When I am asked for my view, I wait to get all the information, then I plug into his wisdom.

When it is someone I think highly of, I am humbled, that they view what I have to say as important.

Humbled because the fathers wisdom is growing within me.

How special is that, his wisdom, him in me…

WOW

I won’t name names, but recently a person I know was conflicted, because someone of the world, tried to get them to do something that was a lie.

And when it comes down to it, you gotta stand before him, you cannot excuse your behaviour, but as always I think, what if I had to be judged NOW.

And you cannot try and bend the will of the world, all you can do is be YOUR example.

If you love the father, then doing the right thing will become second or first nature.

You cannot grey the area to suit yourself, you cannot justify it, you have to do what is right and good. Even if it hurts someone else, but if your judged, let it be for his right within you.

I am glad the person, stood up and was counted for what they did, for the father will bless them. This is an example to help others, and when something like this comes at me.

I say, I just can’t, with everything in me it is impossible and when your in that place, you know how important your relationship with him is, more than life itself.

I will not except this when I have to shop, or work or any appointment, I must do the right by him who lives in me, and give him all the rights I can, to arise and shine and show the world, how it is done.

Recently I heard a speech about righteousness, but sometimes people go on there own SELF righteousness and that is wrong.

Many times I have felt him arise in me, I have felt him speak through my mouth and then after, did a double take, thinking wow that was powerful and what do I need to hear from that.

I know people see me, but if they could I would love them to see him, in me.

Many do not like Donald, but its not about his past, it is not if he is doing God’s work, but what if God is using him to be the man for this job.

Many just hear one sentence and then get all upset, but break it down. What is the father really doing here, he is taking someone, who does not care what others think, and he is speaking. Yes he may get ahead of himself, but maybe he doesn’t, you got to really listen, to really get it.

I was thinking about this and I have my normal questioning to the Lord.

I see cars and many aren’t even owned by the drivers, they are leased or paying off loans.

We see many with bags of purchases but these are mainly on credit or afterpay.

We see loads of things, but what I see and look at is, are they paid for, are they satisfied with what they have. Many over time struggle to buy a home or pay rent and never really own anything, they go on holiday, when paying off what you need too, would free you up so much sooner.

I know many times nations are seeking help, but what about us, are we really that blinded that we do not see, sometimes they have more than us.

If I have a spare $50, I think I am rich, but I always work on the next bill that is always coming and once paid, I know I am debt free again, but also have nothing in reserve.

This is not something to dwell on for it does not make me sad, I will never want to keep up with the Jones’s, I will never need a Mercedes or a mansion, but I am humbled and thankful for what I do have.

The father….

Once I read revelations and it scared the pants off me, for when I read it, I believed it. For I knew every word was the truth.

And then I realised, I live in the hope that, when it does come, Jesus will protect me, he loves me and I will be assisted when it is required.

He blesses me all the time and I am so very grateful, I am humbled all the time.

But hope is… for what is to come.

The words struck me as I saw, someone like a post I had just written.

You know who you are, and I thank you, I thank you for reminding me of these words.

“I believe, therefore I receive, when two or more agree, then he must act”.

So when you like my post, these words, go into action.

And for you, I believe in his love and kindness, sometimes a simple thing can move any mountain.

Just keep on believing…

I was brought up in a weird environment, lets just say some things that were deemed acceptable, should not have been.

Loving someone, but with rules or threats, is not normal.

You must show love, by a forced hug, or a card dated, or buying silence for lies told, trust me when I say, I saw all this as not normal, which it is not normal.

Hammering home, the you must, not giving freely, was done and in some cases, reins as still the same.

I now will not conform to this, and that is why, in many ways, family have dropped off my radar.

And that is OK, it is not acceptable to then go on the attack, it is not acceptable to manipulate, a tiny bit of truth to corrupt and cause a rift, and I will not get involved because, fighting is just what they want.

That is why I say, I love both my children, but I stand on my belief’s, if you love me, then love all of me.

I pray for those family members, that I know need peace, and I want that before they go. As my mum use to say, “your a long time dead” which she meant as, you need to get it right, get over yourself, while your living.

I love my two enough, to not use the fact I am their mum and pull strings, I am no body’s puppet or puppet master.

I accept, all I see and love them anyway, but if they cannot, I accept that too.

I have learned that you love and say, thank you when you mean it, you show love, when you feel it. I have found that letting go, of what people think you should do, is a far better way to live.

So as I sit here, I love the father, and for that if I am persecuted for it, OK accepted. Many have things they dwell on, and their life gets consumed by it, and I pray that does not carry on.

A life of joy, peace and love is worth far more.

I was just sitting here typing away and thinking, how many times I hear lies or say them. I am not talking about big whoppers, but general, unthinking ones.

Lies to protect someone, to not be harsh or just to divert that we do not wish to tell them, when really, it’s none of there business.

We lie to ourselves, we lie to those we love, we lie and lie and lie.

Yet the father asks us, in his words, and says that “the truth will set you free” he wants us to be truthful, but we lie because emotion checks us.

We concern ourselves with, how they will view us, how they will feel, if our friendship is strong enough, we want to build our children, but at what cost.

What about our father, I think about an assault, if every time we lie, it is like hitting his heart, then would we? There is a time when we have to say, “sorry but no thanks”.

Are we so much a babe, that we cannot take the truth. You can say it, but say it softly, its all about the delivery.

I think about this over and over, I do not wish to be harsh, but I want to honour my father and if saying the truth, hurts. Then its not my problem, I must cut off emotion and override with wisdom, that my love for the father is far greater and worth it all.

If I must say, that at times my son was very dishonourable towards me and even aggressive, then that can be up for discussion, but if I need to say it, I will not hide from it.

Where does your heart sit with things in your life.

Many times I am asked or rebuked, why do you believe in God etc etc.

I hold my chest and say, “because he is my dad” he and I are one”.

If you loose someone, your heart aches, and when you think about it, your heart is your engine, your brain is the computer, programmed to fuction.

But your heart, love him with all your heart, give him the desires of your heart, you are not the most important thing in the world, for the world is unimportant, but your heart and your relationship with my dad, is most important.

Get your heart right, present all of yourself to the father and do it with humility.

Doing this will start a great work, he has his plan, so get moving on giving yourself over to him and let him, do all the work in you.

I’m getting really excited, I feel an expectation on what is about to come.

And remember, you do not have to keep up with the Jones’s as the saying goes, the world makes your spend, heart and wisdom makes you do otherwise….

Last night I watched a show, showing Johnny Ruffo brain cancer fight. I believe this young man, can touch a lot of unbelievers with his charisma.

I sent him a msg via facebook, but I feel he needs us all.

So, as I do my bit and fight and believe for just a positive outcome, join me.

He has had the brain cancer before, it came back, it is stable, but I want it gone.

So, as I believe, believe with me and agree, he reads my msg, he takes it on and stands on it.

If 2 agree, then the father MUST act, so do not let this post land on deaf ears, let it be heard over and over.

As we join together as one…in the body of Christ.

I feel he’s doing something, already working, lets move this mountain out of Johnny and show what the father can do.