I was out picking baby spinach and talking with the father, as I often do, no I am not mad to those who are yet to believe.

And I heard these words, to ask yourself, WHO’S YOUR DADDY?

Now I accept him as my father, because I have also heard the enemy and he wants to kill, steal and destroy YOUR life.

So, I have said before, “Lord I trust you with my life” and he has saved me countless times, because I know if I was an unbeliever I would have died years ago.

I am a person that once something is locked in to my data base, its in & there is no compromise, so get out of my way.

Two weeks prior to all my ducks lining up, I kept hearing him say, “You say you trust me, but do you BELIEVE ME?”

Now lets us get back to the idea that the enemy can sit in church and hear the sermon, because he wants to STOP YOU, & halt YOUR life. So I ask you, IS YOUR LIFE WORTH IT?

We have learned the devil was head angel of music, then he got thrown out, thinking too big and falling off the perch. But think of this, if he affects electronics, then wouldn’t he have a field day with social media.

Anyone who knows me, knows if there is a allergic reaction, I will have it, even if no one has had one before.

Getting back to the DUCKS, 1. I heard “you get the flu vac every year and that doesn’t worry you, so why this one”. 2. I asked which one, which does he see fit for me to have. Plain and simple “Pfizer”3. Someone had to have a turn around, this happened. All the ducks lined up, so I made my first appointment and got the vaccine, NO ENEMY WILL STOP ME.

I went into the room and was asked was I ready, I lifted my finger and said, “hang on” I turned to the bed as I felt too. I said out loud and with conviction, “Father I am a Christian and I am going to stand on your word, you say in Mark 16 v18, no poisonous thing will harm me, I am going to make a stand and I BELIEVE, your word alone and I will not have an allergic reaction” I turned to the doctor and he smiled and nodded.

I told him, “right go”. I had a sore arm, I slept for about 3 hrs, then a little insomnia and that was it.

So again, are you a seat warmer, or are you ALL IN. Have you really surrendered all, or just enough to comfort you

If he is asking you, the question, what is holding you back. Is it, the enemy filling you full of fear and anxiety, don’t let him strum your strings, severe them. Who has more power, he that lives within ME, or the one trying to take us out.

All I have to do is, hear from my father and trust me when I say, the enemy tried to make me doubt which one and should I really have it.

Well I told him with a shout as to where to go… don’t make room in your motel for him to enter, stick up the no vacancy sign and step forward, believing the fathers word…

Because he is my daddy, full stop

Lets think outside the box, I was watching this show about Alien space craft and how the government is trying to hide it from everyone.

I keep thinking, Nostradamus prophesied the next war would come from China, it would be swift etc.

But, what if, when you read the word alien in the bible, hmmm if so many believe his words are lies, then how is this word in there from so many years ago.

What if, we are not the only ones, what if, there is another world far more advanced than us, visiting and do not care if your the head of any country. But are compiling data, for such a time to come.

Now, I am grasping at strings here, but really, when someone thinks they are the answer to everything, only time tells and hits them off there perch.

And, when its time to live on this earth, for a thousand years with Jesus, they will all be forgotten. No one has the right to rule over anyone using bullying, threatening behaviour, all the world sees to those who are looking is really how small and scared they really are.

I learned long ago, bullies are cowards, when it comes to the crunch.

I was thinking about the last days, how seven years we would have plagues, earthquakes etc etc.

Then we would have something where people will drop like flies and just die in front of us.

And, when the sun is blocked out and there is a mass extinction.

Do you see the word being played out now, have you see glimpses of his warning, to get your life in order.

To pray, to spend time, to make time for him.

I am guilty of not putting in the effort, because I got sad, but I need to fire up again and get back to me and him alone.

Then, things will change.

My darling car, had a little exhaust problem and ended up sounding like a dodge truck on a farm.

Yes, instead of purring like a cat, she growled, I thought it was funny.

You just gotta find the joy in the little things.

I went to one place, they looked at me and thought, oh here comes an easy one.

Big mistake, I rang another place, my pastor has knowledge of cars and suggested another one, I rang and was brutally honest. Once he looked at it, and quoted $90 less than the other one, she got fixed today.

My car is a blessing from the Lord, its another story, but so beautiful. I left the place and told them, bless your cotton socks.

Its funny when I was there to see what he could do, he said to start him up, I soon corrected him, its a girl. I know it sounds bizarre, but my car is definitely female, I get in her and it feels like I am accepted in a way or she knows me.

I know what I just typed up sounds nuts, but I get into my friends car, and every time I feel her agitation or anxiety to the point, when I get out, I am worn out. Its like a waves or the earth, I feel it, like knowing the words in a book, yet to be written.

When Covid started, the so called experts were telling us, so many versions. But knowing they were scrambling and they did not know, what or how, I waited.

I listen to some news, but not all…

Why, because lies try and make us all jump in line, but what about using your brain and relationship with the father.

I have allergies, as I have spoken about before, the thought of an injection that they had not approved, being used and causing harm, was enough of a road block.

But, what did I do, I kept saying, “Lord I trust you” I was asking and waiting, he knew I needed all the ducks to line up.

So what happened, I heard the words, “you have a flu injection every year and don’t think anything of it”, one duck, secondly I needed to know which one to have, I heard the name, then another was someone close to me, agreeing that it was OK.

All the ducks lined up, and I have had one injection, you see in the word it asks, do you trust in him, do you stand on his word, do you listen to his voice alone.

The day of the injection, the enemy tried to put fear into me, and I knew the lies were just that. When I sat in the doctors office, he asked if I was ready, I told him to wait, then I spoke these words, “Lord you say in Psalm 91 that no plague will come near my dwelling, (which is me and my home), in Mark 16 v18 you say no poison will harm me, well father, no needle will cause any allergic reaction in your name, for I believe your word”, I turned to the doctor who looked at me, smiled then nodded, OK ready.

All I had was a sore arm, and I rested by sleeping for a few hours in the afternoon.

When a word sinks into me, it is like a shield a barrier against and arrows, flung at me by the enemy.

For if you stand and believe, what can come against you and fear put around by social media, who is really behind that….

Think about it

I was just watching the movie Hidden Figures and the Lord reminded me of what, I can accomplish.

You see, the world see’s what I look like, but the Lord showed me when I was in Year 9 or 10. We were given a maths test and I went through it figured out what I knew and left a few, not understanding the question.

I remember my teacher telling me to get on with it, but I had finished and sat quietly and did not know what was his problem. Speaking up, I told him I was done (the smartest in class were still going through it), I went through it again just encase, but again sat quietly. He, looked at my work and said where is your working out.

My mother taught me the fast version, because my brain only needed one or two numbers, the answer would pop into my head. Trying to explain this landed on deaf ears, you see they could not grasp what I did or how, I did it, because it was something they could not understand.

I remember him putting a sum on the board that was so long, I firstly panicked, then numbers started to fall out of my mouth. My mother was contacted and was told if I applied myself, I could be ducks of the school, but I just wanted to just get through with life (things were happening to me that almost caused me to stop living), and you see being best, or given an award for something, does not drive me.

He drives me…

Then, when the business I worked for gave me a course to complete in Cert 4 Business Administration and Cert 4 Frontline Management. What shocked those in the know was, that I figured out the computer system had a fault and I found it, (this was part of the course to do a paper on something and how to fix it) and as far as I know I did not complete Year 10, because of outside circumstances. Being a single mum, being a woman who believes, or just because of what I look like, I have always been overlooked.

Watching the movie, I kept thinking why am I sitting here, maybe he is trying to tell me something. Maybe I need to stop listening to those with a loud voice and show them instead.

Maybe, I have to let this cook and wait to find the answer.

Did you know there are 9 variants of Covid.

I was watching NBC and the head medical guy said this, he also said, the new variant MU is being tested and they think it is immune to any vaccines and believes if not this one, then the next.

SO, why do we not know this in Australia. He said what I have been thinking, it mutates because people keep moving around. Sounds right to me, so what I keep thinking is, we all stop, pick a date and stop for one month, then I would like to know what happens.

BREAKING! Israel’s Covid chief calls for fourth vaccine dose “If it doesn’t work the first three times, just keep trying” Israel should begin preparations for administering fourth coronavirus vaccinations, the nation’s pandemic coordinator has said as daily infections continue to rise.

Watching the show, how people were set up to comment on the obese to get others reactions.

IT MADE ME FEEL SICK, why do others conform to think that is OK, to make others feel small. And then join the other idiots, in a laugh or giggle, I mean really, who are these people.

If someone is out and getting some sun, it is not about how they look, it is about there heart and making sure they are OK.

If I was there on that beach and other individuals had been talking smack, I would have set them straight.

A person is of value, if the father thinks it, then what is wrong with us.

I always come back to this statement, who made you Judge, jury and executioner and instead of joining the gang, like in school, grow a brain and a heart and be the change.

Stand up for the right, to not only stop the course, but be bold enough to show a new one.

IT has nothing to do with, how good I may think I am, that does not rate in any way.

IT is about empathy and heart, love and honour.

I watched two shows that I wish I could yell from the roof tops.

One was Todd Sampson, Mirror Mirror the other What Australia thinks about obesity.

Now the truth is, I have been size 10 and was not happy. (Treated like meat, when all I wanted was the value of my mind)

I have been size 24 and not happy. (Because I am constantly looked down upon to not be good enough)

Why, because the world tells me so…

BUT, the world is not correct as I see it, social media tells us, we must be sexy, or a certain way too, have value.

REALLY, I go by this, if I am well, then that is a positive, if my blood work is better than a runner or gym junkie, then another positive.

IF the world, does NOT VALUE ME, then that is the problem of the world.

I have lived and I had value at size 10, but could not see it, because it was all about my looks.

I have lived as a size 24 and become invisible, why, because the world had been conformed to not recognise me, as value. And eaten when others have made me feel of a lesser value, your body will fit the weight it is suppose to be, when your well.

And world, my father VALUES ME.

My father, loves my stretch marks, my operation marks, my cellulite and all other lumps and bumps, because HE SEES MY REAL VALUE as a whole.

He sees my mind, my heart, my soul and all and any faults and loves ALL OF ME.

So, if you feel like your not enough, yell and say this, I am worthy, I am of value and I am loved…

It really is that simple

This is how I see things, it’s a gift (I know this now) to see myself and others point of view.

This allows me to work things out, it allows me to balance many things, when others are stuck on one side.

It is easy to get frustrated, waiting for people to catch up, but I was gifted my mind for a reason. That is something I do know, and I do not think any less of others because of it, I just know, that sometimes you have to wait for their time, time to catch up.

The other day, I was entrusted with a moment and from experience I had the answer. If you are the trained to be the fixer, and try to do everything then, everything will be OK, but you get into a position where you become, not OK and cry, you feel broken and shattered (but that is exactly where he needs you to be, to rebuild).

But knowing what I know, this is a good thing, you see, you cannot change a person and you have no right too. But you have a power to help, when they are ready (not you), because when you have come from the world into a place of his rest, you get it, plain and simple.

I have seen how damage is done when your younger, and it sometimes sticks as an adult, then because your so use to it, you become blinded to it. And you behave in a way, that proves it over and over, but until you admit it, then change cannot take place.

It is the same with everyone, I am not following the crowds, I am in a place of knowing. As I go back to that place as a little girl, when I first had my encounter with him. Through it all, I learned, I listened and I watched, I found my place in him, not in the world and I am happy and content.

I see others hurt, I see everyone as unique and special, we are never perfect, but as long as we trust in him, let the rest go. And it will be well, with my soul…