I realize, I am a simple girl.

I look around myself and see others, people I am related too. Who are very high maintenance.

I realize, I am a simple girl. I love the basics, a home that welcomes you. A clean neat garden, veggie patch & home.

I can sew when pushed, cook a huge amount of food with little effort. I was brought up being shown, if you want to show love without words, you feed them.

Last night I was doing a facial on someone, but I love doing feet. So off I went, as they sat and cooked under the mask. I washed, scrubbed and massaged their feet. They even went to sleep, which I thought was really cute.

Again, simple thing that really gave me more joy than them, I think.

I love someone who can say sorry, who says happy birthday, even if I forget. I love to admire the things my father created and having an artist eye, I am able to see the many shades looking out at the landscape.

I watch the birds in my backyard and marvel how every day they find enough to eat, how they feel comfortable and have chosen my back yard to have their babies and live. Bonus is they clean up the bugs that my cat doesn’t eat.

I have watched many season’s come and go in my little yard in the time I have been here. It is always exciting when the daffodils start to appear a sign that warmth is coming again.

I know sometimes we get so wound up we forget to just keep it simple. My son has taught me to not think of the many things, but keep it simple and your eye on the task at hand. As a woman, I have already done the task, found faults and come back to the start before others have even got what the project is.

Keep It simple, life is amazing every breath you take. You just have to see it through different eyes.

Be blessed

My heart longs for those to change

Sometimes people cannot stand the heat, the pressure gets too great and they walk away.

What I know from my own journey is, things will  only change when you do.

Sounds too simple right. But its true, this past year the Lord has had to bring me back to basics.

Some people have a love of money or a top job. Me, I am a simple girl. I just want to have a job that will cover the bills and leave time for the Lord. To be placed in a position that, he needs me to be. Where he can use me, if required.

I know if you’re trying to follow money, it will be cut off. He wants to be first in your life, he is checking to make sure he is.

He knows with me, it’s not the money or the best things. That is not important, I know I have a job to do, a destiny my father had planned before I was in my mother’s womb.

I have wanted sometimes to run and hide because it’s all felt a little too much. I am human and I am not going to hide the fact that I too have felt I need to breathe.

But what I have learnt is this is a trick of the devil, to say I am not worth it. But guess what I am and much more.

So be blessed today and go and find joy.

Sometimes I can get a little over board

Sometimes the passion for my father can get a little too much.

When you’re not ready for the information, this I know because when I first gave my heart to the Lord. I was overwhelmed, inside myself I felt like I was on some ride that was going not just fast, but supersonic.

I know that I cannot put within you what is in me, so the journey is yours only.

Something someone said is, your walk with Christ is just that YOURS, you are responsible for what stage you’re at.

You can only change when you give in and are ready for the next step.

It isn’t easy the walk I have chosen to take, but its the road I want to be on. My goal even when I feel tired and overwhelmed or it’s just too much, is standing before my father.

I am his daughter and in that I have peace and comfort.

My apologies for any upset, much blessings.

We will live in a beautiful place

When the time comes, we will end up living on the earth with the Lord.

It will be wonderful, bountiful and lush.

But first the bad, read the bible for he tells you. Use the reference, on blood moon, read revelation.

Keep your eye on our wonderful father, for he is all we need.

Yes I am scared because I think of my children, but they will have a chance. I trust my father, the choice they make is up to them.

Fear not for your father  who sits at the right hand of God is coming. To save his people, who knew you before you were a babe in your mother’s womb.

TRUST THE LORD WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND MIND.

4 Blood Moons, what this means for us

A sign of the day the Lord will return is coming. Watch John Hagee on you tube, if this doesn’t scare the life out of you nothing will.

NASA has confirmed the dates of the 4 blood moons this will also include an eclipse, I have spoken to a friend who is Jewish the dates are confirmed.

Passover         15/4/2014 full moon that will be shown the night of the 14th

Sukkot              8/10/2014 full moon that will be shown the night of the 7th

Adar 29-Nisan1     20/3/2015 eclipse which is a new moon

Passover         4/4/2015 full moon that will be shown the night of the 3rd

Sukkot              28/9/2015 full moon that will be shown the night of the 27th

Joel 2 V1-11

1 Blow the trumpet in Zion. And sound the alarm in My holy mountain! Let all  the inhabitants of the land tremble; For the day of the Lord is coming. For it is at hand.

2 A day of darkness and gloominess, A day of clouds and thick darkness, Like the morning clouds spread over the mountains. And people come, great and strong, The like of whom has never been; nor will there ever be any such after them. Even for many successive generations.

3 A fire devours before them, And behind them a flame burns; The land is like the Garden of Eden before them, And behind them is desolate wilderness. Surely nothing shall escape them.

4 Their appearance is like the appearance of horses; And like the swift steed, so they run,

5 With a noise like chariots. Over mountaintops they leap. Like the noise of  a flaming fire that devours the stubble. Like a strong people set in battle array.

6 Before them the people writhe in pain. All faces are drained of colour.

7 They run like mighty men. They climb the wall like men of war. Every one marches in formation. And they do not break ranks

8 They do not push one another. Every one marches in his own column. Though they lunge between the weapons. They are not cut down.

9 They run to and fro in the city, They run on the wall; They climb into the houses, They enter at the windows like a thief.

10 The earth quakes before them, The heavens tremble; The sun and moon grow dark, And the stars diminish their brightness.

11 The Lord gives voice before his army, For his camp is very great. For strong is the ONE who executes His word. For the day of the Lord is great and very terrible; Who can endure it?

This means we are about to experience great and terrible things, somewhat like what Hitler did.

The Lord is coming to save his people, but so is the devil, he is about to play games and manifest on earth.

Spread your wings

One thing that I felt is to get out more and meet new people. When I need to show confidence, then I do, but really I am not a confident person (that is about to change, I can feel it).

I feel like I have put myself in a bubble, to keep myself safe and get the basics right before the father.

But in doing so I have limited myself, so I need to spread my wings. If I don’t then how does the lord touch the heart of others through me?

I cannot just sit here typing out what I have learnt or feel to you alone.

Yes I do meet people, but I need to open right the way up. My father has a plan and I need to make myself more open and available.

I went out this week to meet someone, as you know from the word the Lord provides to his children. So off I went, a colleague said to me yesterday, xxx said ‘you were the nicest client she has ever met.’

That means the Lord in me has left a mark, the door has opened, it’s up to him what happens next.

But I am definitely ready to go…

Be Satisfied

One thing that struck me this week, when going about my day was to be satisfied.

The world tries to tell you to keep up with the Jones’s as the saying goes.

What ever happened too, you buy a house that will do, then you not only pay it off but make changes over the years. You make a goal and achieve it, whether it’s replacing the flooring in one room at a time or painting, even replacing the kitchen.

No the world teaches us daily that we must have it all NOW.

Why is my question, I believe its to make us spend more than we need too.

I know the kind of home I like, its old-fashioned, built solid and yes I would rather a project one step at a time. Than have a big fancy house, all new furniture and all the bells and whistles.

Dont over stretch yourself, there is no need. Make do, the kids will grow and leave. Learning to share and live together will set them up for life.

I use to share a small bedroom with two older sisters, I learnt about them. Their tastes, fashion in the 70’s and how they were growing and changing. Mistakes I saw them make and was determined not to repeat.

So again be satisfied, money does not buy happiness. Love does….

My father is the one in charge

This is something I know more than anything else as I sit here.

Have you ever been so certain that nothing could ever cause you to waiver?

Well I know my dad loves me, he is guiding me. When I plant in the natural in my little veggie path, he plants seeds in me.

He enables that seed, as small as a mustard seed. To sprout and grow, he trims its branches when required and fertilizes, when food is needed.

I have been planted in the best soil there is, as my little patch is fertile. So is he in me.

He waters and tends to me, because he loves me purely.

So I go and tend to my little patch and trust in him.

So know what I say is true, he never lies and my end will be great.

I will confound the wise and show people who are my enemies that, greater is he that lives in me, than him that is in the world.

Why are people worried???

I have had a lot of people contact me lately.

They are so worried about me, why? I think it has something to do with fear of the unknown.

I am in my fathers hands and I trust in him, he will direct my path.

Relax people, trust in him and he will lead the way.

You just gotta love with everything you have and trust the process.

Love the journey he takes you on, because the plan will soon be laid out in front of you to see.

Remember when the pressure comes, find joy. Because the breath through is close behind.

Confronting isnt it

Sometimes we see ourselves differently to those around us.

We think sometimes we are so perfect, really.

This is dealing with me here, yes a work in progress but I have a friend who doesn’t realise. What she says to me, confronts me, yes at times I do not like it. But I know its with love, so I have to deal with it, when it happens.

Sometimes you want to say baa hum bug, but as I always say I am a work in progress that needs it all.