Monthly Archives: December 2013

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Enter stage left

Have you ever felt like a deer in the headlights?

We are made to feel or think that we are worthless, lies all of it.

You are made for greater things than this, why there is no change.

YOU – YOU – YOU – YOU – YOU – YOU – YOU

You get in the way of the process, you may have a small tantrum, hissy fit or conniption. Or a know it all attitude, shut it down now.

Nothing that happens in your life is because of bad luck, your parents or family. You have the ability to know the truth, you know the right way to live.

Its YOU, yep the truth will set you free. You are worthy, because you were created in his image. But if things are going wrong, then what are you doing?

The devil gets into your head, he puts thoughts in, YOU decide what to do with them. You can decide to listen or shut that voice down and hear the one that needs to be heard.

The lord can come and speak to you with a knowing or voice. You can see if its him because someone will say the exact words you heard, that’s a confirmation.

Step forth, don’t look, leap “greater things will he do, than he that is in the world”.

I would rather follow my father, than sit and be rotting. Once you do this the devil cannot hold you back, yahoo.

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Seeing beyond YOU

Because of what my family had to go through growing up, we are spread out and no one talks to the other.

I understand this, there was a lot of damage done, so what I did also was just do what would keep me going. But this I know, you have to deal with it sometime.

The reason I will not speak to them, is because I know this, they are beyond my help they need to seek God and professional help. And I know sometimes, people just don’t want the help, they see nothing wrong with the way they live.

The Lord has taken me on a journey that has helped where no one could, OMG I am so thankful for that. Because he made me look beyond ME, sometimes we get self-centred and self-possessed.

It’s true we do, I was talking to a friend the other day, she was talking about her family, her finances etc etc.

I looked at her and said, I have no family, but I have the Lord. She looked at me never realising this and I have been in the same church for a while.

This is what I mean, who is around you this christmas that you could just say hey, how are you doing?

Why I was thinking about this, Chromatix is the company that has built the church website, instead of spending money on a party etc, they contacted the IGA store and asked if they could come in and pay for people’s shopping. How gorgeous is that, thinking of others is the best gift of all…

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Never ever think life is too hard

I have been to the very edge of what I thought, I could stand and I made it through.

Yes I do understand pressure, but what I also know is you are made of greater things. So breath and if you need to take a rest, but never take a cop-out.

I know what it is like to feel like your about to break into a million tiny pieces, you will make it through and come out the other side just like a car wash. You go in dirty and looking ragged, then you get slapped, hosed, treated etc and you come out the rinse end, gleaming.

Thank you father, for that analogy, isn’t he wonderful. Yes this blog isn’t just me writing but my father sitting beside me and guiding me every step of the way.

But I check to make sure it’s what he wants, I am not the most important here, He Is………..

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Power to prevail

It says that god give you the power to prevail.

The power to tread on snakes and scorpions, that you have all power and authority.

On Sunday part of the discussion is how do you want the Lord in you life inwardly is the one I thought, but no, manifest presence.

If you believe in him, why would you not want to have him manifested in front of you. Wahoo, OMG, how awesome would that be, I thought having a relationship like the one I have with him would be enough. But no, there is so much more, why not go for gold.

I loved it on Sunday when the speaker used the phone as an example. He said how he use to have a 3G phone and using internet was so slow, he said www stands for wait, wait, wait. That was so funny, but then he explained how the Lord wants to take us into the 4G network.

Think about it, we are about to hit a time when the seasons on earth will no longer rule our lives. We will be on his time frame, how absolutely excellent. I can’t even comprehend the full impact of that, but knowing its on its way is yay Lord, go for it, do it.

Get ready, get set, lets go….

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Amazing what can happen….

I have been checking on things with this little blog and I am absolutely amazed that you are reading it.

As I sit here thinking I am not any more special than anyone else, but what makes me different is the love for my father.

Sitting here with tears in my eyes, loving him so very much it is what makes me tick. I don’t know if I have ever told you but, I have never loved any worldly man, yes because of the hurt I endured in my past. I have never let myself or found anyone who deserved the love I had to give. You build up a wall to protect what has been left untouched just to survive.

I don’t think its sad, but how special is it that the Lord has been my first love. So very special is he, so when I finally meet the man who the Lord has prepared for me, I don’t know how I will act or react but it is something special to look forward too.

Amazing how my life has turned around that the Lord, was able to change me and flip the switch. My life has changed so very much it amazes me, sitting here if you require a change just trust the process and learn from each new thing that comes along.

One thing I know for sure is if you just surrender and say ok, I repent and you lead the way. You get to here, amazed at just how far you come, change is a wonderful thing if you let it.

I use to be so very different, but when I was baptised the old me died. Hallelujah

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Did you run??? Run out of steam yet???

I have had on my heart those families that have left the churches. The ones that the Lord confronted and they didn’t like what they saw and ran.

My opinion is, are you stupid?? Yes I do not use negative words much, but really one person I am thinking of who knows the truth is WHAT ARE YOU DOING?

When you have children and YOUR decision affects them, you are accountable for them in many ways.

YOU MY LOVE HAVE TO GROW UP, I am writing this in the hope that she reads it. I love you and miss you, but my father misses you more. Stand up for your belief, you can lead your whole family back. There is no shame, but step forth into his loving arms. I understand sometimes having a husband that may be a “pill” at times is hard.

But stand for the Lord, you know you can’t run. Issues are there to be dealt with, if someone like me who can be really blunt says to you, when you get over your stubbornness. It is meant with love, no we are not always right but the father needs to deal with your FLESH.

Flesh, is a I want but don’t want to give just like a baby spitting the dummy. Will, gets you off track and lets the devil in, to destroy. If you gossip, what does it do causes strife, you need correcting, your way hasn’t worked so SURRENDER. Know I am still here waiting for you, to wake up, shake off the old you and arise, to shine.

Love brings you home, humbleness gives you a gift. You know your not stupid, you can’t run and I know he has been on your case. You have to answer for yourself, everything else will fall into line.

Trust the father, don’t listen to the negative, shut it down. You know how to take authority, use it my love.

Time is running out, don’t end up in the pit of hell. Run back into the saving arms and remember anything that rubs you the wrong way is just like when you have to clean something.

You have to scrub off the gunk first, then you are able to be cleaned and buffed to a brilliant shine.

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Praying can show you what is hidden

Yesterday at prayer meeting we were asked to pray for something in particular. Or to let the Lord lead you, well it didn’t take me long.

What I saw, I am going to share with you. This shows you what can happen, when you pray in tongues.

I saw the United States of America, like looking down from a satellite. Then I saw, dark clouds over areas, like sun spots on your skin. Then I saw something white down the right hand side of the right side of the coast.

I kept praying and then saw flashes, I didn’t understand at first, but he Lord made it clear after a while. Here is my explanation of what it meant.

Dark clouds were the evil going on, bad decisions that hang over people’s lives, down the right hand side at first it looked like a cancerous growth. But as I prayed it became white and then I realised it was a net. Ready to be pulled over the country to call in those who are willing to follow the lord.

Lastly the sparks were the Ministers and Pastors, that are willing to do the work the Lord requires of them NOW. Not what they know, but what he instructs of them today. They are the ones holding that country up, I also saw a jolt hitting President Obama, because I started praying for the whole nation. And the jolt is going to be a hit of the Lords presence, he will be instructed to where he has gone wrong, then instructed how to make it right.

You can believe this or not, but I saw things that if you could see through me, you could not deny.

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Women, we take a little time

I was thinking about a blog a while ago, how we argue and sometimes squish it into nothing.

Why do you think we take time to get it, or let something go.

I think sometimes with myself, I don’t want to let go. Like when your children grow, you wish you could go back and change a few things. Bundle them up and hold them tight, the thought of having to let them spread their wings, use to fill me with dread.

Only because I wanted, to protect them, even if it was from themselves. But you have to let them fly and experience things for themselves.

Sometimes I pick things up really quickly and embrace it and sometimes it takes me a little time to process.

Why am I sharing this, I was thinking how my son, being a male has taught me how he processes things differently to me as a female. Pays to pay attention, especially when its someone you love.

Like my daughter, she yes is female, but so very different to me. Sometimes I cannot work her out, but then others I see my old self looking back. That is scary, but I wish she would, no I pray she would get to where I am and take hold of the inheritance that I have laid out for her and my son.

The pathway with the lord, that I always say you can run, but really, you cannot hide.