What is your service?

What are you so driven to do, that cuts you off from the work of the father.

Are you driven, because the enemy is driving your bus?

Do, you stop and think and ask, what would Jesus do? I do when I need wisdom, when I need her to help me, she was there in the beginning.

So, instead of me me me me, I I I, STOP, what today, can you do to be of service.

Use these seconds, well…………….

Many times, I feel the enemy trying to get me to think bigger of myself.

But I remember his words, pride comes before the fall.

So, I remember what the father has done for me, all his miracles, all his blessings and I sit humbly thanking him for all he has done.

When you remember, you stay solid, well I do.

Remembering that without him, I have nothing, or no where to run.

Without that great love, I am just a small drop that no one sees, but I know beyond doubt that my father sees me.

I do not hide from him, I do not shy away the bad bits, that he and I know sits there.

But as I have said, “I am a work in progress”, I work on the bits that arise at times and count my joy when something is broken.

It comes back to being humble, I do not seek fame or fortune, I seek my relationship with my dad. Beyond everything, that is my most valuable thing.

I feel sadness for those who I know, live in the world and are trying to control those around them, who seek glory or money, I pray for them even though they may really dislike me, that’s fine, they have to face judgement.

But I really do hope that before their time comes, they become aware of facing there demons and find peace. And remember his words, “present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service”.

It really is that simple, to surrender yourself, because self is an illusion of self importance.

Presently I am still helping my cat, Out 4 a Duck, his eye is still infected. So we are trying, him with injection, which is long lasting and me, cleaning with salt water and squeezing the infection out.

But as the Lord reminds me, his love never fails, so never give up, never give in.

And I am one determined woman, its funny how inside me, I feel like someone in a manual car. You may know if your at the traffic lights and you try and race someone, your in first and soon move to second, to zoom past, well, that is what I did once, with my mothers promptings.

But that is what I feel when times get tough, I hit second gear and speed up and knuckle down.

Why would anyone surrender, I do not understand, when I know the good fight, fighting is just what I do…

What has stuck me is this, revelations says a lot about what is happening NOW.

So, when something changes or mutates to different so called phases, how can one single needle that is made for the original, fight off the others. I need more info on this, I do not have peace on the reasoning.

But, we need to realise 1/3 of the population will perish, it is not something we can stop, because it is written.

So many times, we run around like chooks with our heads cut off, flapping and not being wise.

I know, getting myself right, is the only way to be saved, when the time comes.

So, its not about anything else, but, becoming aware of my surroundings, to find the only escape route I know.

My father….

Many years ago, I watched a movie which had such an impact, I never forgot it.

Seeing all the news about Covid, I am very aware of reading between the lines, knowing there is always more to the story.

Now the fear, fear is from the enemy and I know from experience, if you know who you are in him and trust with all you have, then it cannot touch you. But, many others are in fear and a lot of untruths flail about and we can become easy push overs, now, this is only my point of view. I am not in no way trying to push anything on anyone, but share what I believe is the truth, so lets get this cleared up now.

I was asking the father about all that we are shown, and what is really happening, because even with all the technology, who is really steering that ship. And yesterday I got my answer, so back to this movie I remember.

I do not know what the title was, but it was about either an English class or history, set in America and the students who thought, they knew it all and could not be challenged debated how a nation could get behind a lunatic.

Someone, I think the teacher put one thought into someones head, well they ran with it, coming together, threatening violence to those who they called friends, but did not agree with joining the ever expanding power group. They were really single minded, wanting to eradicate those who did not agree, they would demonstrate in a very controlled forceful and threatening way etc.

Anyway, there was an announcement that there leader would be in the hall, on a certain day/time etc. So the establishment, went into over drive, they locked those in, who did not want to join and the force and mindset was scary, but like everything, I stick to see it to the end.

The enforcers stood around the room, shouting for there so called leader, they locked the doors. Someone started speaking and said the leader was about to be revealed.

All eyes set on the stage, the curtains opened and then on the screen Adolf Hitler was shown, silence in the room. Then the realisation of what happened hit them all, those thinking they knew better, who were right and were shown, just how a nation can be fooled to believe a lie, run by a lunatic.

My revelation, what about nations, put the s on the end. What is the real truth and is it trying to make me and us all follow along without the realisation of who is trying to force the issue. My problem with it is, everyone believes anything, even through electronic sights, why are we not finding out, our own answers from the father, I believe I did.

I am sharing this, not to make you not get the jab, but question your path, make sure your path is heaven sent, not worldly enforced, it must be right, between you and the father. Its like joining the army, but getting the wrong leader, make sure your following the right path, that you know is right for you.

I know my father is all I want, I must remember, I live in this world, but I am not of it and the more I spend time in prayer, the more I need to make sure, I see through into the spirit, not by my eyes alone.

What do you consider a disability, now the reason for this post is because, I had to be taught a lesson.

When my cat was little and chose me (yes the best pets do), his foot was missing, bone sticking out and bleeding when he knocked it.

A trip to a vet, that did not cost the earth, after many calls to find one, that would also de-sex him at the same time.

I thought I had to make allowances for him, but he showed me, he found ways around it and never realised anything different.

Instead of jumping up, he pulls himself up to get on the bed with me.

Now with an eye missing, I know, he is not disabled, just extra special and loved, because of his difference.

I work on the assumption, if he won’t give up, then neither will I.

If he needs a little extra allowance, and a life adjustment and I can do it, then I do.

He knows, we work together as a team. He gives love and so do I, with no one more important, but I am the boss and he knows it when it counts….

Many would not take on a animal with something different, but why not, I once had a dog that was blind in one eye. She would only allow me to touch her, her breeder was going to destroy her because, she was considered faulty.

Really, the only fault sometimes, is our own mind and the way we have been programmed to think…

When, I feel my voice is not heard, I think of this, he heard the one small voice in a crowd.

Many times in my life, I had to scream internally, for no one heard what I was saying.

Sometimes, I am guilty of this, not understanding what is being said.

We are not always right, we are not always the know it all to life.

But my father is, I hear him and I love it.

Before this shut down, someone was looking for something, I heard “its in the pantry” and so it was, I burst out with a joy, of “I love it, the way he says it” I find the joy in knowing, I am hearing, he is speaking and he is listening to my one small voice.

I just felt a realisation of who is going to hear my voice, I am not perfect, I do not know it all. But I am open to learn, open to admit, to be able to listen more, be patient and to see from the other side.

This is my key, I am very capable or breaking down things, like working for someone I was once friends with. I knew when she was my boss and when I was her teacher and friend. This is an invaluable trait, that I treasure to have be blessed with, for the old saying, do not mix business with pleasure. Separating things, breaking things down, like a task into sections, makes it easier to know the path out.

Many times, I shock myself, not only for thinking outside the box, but able to work things out as others more qualified than me, sit and hack things out and not see what I do, what frustrates me is how they devalue my point.

Yes, I am extraordinary and that is OK, because I am extra ordinary, I am my fathers daughter, statement.

I watch and see people in business, not grasping the knowledge that times, they are a changing.

Sometimes I think to myself, if only I was at the point I am now. Strong, and single minded, especially when I know what is right.

It’s funny but this little “life in print” is making a big change, as I read my own words, I feel it so strongly. Sometime ago when I worked in the city, I would hold in a scream, knowing, what sat right in front of their faces. You don’t have to be blind, to not really be able to see, sometimes a blind person, can see more than others.

I use to watch sheep on farm, some would simply follow along and not see danger, but others were aware. And that is the same with all of us, we are so consumed to be a certain way, when do we stop and evaluate our own danger.

But what really is driving us, or is our will, did he not request us to surrender, sometimes what we want, is not what we need.

Think about this last statement, it is like a husband for us single girls, we can dream up anything and list a certain man, and then find fault, once it crosses our path, we can even justify the really unacceptable behaviour.

Why, because of what we think, we want or deserve, but what about the NEED here.

We are not the smartest tool in the shed, and many in the world, jump in the sack and their body rules there head. So, things fall apart in the most emotional way, but again, what do we need.

Need is time, time to understand, once you surrender, talk to the father, he is jealous of anyone near to you, for he loves you more than you love yourself, to give you all that you need. All you have to do, is respect that, respect that he sees the way you are, he knows exactly what may need to be pulled out of your life, to make you change for his plan to take affect.

We get so caught up in detail, and the Aussie response is to pull someone down first (as women we pick at fault), before we stop and look, try pointing the finger at yourself.

Are you perfect, have you not sinned, what familiar pattern have you got, that needs transparency, you may think you see yourself, but I know myself, I have many faults and as my statement says, I am a work in progress and that’s OK to say that.

I always take stock of myself, have a moment and judge my mirror inside. For if I do not do this, then growth cannot take place, getting a big head or prideful is wrong, putting money before the father, wrong or popularity or position.

Making time to shut down the world, and put him first this I am still working on, I have moments and I am honest enough to admit it.

But times are changing and I am very aware of this…

I have been thinking and why I seem to others to be questionable, if your in church, its a cult.

But to me a cult is when you have no say, you follow along like a numbed idiot, and you cannot see the other view.

If you walk into a store with a stick, feathers and bells, your considered spiritual. If you read cards, boards etc, then your accepted.

But, if your a christian, that believes he lives, your considered nuts.

Lets get real here, we have a time frame that states, AD and BC, which stands for after death and before Christ.

So, because as the years pass, we have watered down the realisation, that this history happened with Christ.

Many times, evidence shows, they found blood, blood from where Jesus was, 2000 years old, dried, tested it and it’s alive. Noah’s boat, more and more, because humans try and use the human brain, they cannot add it up. So instead try and shut you down and shut you up.

But one certainty here, I am not nuts, just called, called to seek out my path in life. Every time someone didn’t like what I wanted to do, they shut me down, I have been called stupid, worthless etc etc.

Great ideas and thoughts are constantly in my head, because the spirit of prudence knows I am excited by invention. I always use to never understand why, people always worked on assumption, it makes me fired up, because you should never assume what I can do.

Being my fathers daughter, I can do all he has for me and more, in that I have trust. He knows, money doesn’t interest me, but righteousness on certain matters does. Being a good steward is and thinking everyday, if I sin, it is another hit to Jesus on the cross.

So I make sure, I am conscious to not sin, or try not too, I am only human…

I know, some do not understand, but I love it.

Here, we have got just seven days and people are rebelling in small groups.

But I was able to fix someones mending, I seem to be the only person who owns a sewing machine.

And I love to mend, I love to darn socks, to use something till it has nothing left in it.

Yes, I could not do it like the third which went on for ages, but you get a lot done.

I find, it gives me a peace, a peace to know that I cannot be interrupted, I am reading, praying in tongues, I am inviting his presence and I love it.

I grew up and was OK in my own company, my son was the same and that’s OK. Some need to be with people and that is OK, we are all different, but enjoy it.

I find instead of crying, I laugh, instead of worry I find joy. I work on the opposite because I know, what ever the enemy tries, I must be close, close to my next victory and that is exciting.

So, if I say I like lock down, what does the enemy have, hot air.

Just, turn this into a positive and read revelations, time is almost up, to get a grip and know who is in charge.

I’m excited….