The sun is shining, the daffodils are pushing through the ground to let us know that the spring weather is not far away, I am rested and feel so blessed.

I didn’t realize how tired I was, so yesterday I gave myself the day off. I went shopping and just wanted to curl up and sleep, knowing I didn’t have to think so hard anymore. LOL

Its funny but I feel like I have won the lottery, everything is now falling into place. Jesus is sending people around me to help with the next steps, this I can see clearly and I feel so special.

I had a dream last week and saw the number 20 as large as anything, I asked someone who has a Christian dream book and it was a sign of completion.

That spurred me onto finish the job at hand, then a friend text me she saw me in a dream and that I said, I wanted to be in love with Jesus (my father) more and more. The woman in the dream said, she just wanted a man, I was very happy about my part.

Why because I know if I keep my goal and seek my father, not only will healing be mine, but everything I ask for,  what he has CHOSEN for me. In that I cannot go wrong, I want my heart and spirit to seek him always and he will give me the desires of my heart.

What he chooses is always the very best and I do not want someone else’s seconds. In life with men I have said to friends, that I have shopped at the reject shop and I am not shopping there anymore.

What I mean by that is, I pushed and sought with my own flesh. What my eyes saw made me blind to what I couldn’t see, that was very wrong. I am not saying I am perfect, but I know I deserve the very best that my father has.

The old saying you cannot put the cart before the horse, is true. Don’t rush it, I am enjoying my time because it’s just that my time (more to have with my father).

Go out and put a smile on your face, don’t worry about tomorrow it will take care of itself.