I was gifted something and many times, I have seen this in my mind and never followed the lead of the father.

You see, the revelation of waiting, I have waited for others to catch up, others to not cross a man made line. Revelation of a line, that someone older, smarter or in position, I was not worthy to cross. Revelations can come in the most, intended way, by the father, to wake you up.

We’ll I was gifted the ability to see, see something done, how it was done and the result.

When I was young, being in the country I was always classed as the idiot, but that was a way of holding me back. Feeling small was there goal, but not the fathers.

The father does not want that, he knows I love him, he wants me to step, but then I got lazy. Thinking someone else will do it, I will just sit and wait. OMG, I have waited and waited, many times I see beyond the words people say and break what they are saying down, the impact of what they are saying can let out, keys or just there present arena, they are enclosed in a room and they cannot see it, but seeing it and not saying anything is really hard.

I have a brilliant mind, I always knew it, but never wanted to be, or sound big headed, because I am not. I just know when it comes to my mindset, brilliant things happen.

I always wondered how many go into business and not freak from anxiety, how do they take that leap. I was always cautious because I was trained to think, I could not do it. It was only for those worthy.

What a load of lies, I have held back, not to step on toes, not to make people feel less etc etc etc. But realising this is the enemy, trying to make me withhold the father, because he read what I can do and is trying everything to stop me.

There have been times in the past when, I have cried and cried and felt worthless, because I did not want to upset the apple cart, but sometimes you have too, to get the bad apples off the cart.

I am sitting here saddened, saddened by the sheer waste of time, its not about whether your important, or a status, or age. It is about, where he positions you, not the world as such, he knows and has a contract with you, you made a deal and for others to hold you back is not his plan, but sometimes their own.

The revelation that it is OK to say the word brilliant mind, is big for me, because I am. My mind is that of the father, as long as I know that, and have humbleness and humility, all will fall into place.

There is a saying, you cannot see the trees for the leaves, but what if you can see the forest, what if you can see the levels of colour, feel the vibration of the living tree, the bush and can feel the energy that it creates…

Trust me when I say, there is a lot going on that no one, but the father knows.

Well, I don’t, I think of him right now, if he called me home.

When knowing what I know and he said to me, “when you knew, why did you keep sinning”.

It is the same every moment of every day, we don’t stop and see the error of our ways, we just keep going.

But for some reason, I break it down, every moment I step outside, every time I think about something or dream, it is funny in a way, the enemy tries to get me to steal when I dream and I can’t even if its to save my life.

You see, I know when I am dreaming for its like leaving your body, I do this when I talk to someone, anything throughout the day, it is like breaking down screen shots and with it, you can check yourself.

I believe not many can do this, but I see it as a gift, a gift because he has to know he can TRUST ME.

That is really key here, its like keeping your word, many many years ago, I told a young girl about presentation pillows, you know the ones you put the nice covers on, and then the sleeping ones at the back. We’ll she reminded me, then told me not to worry about it, I told her, I must honour my word to you. I went down bought two pillows and prayed over them, to get her to clean her room, which she did. I remember she was a bit shocked, but I humbled myself and said sorry and thanked her for what she said.

If you love him, then you have to make sure your words are truth, because your love will flow when you do. I feel it now, talking to you, simple things can make a huge effect, never doubt that.

When he can trust you, he will entrust you….

Do you know these words, well I have to tell you something wonderful.

I moved into the realm of expectation, I am the daughter of the one and only KING.

Once you have had enough, as I told someone bluntly, I get pissed off, then I fight.

I was in prayer last Monday, my pain, the thought of severing my nerve in my back, had crossed my mind.

But I took no prisoners, my father told me when to act and I did it willingly.

There is a place you can go, only few know this, once in I retracted my accusation against the accuser. You see what started all this was, I accused him and the pain started, I knew I had done the wrong thing, boy did he attack me full on, having access to afflict me with any infirmity.

I have been walking little by little without my crutch, yes I have been going to physio and taking pills and just laying down to take the pressure off, to try and not feel the unspeakable pain I was in.

I knew my father would not fail me, and I am on the road back, I know something else is about to take place.

For if you are not a symbol of a miracle, the people of the world will not take notice.

Well I am HIS MIRACLE, and I will shout it to whom ever has ears to hear….

I feel all that has been stopping me, flipping in the right direction.

See what can happen, when you trust in him with all of you. He will then use you for his purpose, how amazing if HE my dad Jesus.

I have talked about my cat before, Out 4 a Duck, he gets called a lot of other names, bubby boy, betty boo etc.

As I have said before, I am determined and with my cat, I could see the father working, and I was not giving up, I would win in the end and as you can see, he is healed with all the prayer, laying on of hands etc.

You see money is tight, but somehow with prayer money expanded, I asked the father to help, he needed his eye out, but before that we tried many pills, then needles, then out the eye had to come, then we got infected (squeezing, washing with salt water), back again more pills, needles and then back to have it opened to flush it.

All this would have cost a fortune, but when you tap into the father, miracles happen.

He was found in a paddock, wrapped in a sheet with another kitten, his foot had been cut off and left for dead. And then at the time, I was not going to have another pet, but HE CHOSE ME.

Somehow he knew that I needed him as much as he needed me, when I have asthma attacks at night, he gently touches my face and cries until I awake and take my puffer.

He has 3 legs, and now one eye, but to me he is still perfect.

I know when I see many walk past the blind, or past the not quiet right and think nothing of it, but I see, because I know Jesus sees.

And this little ball of love, shows me the father more than you can imagine, when I pray his head rotates around, because he sees angels.

Never underestimate, seeing through the eyes of all things living, for you just may catch a glimpse of the father.

When I am asked for my view, I wait to get all the information, then I plug into his wisdom.

When it is someone I think highly of, I am humbled, that they view what I have to say as important.

Humbled because the fathers wisdom is growing within me.

How special is that, his wisdom, him in me…

WOW

I won’t name names, but recently a person I know was conflicted, because someone of the world, tried to get them to do something that was a lie.

And when it comes down to it, you gotta stand before him, you cannot excuse your behaviour, but as always I think, what if I had to be judged NOW.

And you cannot try and bend the will of the world, all you can do is be YOUR example.

If you love the father, then doing the right thing will become second or first nature.

You cannot grey the area to suit yourself, you cannot justify it, you have to do what is right and good. Even if it hurts someone else, but if your judged, let it be for his right within you.

I am glad the person, stood up and was counted for what they did, for the father will bless them. This is an example to help others, and when something like this comes at me.

I say, I just can’t, with everything in me it is impossible and when your in that place, you know how important your relationship with him is, more than life itself.

I will not except this when I have to shop, or work or any appointment, I must do the right by him who lives in me, and give him all the rights I can, to arise and shine and show the world, how it is done.

Recently I heard a speech about righteousness, but sometimes people go on there own SELF righteousness and that is wrong.

Many times I have felt him arise in me, I have felt him speak through my mouth and then after, did a double take, thinking wow that was powerful and what do I need to hear from that.

I know people see me, but if they could I would love them to see him, in me.

Many do not like Donald, but its not about his past, it is not if he is doing God’s work, but what if God is using him to be the man for this job.

Many just hear one sentence and then get all upset, but break it down. What is the father really doing here, he is taking someone, who does not care what others think, and he is speaking. Yes he may get ahead of himself, but maybe he doesn’t, you got to really listen, to really get it.

I was thinking about this and I have my normal questioning to the Lord.

I see cars and many aren’t even owned by the drivers, they are leased or paying off loans.

We see many with bags of purchases but these are mainly on credit or afterpay.

We see loads of things, but what I see and look at is, are they paid for, are they satisfied with what they have. Many over time struggle to buy a home or pay rent and never really own anything, they go on holiday, when paying off what you need too, would free you up so much sooner.

I know many times nations are seeking help, but what about us, are we really that blinded that we do not see, sometimes they have more than us.

If I have a spare $50, I think I am rich, but I always work on the next bill that is always coming and once paid, I know I am debt free again, but also have nothing in reserve.

This is not something to dwell on for it does not make me sad, I will never want to keep up with the Jones’s, I will never need a Mercedes or a mansion, but I am humbled and thankful for what I do have.

The father….

Once I read revelations and it scared the pants off me, for when I read it, I believed it. For I knew every word was the truth.

And then I realised, I live in the hope that, when it does come, Jesus will protect me, he loves me and I will be assisted when it is required.

He blesses me all the time and I am so very grateful, I am humbled all the time.

But hope is… for what is to come.

The words struck me as I saw, someone like a post I had just written.

You know who you are, and I thank you, I thank you for reminding me of these words.

“I believe, therefore I receive, when two or more agree, then he must act”.

So when you like my post, these words, go into action.

And for you, I believe in his love and kindness, sometimes a simple thing can move any mountain.

Just keep on believing…