not know what it is, but I trust all of it.

A while ago I did another painting and it is titled, a change is coming. Yesterday that stuck in my mind again, a change IS coming and we need to get excited.

I believe it even when I don’t see it, but it is coming, IT IS because my dad says so.

What joy we have in the knowing of having him as our father, who breathed life into us, gave us life, gave us a destiny and plan. How absolutely amazing, I think sometimes we take this very thing for granted.

But I appreciate even being corrected, I appreciate it because I have come through so many hard times. And with that you learn, you grow, you mature and you appreciate the good.

And the father is just this ALL GOOD….

2348, now I had no clue what this was, but I have been getting info on the DNA.

This number relates to the number of the homo sapien,a human and splitting of cells, now I read this below as this, my DNA is changing into his adding a third strain. I do not believe a negative or what the world may say, for there is always a blessing in many forms, that you are yet to see.

The protein encoded by this gene is a member of the folate receptor family. Members of this gene family bind folic acid and its reduced derivatives, and transport 5-methyltetrahydrofolate into cells. This gene product is a secreted protein that either anchors to membranes via a glycosyl-phosphatidylinositol linkage or exists in a soluble form. Mutations in this gene have been associated with neurodegeneration due to cerebral folate transport deficiency. Due to the presence of two promoters, multiple transcription start sites, and alternative splicing, multiple transcript variants encoding the same protein have been found for this gene.

I have not let go of the trust that the Lord will overturn the American election outcome.

Don is not going anywhere, I have always seen the world at the moment as when Moses went up into the mountain, and the sinners built an idol and did all sorts of things.

But, when the father spoke and the sword was spoken, those lead by the enemy, were squashed. And the world I see as back then, and he is about to have his way.

He gave me a chance to turn from my sinning ways, I took it and had to hang on for dear life at times, but nothing can change the love I have, this is not a challenge, just a fact.

The joy of the Lord is in me, healing will soon be mine, for I will not go down without a fight and boy am I fighting right now. I feel a roar of the Lion of Judah in me, and if I have to roar, then I will.

I have come to such a place of not only faith, but trust, I completely trust him. I know each step, is training for my future to do what he needs me to do.

I trust in the visions I have been shown, I trust in the process, I trust my father all the way.

Most of the time, I am quiet with what I get from the Lord God.

I read his word over and over and I keep reminding him, what he has said over my life.

I have felt his power coming, this is stronger and stronger. The reason I don’t say a lot is because I believe each person has their own journey, how far they get is up to them. But boy, my father is more and more pleased with what is going on.

He is very very wise in the fact like I have always believed, let the enemy show his face, before you fire. And I know from experience and that old saying, give him enough rope and he will hang himself.

The enemy got cocky and bold, but no one is more powerful and awesome than my dad. The one who I gave myself too, when I signed the contract before I even existed.

I know I am in such a place, of excitement and confidence that he who has begun a good work, will finish it. This was words given to me by two very special women I know, from him.

I am so fired up, it gets hard to contain, for I want to jump and shout for joy, but I know I must control and be wise, for time will come shortly and as I always say, flip the switch, well my father will flip my switch.

He just reminded me of something I said, years ago. Oprah Winfrey is considered a billionaire and I said, I don’t know how, but I will have that money.

Now you have to understand, I do not understand it, but I trust it. And my father knows I am in a place where it means nothing, but I would be happy to let it sit and do as instructed and being a good steward has been my training.

And as I have always believed, just because you have it, doesn’t mean you have to spend it…

Here in Victoria we had many cases in a day, I was praying and standing and for a time I liked it.

I liked spending undisturbed time with him.

I liked the quiet, I liked the atmoshphere.

When I had enough, 0 happened.

I am not saying anything but that, I find if I ask it happens.

Yes we all did our bit, some didn’t but that is OK, for the lesson was learned.

But the people of Victoria got it under control, by stepping up. Watching what they did and making the sacrifices to stop the spread.

So well done to all and if anyone can learn anything is, for other countries, is to wash your hands, wear a mask.

Disinfect what you buy, wipe surfaces and be sensible, it is really that simple. But when you trust the father, there is no FEAR.

For fear belongs to the enemy, and if you trust him, you will not loose. But you will gain, gaining is a state of mind, think about it.

Seeing the beauty in each day.

Over the last couple of days, even though here in Australia it can be so, so hot in Summer.

We have rugged up, and I loved it, because I had to take time out, I pulled some muscles but I see each thing as a blessing. And being cold, allowed me to stay put and talk with him.

Today the sun is out and it is suppose to be 25 degrees, which is really just right. I like it between 25-28 is perfect, and perfection is him.

I take the day and smile, for what is to come, what is to be heard tonight will become another instrumental step in my journey, I never take a message for granted.

When I am meant to listen, I listen to all that I hear not just on earth.

I believe in the miraculous, I believe in the history that is written, before it happens. I believe in the beauty that surrounds me, for it all connects to him.

I know sometimes, it is hard for many to understand what I say, but when you live in his presence, how can you explain it. How do you describe his love, how do you explain the joy he gives you.

How can you say words, that do not even exist yet. Sometimes I feel like English is my second language, this I really cannot explain, but I love the connection I have to him, I love and appreciate and give him all the glory.

He is my all and I am all his…

Many times I thank the father, for putting those who really care, in front of me.

I am on a path, I don’t know if I can explain the feeling, but here goes.

I feel a pull, a pull that since I really surrendered all, is more real than I can explain.

A physical pull of my spirit, a pull of my fullness and completeness.

Time and time again, I see the blessings on my life and the love he has for me. My walk with him is just that, my walk, my journey, and when I love, I am all in.

I am not saying I do not love my son or daughter, but this is different, it encompasses all of you, more than being a mother.

My father has been gracious, but I feel him, strong, sturdy and with love and passion for my plan to be completed.

I feel I know that emotion is something that on earth, rules many things, but does not help you to move towards your destiny. I have seen it rule certain parts of my life, and when you overcome its control, you move into a certain maturity.

I am in a place where if he chooses certain things, I am OK with it, because he created me. He knows my plan, he sees it and instructs, so why put up a road block of emotion.

I have always been able to separate things and break them down, its like being in a group and everyone yaps but no one says, wait a minute or stops to think of the bigger picture.

I see my father, who has my bigger picture, why waist time and energy in the wrong direction. If you say something then, get it done, lock in and hold on. That is how I see my journey, once I lock in, I know things like my son and daughter would be used to try and steer me off course.

But I CHOSE him, I chose, because I know, nothing the enemy can dangle in my face can hold any want in me.

Money, fancy cloths, big mansions or jewels mean nothing to me, but he, the father, means everything. In simple terms I take a peak back, for the tears and pain of all that has come before, do not rate anymore. But the training to be bold and strong for the one, who truly loves me.

Again, I am all in…

Recently I was told, I am hard about the stand I am making towards not only my daughter but my son.

I said, I love you, but I AM DONE.

You see every time something great is about to happen, the enemy tries to get me off course.

But I have chosen and I DO NOT GO BACK, I am a mother and I mothered them when they were children.

As adults, what they do is their choice I cannot keep going over and over the past, to try and make me feel less of a person and get me to live a miserable life, which I believe is what they want.

All my life others have used there excuses to control me, I wouldn’t say boo, I was told, you always wanted to be the centre of attention, why on God’s green earth would I.

These ridiculous words no longer control me, as I said, you are not my children, you are my son and daughter.

But I will not allow you to hurt me or scare me, I am the daughter of the King.

I will not associate in the world they live in, for it will muddy my walk and I will not allow it.

Reading this you may think, boy she is hard. No I am not, but I have a tenacity and strength in me.

Something that has been built over time, from every arrow that has been shot in my direction. From every breath that has winded me and from every hurt.

What the enemy has tried to stop me, has built a woman of God. A woman that will stand and shout his praises. A woman who knows, that she will be able to do what Jesus did, because she believes every word.

A time is to come, when the world will take notice, and what I have to do is ready myself, get prepared and do what I have to do, in his time and season…

When I came to a point of giving my life over, I gave it all.

I have no wish to live in a mansion, or have a heap of wealth, what I did say lately to the Lord.

Father I know many win the lotto, so why can’t I, I have no wish to buy a Bentley or Mercedes and really they are all just cars, so I am not impressed by any brand at all.

I see people have homes and family or possessions and I ask this over and over, when they do not like anything touched.

When it says surrender all, that means, if he asks you to walk from your family. I will not be given an ultermatum, it me or him. In me I know the answer, I have no other way to go, but him, so it is the family choice to not respect my beliefs, there loss not mine.

You see when I do something and choose, then I am all in. I am not impressed by wealth or fancy houses or jewels, because I know that nothing compares, not one dam thing.

So if you say you surrender all, then do it. Not so much as long as it doesn’t touch my family or finances or possessions etc.

It is like someone said to me and then through a word at me, your his child and you have to answer to why you did not look after your children.

I find many get confused and have to have the grey area to believe their own dribble, coming out of there mouths.

Let me make this clear, I am not his child, but I AM HIS DAUGHTER. If your a child you need milk and a dummy, unless you choose to mature. Then it is you, that has to face him on judgement day, and when he says, turn from me, for I do not know you and you state but Lord, I cast out demons in your name.

Baa humbug, it will not count, I have to get every meaning, and accept it.

Like I said, if they fall down dead, those who have tried to stop the plan, I have no concern, no remorse and no care, I trust his work, regardless of what I see to come.

Ain’t that the real truth here…stand up and stop excusing bad behavior