When, I feel my voice is not heard, I think of this, he heard the one small voice in a crowd.

Many times in my life, I had to scream internally, for no one heard what I was saying.

Sometimes, I am guilty of this, not understanding what is being said.

We are not always right, we are not always the know it all to life.

But my father is, I hear him and I love it.

Before this shut down, someone was looking for something, I heard “its in the pantry” and so it was, I burst out with a joy, of “I love it, the way he says it” I find the joy in knowing, I am hearing, he is speaking and he is listening to my one small voice.

I just felt a realisation of who is going to hear my voice, I am not perfect, I do not know it all. But I am open to learn, open to admit, to be able to listen more, be patient and to see from the other side.

This is my key, I am very capable or breaking down things, like working for someone I was once friends with. I knew when she was my boss and when I was her teacher and friend. This is an invaluable trait, that I treasure to have be blessed with, for the old saying, do not mix business with pleasure. Separating things, breaking things down, like a task into sections, makes it easier to know the path out.

Many times, I shock myself, not only for thinking outside the box, but able to work things out as others more qualified than me, sit and hack things out and not see what I do, what frustrates me is how they devalue my point.

Yes, I am extraordinary and that is OK, because I am extra ordinary, I am my fathers daughter, statement.

I watch and see people in business, not grasping the knowledge that times, they are a changing.

Sometimes I think to myself, if only I was at the point I am now. Strong, and single minded, especially when I know what is right.

It’s funny but this little “life in print” is making a big change, as I read my own words, I feel it so strongly. Sometime ago when I worked in the city, I would hold in a scream, knowing, what sat right in front of their faces. You don’t have to be blind, to not really be able to see, sometimes a blind person, can see more than others.

I use to watch sheep on farm, some would simply follow along and not see danger, but others were aware. And that is the same with all of us, we are so consumed to be a certain way, when do we stop and evaluate our own danger.

But what really is driving us, or is our will, did he not request us to surrender, sometimes what we want, is not what we need.

Think about this last statement, it is like a husband for us single girls, we can dream up anything and list a certain man, and then find fault, once it crosses our path, we can even justify the really unacceptable behaviour.

Why, because of what we think, we want or deserve, but what about the NEED here.

We are not the smartest tool in the shed, and many in the world, jump in the sack and their body rules there head. So, things fall apart in the most emotional way, but again, what do we need.

Need is time, time to understand, once you surrender, talk to the father, he is jealous of anyone near to you, for he loves you more than you love yourself, to give you all that you need. All you have to do, is respect that, respect that he sees the way you are, he knows exactly what may need to be pulled out of your life, to make you change for his plan to take affect.

We get so caught up in detail, and the Aussie response is to pull someone down first (as women we pick at fault), before we stop and look, try pointing the finger at yourself.

Are you perfect, have you not sinned, what familiar pattern have you got, that needs transparency, you may think you see yourself, but I know myself, I have many faults and as my statement says, I am a work in progress and that’s OK to say that.

I always take stock of myself, have a moment and judge my mirror inside. For if I do not do this, then growth cannot take place, getting a big head or prideful is wrong, putting money before the father, wrong or popularity or position.

Making time to shut down the world, and put him first this I am still working on, I have moments and I am honest enough to admit it.

But times are changing and I am very aware of this…

I have been thinking and why I seem to others to be questionable, if your in church, its a cult.

But to me a cult is when you have no say, you follow along like a numbed idiot, and you cannot see the other view.

If you walk into a store with a stick, feathers and bells, your considered spiritual. If you read cards, boards etc, then your accepted.

But, if your a christian, that believes he lives, your considered nuts.

Lets get real here, we have a time frame that states, AD and BC, which stands for after death and before Christ.

So, because as the years pass, we have watered down the realisation, that this history happened with Christ.

Many times, evidence shows, they found blood, blood from where Jesus was, 2000 years old, dried, tested it and it’s alive. Noah’s boat, more and more, because humans try and use the human brain, they cannot add it up. So instead try and shut you down and shut you up.

But one certainty here, I am not nuts, just called, called to seek out my path in life. Every time someone didn’t like what I wanted to do, they shut me down, I have been called stupid, worthless etc etc.

Great ideas and thoughts are constantly in my head, because the spirit of prudence knows I am excited by invention. I always use to never understand why, people always worked on assumption, it makes me fired up, because you should never assume what I can do.

Being my fathers daughter, I can do all he has for me and more, in that I have trust. He knows, money doesn’t interest me, but righteousness on certain matters does. Being a good steward is and thinking everyday, if I sin, it is another hit to Jesus on the cross.

So I make sure, I am conscious to not sin, or try not too, I am only human…

I know, some do not understand, but I love it.

Here, we have got just seven days and people are rebelling in small groups.

But I was able to fix someones mending, I seem to be the only person who owns a sewing machine.

And I love to mend, I love to darn socks, to use something till it has nothing left in it.

Yes, I could not do it like the third which went on for ages, but you get a lot done.

I find, it gives me a peace, a peace to know that I cannot be interrupted, I am reading, praying in tongues, I am inviting his presence and I love it.

I grew up and was OK in my own company, my son was the same and that’s OK. Some need to be with people and that is OK, we are all different, but enjoy it.

I find instead of crying, I laugh, instead of worry I find joy. I work on the opposite because I know, what ever the enemy tries, I must be close, close to my next victory and that is exciting.

So, if I say I like lock down, what does the enemy have, hot air.

Just, turn this into a positive and read revelations, time is almost up, to get a grip and know who is in charge.

I’m excited….

Many times in life we have idol’s that get in our way.

What am I on about, some can have money, some can have family, some big fat men, some even who they see in the mirror or even children, sometimes even just too much stuff in the home.

All of this gets in the way, with you and the father.

I am not saying to ditch everything, but everything needs to have a certain place in life. But in my view a religious idol is so wrong, because when you experience him, nothing comes close.

We get told things and we never question the truth, where has this come from, eating a slug from the ocean is good for you, cutting of a rhino horn and consuming it is right. Sorry, but when it comes to a rhino horn, it is just compressed hair, there are other thing made synthetically that can do more for you.

The constant killing of animals when the reasoning is just wrong, gets my back up. An elephant is killed for a tusk, really who in there right mind would want one. Understanding the importance of the balance with animals that all humans need to have to survive on this earth.

Anyway as you can read, I believe in eating only what you need. This earth cannot sustain, what is happening right now, and I do not want my father walking on a planet, his father created and seeing what we have done.

Idols can be a mansion, really this I find the most nuts. Why, because you are one person, your house should be what you need, the point is Jesus is what I need. Is your ego so small you need a big house, just because you can does not mean you should..

What I want, I ask within reason, but I do not want a huge house, when I know others may be struggling and not only that, would I be feeding my selfish ego here.

I think sometimes, I am the only one who thinks this way. I dream about building on the property which I live, (I have a passion for plans and houses) only because this house is built wrong, wrong to do with windows, insulation, plumbing etc. A home should not be, what you think you want, if your more concerned to just entertain, then build a shed.

I would like a home that makes sense, is big enough for what I need to do and that is it, I do not need to buy and move and move and move, trying to become rich. I am rich, rich with the father who is with me.

I admit my TV has been my idol recently, but I want to see droplets of gold oil, like I use to, when I would talk to someone about the father. I want the fire back, I want to live the mandated life he set for me.

I pray that I can put down my idol and make him, mine…. and find out what my mandate is.

Do not be a luke warm christian.

Many of us are luke warm, just cruising along, and not getting fired up, so we leave ourselves open.

Get your books out and get moving, for he is coming quickly.

Many times I hear things and feel physically sick.

Why, does this happen to me, because I feel the earth, I feel the vibration and see it differently to others.

When I see waves coming in, and going out, I feel the earth breathing.

I have heard the leaves on trees clapping, I have felt the vibration of the land.

At times I have even felt the force anger, for what is being done against it and for us to be moved to pay attention.

Know I know, reading this back to myself, it sounds a little incredible.

But think about it, it says he created this earth, he breathed life into us, but we have got so busy trying to fit everything in.

Some trying to be rich, some trying to be famous, some just trying to own it all. But you have nothing, unless you become aware of the vibration.

I try all the time to be aware of what I purchase, how it will be used once I finish with it. We all should be aware, because we get one shot at this and to not do so, is a real smack to the father.

I walk in the bush, I feel the trees, singing, moving with the wind, I do pray others can tap into this. For what you see, through his eyes, is absolutely amazing.

I have a picture that I printed and every time I walk past, I talk to him and tell him, how much I love him.

Sometimes I even blow a kiss, this is because, I know without him I am nothing.

Someone told me what to do and I did it, then I had an experience holding a stone out of his river, a sapphire and it vibrated.

Now I am not talking about a dream here, I am talking about his river, that comes from his throne.

I went into it, I surrender myself to experience everything, to breath in the water that glows.

He does this, because he loves me, he knows that when I do this, I am coming to him.

Many times, we want him to fix us, to visit us, to do all the time.

But, have you ever moved into a space, where you seek him, his presence, that you move your spirit in his direction. Not because you want something, but because you just want to visit, to just see if HE NEEDS YOU.

To be a friend of GOD, not a child that wants all the time.

It is like in the natural, as a parent you can give and give to a fault, then you create children that only want to take.

But have you considered, how to build a giver, not for what they will get out of it. To freely give, without expecting anything in return.

That is the real jewel here, when you give, he does not care what you have, he cares for you, you cannot hide the bad parts from him, but you can start anew, with an honest one.

I was watching something, someone sent to me and I am grateful.

Grateful, because I forgot, forgot just how powerful he can be.

When I had a mass, I believed beyond any doubt, my life would be saved. That this thing would not cause me any harm.

Then the memory of this became smaller, when new circumstances came into play, I forgot to stand on this again.

So pain became monumental, and I became more and more the wrong way, believing the lie.

Where his truth, his truth can and will set me free.

So when you forget, it can be time to rev up again and remember, remember all he has done before and all he can do now and in the future.

Do not think your done, or have to live with it, that’s a lie, your more important to the father than that.

So, take it from me, when you have a chance grab hold of the lies and sit, talk to him and stake your claim that his truth will set you free.

Yeehaa……

I find it truly amazing, that people are following this blog.

I do not like the word, blog, lets call it “life in print.”

Well, this life in print, is one I have lived through and I find even my own words, inspiring.

Inspiring, because, it is amazing that all this happened to me, to little old me.

I don’t seem to be any kind of special, just someone, you would walk past and never remember.

But, through my life of finding my father, my real father, my journey and my miracles and blessings, I feel amazing.

I always use to say, I am the exception, not the rule. Because I am his exception, I am his daughter, the apple of his eye, how amazing is that, how exceptional is that fact.

So the fact that I see people from around the world, reading my story, is absolutely (I have no word, to describe).

But my biggest prayer, is those who, may be going through something, see hope. Hope that there is light, there is life, there is joy, out the other side.

I see 9 countries on my stats, and I think of you. I hope that your OK, I hope that my words touch your heart. That my journey, gives your strength, to stand on your path. The one that father set up for you, and choose it, choose to take hold and not let go, choose to surrender and soar like and eagle.

And to live, not only a better life, but a lived life.

God bless……