Recently I was told, I am hard about the stand I am making towards not only my daughter but my son.

I said, I love you, but I AM DONE.

You see every time something great is about to happen, the enemy tries to get me off course.

But I have chosen and I DO NOT GO BACK, I am a mother and I mothered them when they were children.

As adults, what they do is their choice I cannot keep going over and over the past, to try and make me feel less of a person and get me to live a miserable life, which I believe is what they want.

All my life others have used there excuses to control me, I wouldn’t say boo, I was told, you always wanted to be the centre of attention, why on God’s green earth would I.

These ridiculous words no longer control me, as I said, you are not my children, you are my son and daughter.

But I will not allow you to hurt me or scare me, I am the daughter of the King.

I will not associate in the world they live in, for it will muddy my walk and I will not allow it.

Reading this you may think, boy she is hard. No I am not, but I have a tenacity and strength in me.

Something that has been built over time, from every arrow that has been shot in my direction. From every breath that has winded me and from every hurt.

What the enemy has tried to stop me, has built a woman of God. A woman that will stand and shout his praises. A woman who knows, that she will be able to do what Jesus did, because she believes every word.

A time is to come, when the world will take notice, and what I have to do is ready myself, get prepared and do what I have to do, in his time and season…

When I came to a point of giving my life over, I gave it all.

I have no wish to live in a mansion, or have a heap of wealth, what I did say lately to the Lord.

Father I know many win the lotto, so why can’t I, I have no wish to buy a Bentley or Mercedes and really they are all just cars, so I am not impressed by any brand at all.

I see people have homes and family or possessions and I ask this over and over, when they do not like anything touched.

When it says surrender all, that means, if he asks you to walk from your family. I will not be given an ultermatum, it me or him. In me I know the answer, I have no other way to go, but him, so it is the family choice to not respect my beliefs, there loss not mine.

You see when I do something and choose, then I am all in. I am not impressed by wealth or fancy houses or jewels, because I know that nothing compares, not one dam thing.

So if you say you surrender all, then do it. Not so much as long as it doesn’t touch my family or finances or possessions etc.

It is like someone said to me and then through a word at me, your his child and you have to answer to why you did not look after your children.

I find many get confused and have to have the grey area to believe their own dribble, coming out of there mouths.

Let me make this clear, I am not his child, but I AM HIS DAUGHTER. If your a child you need milk and a dummy, unless you choose to mature. Then it is you, that has to face him on judgement day, and when he says, turn from me, for I do not know you and you state but Lord, I cast out demons in your name.

Baa humbug, it will not count, I have to get every meaning, and accept it.

Like I said, if they fall down dead, those who have tried to stop the plan, I have no concern, no remorse and no care, I trust his work, regardless of what I see to come.

Ain’t that the real truth here…stand up and stop excusing bad behavior

I was praying and still believing that the truth will show in America, we all see it.

They are blinded by the thought of themselves being more powerful than anyone else. But that is their weakness.

Pressuring trying to control the votes, what is happening here is the enemy is trying to destroy a country.

But who has the real power, JESUS, THE LORD OF LORD, the alpha the omega, the beginning and the end.

As I said, this fat lady ain’t going to sing for what they think might be done, for the Lord is the one who is in power and when I was praying.

And I pray HARD and with force, I saw all those who have tried to come against Donald Trump, fall down dead. For they are the living dead, think about it, they have no honour, no respect, no accountability, and a destiny of spending eternity in hell.

I saw him (Don) stand in the middle in the glorious light of the Lord. Glory Glory Glory

The world sees Don as foolish, but when you know and trust who is in charge, he will take you and confound them in every direction.

Then they use what has been done in the past, well the past is just that P A S T.

I am feeling right now, they are trying to throw mud and see if it sticks, well what I see is mud like a boomerang and flying back and hitting them in the face.

Don, hope it is OK I call you that, when you are knocked down and hit from every direction, even sometimes your family is used to try and pull you away from Jesus plan.

But your glory is sticking, I see you as he sees you and regardless of anything else for that, I know you have chosen to finish the plan over your life and for that, I thank you.

In my life I put on a brave face, only a few will really know things I want them to know.

And that is OK, but I need to scream. I get hurt and I shut up, but I think what would my father do.

What would Jesus want me to do here, he knows me, I have allowed him full disclosure.

He knows what I am dealing with and only he will know, because he has to do it.

I cannot force someone to change, I cannot share tears that words have made me shed.

I will put a smile on my face and act like its fine for peace. Because, regardless of the attacks, he has showed me that what is said, is because they see themselves in me.

The old me, and seeing me sharpens their sword. So it is OK, because I believe in his work.

I trust him to be my protection, so as I come out of this sadness, I will be shown his glory for his plan is for me, not against me.
Ain’t that the truth…

When I was young, my brothers faults were felt. But I watched my mother, take on his faults and excuse him, over and over.

She was trained as a child to think, she was less because she was female and anything they did to her, was expected because they had a right.

Until before she died, that phone call sometimes comes back and I do shed a tear. Because, it took till he did something that broke her, as she said, “If I tell you, you will KILL him”.

You see, my dad (boy that was hard to write) would belt with closed fits and rape her and mentally assault her all the time. He had a sexually transmitted disease but was also a spoilt boy, which grew into a spoilt man.

But his wrongs become my mothers burden, when his mother should have whacked him.

As I grew, I married another spoilt boy, sick is a very light description. But his faults, his mother blamed me. Again, what the heck, take off the rose coloured glasses.

Then I met my children’s father, yes never married, as I said, I have lived in the world and I am not perfect, but I will go onto perfection. I met him, I dressed well and was a size 11-12, little by little I lost me, I gained so much weight because of words, cutting words and became a size 22. And his mother blamed me for his mistakes, and her husbands mistakes, she took on to her death bed.

So these past weeks I saw the side of my son, I do not like. A dishonouring son, a son I stood up for and was lied too, a son that I should have blamed and I took on his faults.
As to why this post, when do you take the hat and wear it. My hat is mine, but yours is just that, YOURS. So I post this, because the father is showing me the light and I see now, I go before him for forgiveness and to put in me the strength to stand strong for him.

I will no longer, wear anyone else’s hat. I am not your REFLECTION, that is what you see, but I am not the enemy, I am not in the wrong.

Maybe, just maybe it is YOU….

This post is meant for growth and change.

Yesterday I was discussing how I am making a stand, I regret the conversation, because you cannot share certain things.

All night I have felt a deep sadness, because I see my old self in the old thinking pattern.

I realise from experience that there is always more to know, but when it is no ones business, but you and the father it becomes a case of, I want to stop and not talk any more. I live as if with my father, so when I have to deal with something so minor and it really is, I have to step back and shut the heck up.

I know that someone has poisoned one’s mind, the other speaks the right words, but has nothing to back it up. I have had to realise, these past few weeks that if my son, cannot see the truth then that is up to him. I am not the enemy here, I put a lot into them and copped a lot and cried a lot, especially when their father would not participate in their lives, I know the pain in that.

But they are not children anymore, I did the best with what I had at the time. When they become adults they have to answer to him, when the time comes.

I will not stop my life, when I have surrendered it, to be pulled back and back and back. That is ridiculous to me, I am not going to force anyone to love me, because I have the word mother over me.

I mothered them, when everyone walked away. I may not have done everything right, but at least I have apologised and I leave the rest to the father.

It is time to put the responsibility in the right place, not the wrong.

It is a time of great injustice to Christian’s and people everywhere.

But we have the right, we are not insignificant, we are made for his purpose.

The father I feel wants me to stand and make noise.

If he tells me, I cannot deny him, I cannot sit by and think, oh you got it wrong or I am scared.

Oh no, not me, for I have nothing to loose and the father to gain.

I will do what he requires of me, in the time that is required and I will not be sorry or ashamed. I will stand boldly to make know the mystery of his kingdom.

I am his daughter and if you don’t like it, then don’t listen… But a time is coming soon that you will not be able to anymore..

OOooo he is on point.

This man is great because he will is an Aussie who will speak the truth

Standing for Don you stand for the masters plan, it is that simple.

Do not get confused by what you hear, pray pray pray.

It is that simple….

Please share to let everyone you know, KNOW.

I give you freedom to do so…

I have read our constitution and words from Americas is that your suppose to have freedom of speech and liberty.

WHERE IS IT???? freedom to have your vote counted. Hmmmm

So when votes are being cancelled out (so bad), people are pushing there weight around intimidating those who are suppose to be free to have there voice heard.

Really get a grip, I watch sometimes and think, what a joke, because I am sure they say things, just to sound better than they really are. I watch a 77 year old dirty old man, don’t be fooled & why isn’t someone protecting those young girls, someone has to shout NOW.

AGAIN IT IS NOT FINISHED, trust me when I say if witches are up praying at night, then you need to pray, you do not want a cursed nation under the control of the enemy.

Donald has been picked to clean things up, yes he may play with the media. But I watch and listen and see, see what others do not.

Trust the masters plan, do not get confused by personality.
Remember it says, “I will take the foolish to confound the wise”.

So if you fear anything, fear your freedom and pray for the Don.

TRUST TRUST TRUST, I have been praying all the time.

Because I have dealt with the bad and you DO NOT WANT TO GO THERE.