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Isn’t it a fabulous day today?

The sun is shining, the daffodils are pushing through the ground to let us know that the spring weather is not far away, I am rested and feel so blessed.

I didn’t realize how tired I was, so yesterday I gave myself the day off. I went shopping and just wanted to curl up and sleep, knowing I didn’t have to think so hard anymore. LOL

Its funny but I feel like I have won the lottery, everything is now falling into place. Jesus is sending people around me to help with the next steps, this I can see clearly and I feel so special.

I had a dream last week and saw the number 20 as large as anything, I asked someone who has a Christian dream book and it was a sign of completion.

That spurred me onto finish the job at hand, then a friend text me she saw me in a dream and that I said, I wanted to be in love with Jesus (my father) more and more. The woman in the dream said, she just wanted a man, I was very happy about my part.

Why because I know if I keep my goal and seek my father, not only will healing be mine, but everything I ask for,  what he has CHOSEN for me. In that I cannot go wrong, I want my heart and spirit to seek him always and he will give me the desires of my heart.

What he chooses is always the very best and I do not want someone else’s seconds. In life with men I have said to friends, that I have shopped at the reject shop and I am not shopping there anymore.

What I mean by that is, I pushed and sought with my own flesh. What my eyes saw made me blind to what I couldn’t see, that was very wrong. I am not saying I am perfect, but I know I deserve the very best that my father has.

The old saying you cannot put the cart before the horse, is true. Don’t rush it, I am enjoying my time because it’s just that my time (more to have with my father).

Go out and put a smile on your face, don’t worry about tomorrow it will take care of itself.

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I made it to the finish line of my course

I need to share with you that I have just finished my course.

One year and one month later I am done.

I sat and cried, hell came against me but I would not surrender to it. I thank God for those praying for me and helping me with support.

I feel like I have climbed over Mount Everest and won. Challenges, OMG it has been a battle and much more.

But my father won, he wanted me to finish and finish I have, hallelujah and amen.

I can mail the print out tomorrow knowing I did my very best.

Father thank you, for just being with me and loving me along the journey.

One thing it doesn’t matter what health issue tries to stop you, you must push through glory is at the other end and its mine for the taking.

Remember, he never gives up and never runs out on me. He loves me and he loves you.

God Bless 11.40PM 8 July 2013

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Today is another day with him :)

I was about to go when I felt, what is so awesome about today.

I thought, its Saturday or suns out, spring is around the corner?

NO, the most awesome thing is, it’s another day to learn and another day with him.

Smile, go for a walk or just txt someone and say something nice.

Honour your parents if they are alive, change the atmosphere over your life, with a smile or kind word.

Honour that and its like honouring him.

Extra: I said to a young man yesterday who knocked on my door and he agreed with me (you just never know what will happen next).

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I am going to go after and touch his garment

One thing that has been in my prayer is healing, I am not sick for any other reason than to learn a lesson.

When you don’t have to strive you get lazy, slack and take the easy way around. That is what happened to me, my father wanted to save me, so he had to pull me up, make me stop and think about what I have been doing. This I can see as clear as a bell.

You may think, oh that’s not nice, but think a minute. I am not going to die, and healing is mine for the taking. What I have to do is push and be determined that in touching my fathers garment (like the woman with the issue of blood) healing will be mine.

One thing I know is my inheritance he has for me, can be pulled down and I can have this on the earth. So look out for the blog that says, IT IS DONE. I love it when he works a miracle, because no mind can justify or work out how it happened and that stops an unbeliever.

Doctors in many ways are like that, they trust the way they have been trained, but I know my dad and doctors are used by him.

I am sitting getting so excited, having a half hour break before I finish my course off. What I needed to do was inspire you, it’s never too late, never give up, because my father never runs out on me.

He can do what you can’t, just surrender and leave it to him, and enjoy the ride. Its better than any roller coaster you could ever be on and so much more fun because it never ends.

Its up to you and me, to lesson the ups and downs. Smile and get happy.

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The finish line is so close, I can feel it

I have been sitting at my computer all week, working on my course and I am so close to the finish line I can taste it.

This course which will give me two certificates when I am done, it has been a battle royal.

It is never easy when you choose to follow the Lord, the devil tries everything and anything to get you off course. He uses family, health, your mind and even technology to stop you.

As you know from before I will not be stopped, yes I have had a few set backs health wise. But the victory is in pushing through, I have had a year to remember because that is how long it has taken me.

The devil will do anything to try to make me not succeed, the funny thing is, he is so stupid, in my father’s word it plainly says, he has lost.

I look at it as if he is taking his last few breaths, and ending his reign, that is a driving point that keeps me motivated. As I have told you before he has even tried to end my life, I have won already because I am my father’s daughter.

It does not matter what happens in the process, as long as I have the love for my father and progress is being made, then my father wins every time.

I feel like this level is almost finished and I am about to go onto the next. One thing I know, you must learn the lessons the Lord has for you on every level (which I have seen mine as a clear staircase, every time I step up, ding the step lights up).

I love pushing through and succeeding because I know it’s for my father, I am driven to succeed because the finish line is so close, I can feel it.

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You dont have to wait

Yesterday we had a visiting Pastor, one of Gods real fire crackers.

Normally people want to hear what God is saying, they come for the blessing and the prophecy. Then you don’t see them again. I think to myself, it is in the quiet times that the message is the loudest.

No longer, you can get your own.

Go pray, he is waiting, but he will not give it to people, who are not obeying what he is saying, today.

We are no longer babies that have to be patted on the head and given a crutch to hold you up.

You have the ability to stand in the midst of the fire and stand strong for our father. It depends on where your growth is spiritually and how much you have learnt. It depends on whether you’re a giver or a taker.

 

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When are you going to hit the wall?

Last night something came out, that I always say, enough is enough.

You know when you can’t do what ever any more and you just have had it.

Well when this happens to me, I say to the father, “enough is enough”. It’s the place inside of you where you hit the wall and have to turn around fighting. (Great example, when an animal is cornered, it will fight for its life)

There is no other way, I usually get so fed up with what I know the devil is trying to do. I go into sheer stubborn determination.

What I got out of last night was, that I DO NOT have to wait until then. I can say it any time along the way, but I have, to have, the determination to break it and break through.

As I said, “when are you going to hit your wall”. I would rather take it on, when I know what it is, than drag out the pain, annoyance and have great pleasure in smacking the devil OUT.

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Last night I received

Last night was so wonderful, the night before I was praying for others then I started asking the Lord for answers to my prayers.

Well, I got them, yahoo, happy dance time. Someone was honouring the lord and spoke the words to me, a prophecy.

I loved it when the Lord said, ‘I will know myself as his daughter’, I was so very touched.

Then when the comment about touching his feet, that was in my prayer. The power of these words have not missed the mark.

I am about to go off like a fire cracker, I can feel the build up. Oh Lord this is going to be history making.

The Lord is showing himself more and more and I cannot be more happy, it is long overdue in my book.

Its time people knew that he is the only one to depend on, its like building something to withstand an earthquake. If the Lord wants to move it, then no preparation will make it stand any longer.

My father is going to show himself and people are going to finally be able to see, I pray that anyone who asks that my father gives them 1 chance to follow before they go. This is serious stuff in my book, I am not a wacked out Christian.

I AM my father’s daughter, I cannot be put into a box or be explained by one word. I am extraordinary, unique and marvellous, because I am HIS.

So again Lord, thank you and I love you father. As I always say, the man does Great Work!

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What is hidden, WILL be brought to the light

These last few weeks has highlighted what needs correcting in me.

One is procrastination, yes I have had to deal with this one. If it’s for someone else, I will do it immediately. If it’s for me, then I leave it.

The lord has highlighted to me that, I must do it immediately, I am important and must move when I am told. And I have said before, I have to learn the lessons just like everyone else.

Another one that not many people knew, was I didn’t think I was good enough. Now I know I am, but I have to believe it, there is a difference.

I felt a burden, that I caused the father pain, that he took my sin and illnesses on his body. when he was nailed to the cross.

The pain I have been feeling and the remorse has been overwhelming, but I know there is a reason for this. Last night, I cried out to him and said, how sorry I was for the pain I caused. I never want to hurt anyone, especially him. But as he always says to me there is a time and a season.

I realized that I was also including, what I had been trained to do, doubt myself. I was always told I was never any good, worthless you know the drill. So thinking like the Lord, I know he has chosen me, but I did not feel worthy.

So after a discussion (with a trusted friend), it has dawned on me that he sees ME. He knows me and believes in me, so I believe the father. Remove the old way of thinking and take on the new.

I am processing this and part of the reason for this blog is for me to read what I have written, it helps me to digest the keys and helps to down load this in my data base.

I am a work in progress, the key here is there is progress.

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Giving, are you a giver or a taker

I have found in life there are people who give to it and bring life and there are other that take away.

I love to give, whether it be of me, my time or something I may have. I love the feeling I get knowing I have done something that would please the Lord.

I have learnt that I must be wary of those who would take when they have not right too.

This comes with wisdom and time, I learnt once if you are getting angry or impatient, count 1, 2, 3 then 4 take a deep breath and expel it. In that time frame you give yourself time to reflex and wisdom does come (it works for me).

I read something that made me think: The Art of Giving.

The endless generosity, that brightly shines in you, brings a special quality, to everything you do.

You help and you inspire, with the love that you impart, you give your time and patience, and you share what’s in your heart.

Your kind and selfless nature, brings so many people pleasure, to know you is a privilege, that I will always treasure.

I never thought, about what people thought, of anything that I was doing, I only know that I want to give.

The real gift to me, is in the giving. But to have this little message handed to me, says more than I can share, all I know is it shows me, that what I am trying to do, (what my father wants) and how Jesus would act and react as if he was here with me. It’s awesome because I feel like it’s reminding me regardless of what people may say negatively, the good out ways this far more.

I don’t want to inspire personally, but I want my father to shine through me. I want him to have the glory, he is the one and only. I am just willing for him to use me as he sees fit, he loves me more than anyone ever could.

And I trust him with that.