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The recipe, called life

I was thinking about life and recipes and thinking how similar than can be.

I have a recipe that I call death by chocolate, it is a rich mouse cake that ticks all boxes when I make it. You only need a small amount to be satisfied, it looks amazing and is talked about long after it is gone.

What I was thinking is when I make it I have to get all three parts set up, I have to beat the egg mix separately until creamy, I have to also have the cream just brought together (as if its has started to whip). I then have to melt the chocolate, slowly and with all the attention I can give it.

Then I work the chocolate into the egg mixture, this has to be timed by the heat left in the chocolate. Then I add it to the cream, pouring it in, in a steady stream until it comes together. Which happens rather quickly, then I place it in a spring formed tin with a chocolate ripple biscuit base.

Now I have just not cared and thrown it in, with disastrous results. Not worth the time I took to buy the ingredients.

It’s like my life, if I hadn’t taken one step at a time, learnt my lessons well. And taken from what I have learnt to build that cake. Then where would I be?

If I hadn’t put my father in charge of mixing me and putting me together the right way. Then my life would have been a waste.

I am not going to let my time here be wasted, I am going to do what I have to do and learn every lesson. To grow as a living vessel.

That is what I came up with, to me it makes perfect sense.

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Wow, what an impact

I realize the last post can be taken, by anyone in different ways.

What has hit me and just now feel like I can breathe, it was not only for me but along with anyone else.

Remember I am not anymore special than anyone else, this is a journey that I have to take along with everyone else.

It is like my healing, I have to go through it to share what has happened to me. I cannot preach to anyone if I have not experience it.

Then it comes from nowhere, no experience or knowledge. It’s just like dead words, so the journey continues one step at a time.

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Hell… what do you think it is like?

This morning has been very intense to say the least. You CHOOSE how you want take this.

After praying for 30 minutes the Lord put this question out.

From the book Heaven is so Real, ‘the people were naked, without hair, and standing close to one another, moving like worms, and the flames were scorching their bodies. There was no escape for those who were captured in the pit-its walls were too deep for them to climb, and hot coals of fire were all around the edges.’

She went on to write, I noticed multitudes of people who were wearing sand-coloured robes roaming aimlessly in the vicinity of the pit’s yawning mouth. Their heads were hanging low, and they looked very dejected and hopeless. “Who are these people, Lord?” I asked. “They are the disobedient Christians”.

She went on to ask how long they would have to stay their. “Forever, My daughter. The only ones who will enter My kingdom are the pure of heart -My obedient children.”

“Many who call themselves ‘Christians’ do not live by My Word, and some of them think that going to church once a week is enough. They never read My words, and they pursue worldly things. Some who even know My words never have their hearts with Me”.

“My daughter, My Word says that it is hard, to enter the kingdom of heaven, but so few really believe this and understand its importance.

Lastly the Lord said: “I am revealing this to you so you can warn them”.

Its our bodies that dies when the time comes, but your spirit is eternal.

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Prayers to be heard….. this is mine

Father

I ask in the name of Jesus for healing to this body.

That it will be like night and day.

Transformation from infirmities, now in the name of Jesus.

Father you word says I can have what I say, I choose healing now in your name.

You took this on the cross and it says in your word, your word never lies.

So father I am reminding you what you said to me that day, You would look after me.

Father I am reminding you of your word, I make a demand on you as a child that I no longer have pain or sickness. I demand from you today in your name, I am your daughter and as my father I expect this of you.

So father heal this body, so I can go out into the nations in your name.

I will begin to see consistent healing from today onwards as I consistently pray in your name 30 mins each day, this is my contract to you that I will do my part.

Father you said it, so I believe it. I cry out now in your name for this to be fulfilled.

My pray is, I want the world to see your miracles father, show them the way.

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Thank you Lord

Thank you for waiting for me, patiently.

Thank you for loving me.

Thank you for seeing the good in me.

Thank you for your sweet and loving kindness.

Thank you for saving my life.

Thank you for choosing me.

Thank you for being my sword and shield.

Thank you God for giving us your son.

Thank you Jesus for taking my sickness and sin on the cross.

And God thank you for Jesus your beautiful son, who was indeed your greatest strategic move.

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Oh Lord that word again… Meekness

My father is trying so hard to teach this to me. Lord keep going do not give up on me.

I know I should have patience with those around me, but hooley dooley.

I use to jump down peoples necks when I finally found my voice. I use to get so upset at them, because to me their life was so easy, compared to what I had gone through.

One thing I absolutely hate doing is wasting time, I am yet to get over this hurdle. I have to let people jump over their own, and let it be. I am not the judge or executioner, if they don’t get it. I have to remember that is up to them, they will have no one else to blame on judgement day.

I am realizing this is what Jesus and my Pastors must feel like, they keep trying to fill us in, but some it goes in one ear and out the other.

One thing I am very strong about is honour, honour your word. Honour your time and honour most of all the Lord.

Pray for me if you please, need help with meekness but determined to get it.

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Life, it’s a funny thing

I was shopping with friends and came across one of those little framed sayings.

LIFE, it’s not about waiting for the storm to pass. It’s about dancing in the rain.

Now this sounds simple, yes. But do you get the meaning, it’s like the bible you can read it but if it is just words, your not getting the meaning.

You must have someone who is either of your spiritual parents to highlight this for you. It is just like you can hear, but also are you LISTENING.

We all have storms that are part of life, I am talking about you and what is going on either in you or with those close to you.

I have faced storms that would knock you down, but I say father I TRUST IN YOU and you will be my help and shield. Yes, I have cried buckets in my time, but I have to keep going.

Getting back to the meaning, when a storm is over you. Turn it around, I have gone into worship, I have sung when tears have been streaming down my face. But I will NEVER give in, that’s the key. A storm passes but I CHOOSE to make it pass faster by TRUSTING my father with my life and that of my children.

He has never given up on me, sometimes we need to flood to have the clean up. The idea is to keep watch, never become complacent and pray people. He loves each one of us and it takes all of us to be part of the body of Christ.

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Todays msg was quiet clear

If you pray more he will give more.

Sounds so simple right, yes the good old KISS principle, keep it simple.

I don’t know about you, but I have had the habit of putting up road blocks, yes I can be the greatest procrastinator. But I am learning to stop doing this, the lord has been on my case this week.

I love him for it but sometimes I wish I could hide, no option there.

So I have to keep putting one foot in front of the other and keep going.

Just because I feel low or if I am not motivated, it’s not his fault its MINE.

So I will leave you now to enjoy your day and again be blessed.

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I feel such excitement…

Recently we had a message that hit home. PRIDE, the message is always the same, are you doing things because you want the acknowledgement or are you just being prideful.

Yes this hit a chord with me, and I had to do a reality check. But can you see how wonderful timing this was.

With this blog I have had to keep checking my heart, to make sure I am giving him the voice not me. But him through me, because we are supposed to be his vessels.

So yes I have felt to lick a few wounds, but this is all part of the process of change. And change is what I have been going through, I even attacked my home to remove all unwanted stuff.

Trust me if you’re not using it and it’s just their, its stuff so pass it onto someone else, or get some money for it. You will feel so much better, or you can look at it this way (thank you father) sometimes things that may have even a sentimental attachment may be holding you back.

One thing I have learned the past is just that PASSED and the future is yours, just step forward and don’t look back.

Be brave and remember their is nothing to stop you, but you.

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Winter, oh my God, I dislike being so cold

I was just thinking about the season we are in, I dont know about you but, Oh Lord when I get cold it goes right to my bones.

Oh a girl has to love a bath a this time of year, nothing quiet like it. I think you could have all the money in the world but the simple things are always the best.

Thinking of my father and how he keeps saying that, I have a time and a season for everything.

Trust in me and I will steer the ship, you must have the season, to appreciate the journey that your on.

So I am going to love everyday I feel the cooler weather and thank God for it. At least I can enjoy it, it all comes down to attitude.

At least I am feeling it, I aint dead so move girl friend. Lets go and enjoy it, all too soon the next season will be upon us and cutting the grass non stop, that always seems to be on Viagra.

I think I need to make a nice stew and fluffy dumplings, yummo going shopping now.

Cya and enjoy your day, be blessed.