Just Me

You must be getting a sense of my personality, while reading these pages.

I hope so, I hope you found a friend, who you know has lived a life and has found her path.

I am happy that you are there and I will pray, that my father is by your side, when you need him.

Be ready for when, he needs you.

And don’t stress, just enjoy the ride.

He loves you and wants to be there to guide you.

Do you take his word as gospel????

Something I know beyond doubt, is when you take his word. Activate it in your life, even if everything else looks the opposite.

His word stands true and it manifests for real. This is when you need to believe, belief is faith in action after all.

So I sit here, by his strips I am healed.

My father is in charge of my life, so everything has to get out-of-the-way. Nothing can hold me back, like an architects blue print.

He had a plan and needed someone to fulfill it. So he knew me before I was even in my mother’s womb, he thought Bronie is the girl. So lets see if she CHOOSES me, my real life began, when I gave him my life.

So, so exciting  yabba dabba doo.

Isn’t living, knowing him wonderful

I was just thinking about things and how living, knowing him is wonderful.

Think about it, think about those souls at the hospitals with their relatives laying in limbo. They don’t know or can’t call on him, they are at the grips of despair. It’s such a shame, because when you know him and trust him with your life, you know and accept what he has is all in the plan.

Yes, when someone is ill, I go into battle and tell the devil to get his hands off. I have power and authority, it says so in black and white.

I am my father’s daughter and hell will shake at the sound of my voice, so take that. YEE HAA

I feel amazing

When I woke this morning I felt so happy, almost giddy.

Why?, havent got a clue. But I know my father has something new for me.

All I have to do is go about my day and whala.

Get happy and find your joy today.

Note: Handy hint best to share, if your pantry is hard to find things. Handy tip for all your baking needs put these in a different colour container.

Mine are all blue decor containers, easy to find to make a cake, slice, pancakes etc etc. Black labels with contents on them, so handy you wouldn’t believe it.

I wish someone would have told me years ago, decor blue available at reject shop. Reject shop I love, excess or stock that isn’t sold, great idea.

Oh and for sauces, oils that kind of thing. They always dribble, put these on a plastic tray that will fit to the requirements of your home, easier than cleaning shelf and a tray holds a lot of liquid if they break.

Have to stop now, my home is full of great ideas. My life is so much easier…. LOL

What are we eating….

I awoke this morning and had the Beyonce song, “All the single ladies put there hands up”.

Because its Saturday and lovely, I decided to make a cup of tea and sit in bed and read some of the bible.

When I was younger my mother use to go on about what we shouldnt eat. Saying that in the bible it clearly stated that we must eat those that clearly have a split hoof and chew their cud only.

I used to think ok, what do I know as long as we are eating its fine with me. It popped into my head this morning, and my bible fell open to it.

I have never liked pork, maybe because I had a pet pig when I was younger. Dont really know but I dislike the fact the meat is pale and weird (watched a show and a cannibal said a human is just like eating pork) YUK YUKOO YUK. That really put me off, I know, what show’s have I been watching.

Bad habit of mine, of flicking through shows, never know what you can stumble upon.

But what I am trying to get at is, what are we eating. It gave a lot of things to eat and not eat, gives food for thought.

Watching a cooking show on british cooks, cooking Zebra, horse, camel etc, again YUK YUKOO YUK.

Feed the mind, feed the spirit. Anyway, see what you think, it all comes down to choice.

This will make you laugh, hopefully

A friend dropped by last night and we watched some of Bondi Vet.

They were trying to catch a Tassie Devil. Grabbing it by the tail, success.

Then as they always do, they make that horrible noise.

I joked to my friend who knows just how transformed I am. From the old me, who died at my baptism.

I use to get told I reminded people of a Tassie Devil because they would speak to me and I would growl back.

LOL, how time and the love from my father has changed me.

 

Any step forward can turn out right

Think about it, most people will  stay just as they have been conditioned to do or live.

Some go to the extreme and jump out of a jolly perfect plane LOL.

Some just muddle along and some learn from experiences and then have an experience with the Lord that changes them forever.

That me, I was changed a long time ago. Finally I am silencing everyone elses voices and listening to his. All I can say is it’s about time.

I have taken steps, choices that have been so very wrong. But now I know, at least I took the step forward and what I have learned will work for my fathers good.

Nothing and no one can stop this ship I am in, my father has a plan and I am willing to find out the next corse.

Just trust him and if that has been broken. Ask for his help, he helped me and now I feel peace and love. With a knowing that whatever is next I couldn’t have planned my life any better.

May the presence of God give you dreams tonight and fill your heart.

Finally the answer I have been looking for…

I have felt kind of stuck, on my journey with the Lord.

Yes most of it was all me, not stepping forward into what he has for me. Delaying the inevitable if you like.

But today, I heard someone say, “Commit your life to Jesus” consecrate it. Give him everything you have and trust the process.

I heard about a brilliant woman who story can touch your heart even today, Maria Woodworth-Etter who gave her life and her children to God knowing that his power would see her through. http://www.godsgenerals.com/person_m_woodsworth-etter.htm

In some ways I want to be like that, no fear, no worry or pause. Just working towards everything he has for me to do.

Tonight in the prayer meeting I said, “Father I consecrate my life to you” I am his and so are my children (whether they think so or not).

I am my father’s daughter, my testimony that someone reminded me of is awesome. Even today as I sit here, the path I have been on can not be stopped and I do not want to get out of the boat.

God bless, much love xxx

I have never been a lazy person

Sometimes we have jobs and winge and wine until we dont have it anymore.

I have worked in on a tobacco farm, as a young girl my mother was allergic to the leaves. So I stepped in, we needed the money. The deal was to pay her but I did what they wanted her too do.

My next job was in a roadhouse, I waitressed, cooked, managed, sold petrol and started to learn the books. Loved that job because of the people I was able to meet.

I worked in a office, after school bad boss. That is the end of that conversation.

Another I worked in a bakery, that opened my eyes. Never really been one who likes cakes or buns, love to cook but not to eat.

This one was a shocker, I helped on a dairy farm, yuk. I know how young a calf goes for veal (dont eat that), having a cow poo on you is gross. Rotary dairy all backsides pointing in and no where to go.

Next I have worked in a factory that made windcheaters and t-shirts.

One weekend I even cleaned toilets at a raceway to earn extra money, but did it with pride.

Then I had my babies, so I helped out at school, became parents club treasurer, lost property,banking lady, fete organiser, school uniforms, library and office when required.You name it I had a go, yes and they paid me once they new what I could do.

Moved to another town, worked in a newsagency, then office administration and PA work.

The point I am trying to get too, is in every job I have put everything into it. I have enjoyed what I did when I did it. Any challenge was one to overcome, it was never about the title or whether I was the boss or not.

It was finding the JOY, yes I had times I winged. Sometimes you can have managers that should never manage to begin with, but are never wrong.

I love being an indian as some would say, I don’t care what I do next. I don’t care what certificates I have, yes you have to have them to get a job sometimes.

But I am not a lazy person, sometimes you are judged for what you do or don’t do. But working in the city and seeing the high stress of an office, the man out the front delivering the coke a cola looked so much happier.

Find your spot, ask the Lord for the answer. You may be surprised, but what I know, don’t let anyone pigeon-hole you.

It’s not their life, ITS YOURS…

 

My father is very considerate towards me

I have been in a struggle with myself. Sometimes it can because of me, that I am in that moment.

But I can feel my father, he loves me and is very considerate. He is patient and kind, slow to anger and forgives me my sins.

Think of that with someone with whom you love, can you honestly say they do that.

I love the fact that I have something so very precious, that no one can steal from me.

I have been provided for in many ways and for that I am sincerely grateful.

The Lord loves me completely, its was me who placed his love on hold in my life.

So its ME, who can fix that and let him in to have full rein.

All I can say is, it’s easier to let go and let flow, than to fight to hold onto something that is not working for me.

I use to love to buy nice china or kitchen ware. Now I know I put Mammon (money before him) so money left the building. I do not want a high paying job, I want my dad again.

The simple way, just him and me. A relationship that makes me the person that was destined to be. Not the person others pressured me to be.

Sometimes family can seem to support you, but really they set you up for failure. Yes they maybe they are trying to do there best, but, I have a destiny that the Lord has for ME.

If I work cleaning toilets (which I have done in the past), that is as good as the person who is CEO. It’s up to you how you view it. It has nothing to do with the money or title. Its your view, how through the fathers eyes you see and appreciate where you are.

Remember no amount of millions can make you happy. You have to know where that quiet place of content happiness is for you. Not through others eyes or words…