Last night, I had a very vivid dream all in colour.
I was aware that carnage was going on around me, but I was protected by Jesus. I suppose to some it, was like an outer body experience, I felt no pain because I knew that Jesus took me out of situation.
I kept crying out to him and the more I did, the more protected I was.
It can be the same in real life, if you are in the right place with him and you are in an accident or whatever, he will take you out by spirit and protect you.
This is another short one.
Last night in prayer part of what I said, was I want my body to be fixed, I want it to be his living vessel.
So it has to be fixed and the weight has to go.
I don’t want to feel uncomfortable in my skin anymore and feel that I look like the Michelin man.
I want to feel pretty and free of this problem.
God gave me a key, I will keep you posted.
DON’T WORRY, I AM HERE AND I BELIEVE IN YOU.
How sweet is he, this is for you, not me.
I am usually like a woman on a mission, this is what has to be done. I get straight to the point, sometimes too blunt (I have to remember to salt my words). Or take action, doesn’t matter what, but I appear driven to my goal, cannot sit still, have to get a lot done, kind of thing.
Then I have a day like today, (rare thing this is) I let my soft side have a free rein. I get all cuddly and gooie like melted chocolate. I think I need to watch a lovely movie or just go out and be nice to a stranger.
The Lord just reminded me (so have to share), when I get off the train in the morning, in the city, there is a homeless man, that always sits at the steps, these I climb to get onto the street at Flinders Street Station. He has his pen, ruler and sketch pad and draws the outside of houses. He is really good, he puts in the landscaping, I have walked past him may times. A lot of people drop in his hat, loose change, I have given him the odd dollar or two.
But yesterday, I had this feeling to give him a $5 note, I said to him, ‘Hi sir, here (handing him the note) put this in your pocket’ he looked up and said, thank you. What was good about that, a lady came up behind me and saw what I did, so she followed suit, how awesome is that.
It was my father saying what to do, all I did, was willingly follow instruction. Its his money, not mine anyway.
Look out, now I am feeling all warm and fuzzy, I think I need a hug Lord, or some chocolate. LOL
May the love that surrounds me, be shared by those, who I have the pleasant chance to meet. Maybe next time it might be you!
Be blessed have a wonderful weekend, go out and touch someone or give them a hug.
I was talking to my lovely hair dresser the other night, she goes to another church. But has been to mine a couple of times, she knows the power we have, as I say, we may be small, but boy we are mighty. The Lord is certainly, fine tuning his army.
I said to her, you know you are never here, just to do my hair. I was talking about my kids, where we are, what is happening in life etc.
And we both agreed, every time, we both get something out of it, how God moves us in different ways and gives us things we need.
How the challenges we are facing now, what has come against us and how God is about to do something, in all of us.
I truly believe that we are about to hit second gear. What I mean is this, when I was younger and I drove a manual car, you were at the traffic lights and in first gear, then once you take off, you put it into second gear, like drag racing (I know the things we do when we don’t have enough sence, always loved rally driving).
Anyway, that is what I mean by putting it into second gear, we have been going along, but are about to kick off, to the next level, I cannot wait. I know everything I am doing even this blog is part of the master plan.
Again I say, nothing is by accident.
On my way home last night I was jammed in near the window.
A young guy getting home from school was sitting opposite me, he quickly went into a deep sleep. He kept trying to right himself, prompt his head on his hand, but his body kept moving forward. Its was funny, I said to the lady next to him, we will have to call him noddy.
At one stage we had to wake him up, he kept knocking into the lady next to him. He was very sweet and apologetic, the lady at the end said, ‘where are you getting off’. He said, ‘Watergardens’, I told him we would wake him up.
Poor guy, he was nearly laying on his bag, hunched over. He must have been really tired, anyway we kept laughing, thinking he was going to land in our lap. He had head phones on, so he couldn’t hear us and if he did, he was too tired, or polite to say anything.
But I woke him within minutes of his stop, he said thank you. I told him its ok sweetheart, be blessed (goodness must follow us everywhere).
I have been a little too serious, so I thought I would, lighten things up.
Here I am again seeing the funny side to something.
Went to see another doctor today (I found him rude, but I will sort him out), prayed before and asked God to be with me on this journey and give them the keys to right, what is wrong.
Note: I went with my Pastor, she is like a dear mother, friend and everything all rolled into one. She is the most wonderful person, best thing I ever did, was when we had one of our heart to hearts and say, “I give you permission to say what ever you need to, to correct me” because I know when God is using her, to correct me and its done with so much love. That’s why I love and respect her so much for that, I think that is so important, to be open and not afraid of hurting someone, I get ahead and say go for it (I know it’s for my good, so why delay the message).
Anyway here I am getting off track, she said God’s angels were in the room. I have seen this white flash at times and I too, saw something. I know he sent in the troops and I know because I have said, that’s it, I want this done and fixed, he is sending in the troops on my behalf.
You know something, when you are on this journey and you know with everything you are that you cannot deviate from it. When your family turns away because they don’t agree and you are standing alone, he is so very mindful, because he knows, you have made the conscious choice and he will honour that. And let me get something straight, right here and right now, it is not because of the church I am in (people will use things like for example, you are controlled by the church, sorry but Baah Humbug), it’s because of this powerful love, I have for him, that has grown overtime on my journey to where I am today. He put me where I am, he is in control and the church is in me, I am supposed to be his vessel. People get so off course, they confuse themselves, sometimes. I may not be making sense to you, but this could turn into a long conversation.
Their are times when, I have asked him to just hold me at night, till I fall asleep, sometimes a girl just needs a hug.
When I do this, I feel this warmth surround me, so much comforting and peaceful. He is their and I know this because a friend said to me, I see Jesus hugging you at night in bed (she didn’t know, but I filled her in).
He has surrounded me with another sort of family, one of his choosing. I follow him, but they are the icing on the cake.
In time people will see what I have and they will want it. Time is a very interesting thing, and time will tell, I was shown when I was younger (by him) how my worldly family put me down to believe I wasn’t worth anything and how when I was older this would be turned, that they would be falling over themselves to be known by me.
God has everything in hand, remember he knew my end from the beginning. And you have to admit he does fabulous work.
He is so sweet to me and these doctors have no idea what they have on their hands, this is gonna be funny.
When something knocks me down either physically or spiritually, I automatically see myself, with my head down, but my spirit starting to standing up.
Then I see myself lifting my head, with bruises, cuts and marks. But then I see myself, in my eyes, a steely look I get, that says knocked down, but not out.
I get so determined to win (for his sake), whatever it takes. I have learned, I have the POWER and no one will take that away.
It says, ‘you will be persecuted like Jesus’, so his wounds will also be ours, to an extent. So if he could stand, then I can, I am related to him. I have the same gene pool, and that I do not doubt.
Be blessed.
I know this may not seem much but, hey I’m excited. Because it’s him speaking not me.
I was with a friend in the supermarket on Saturday, she ran into someone she knew. I remember saying something, but what I cannot recall, I have a habit of letting him speak through me and then I forget (actually none of my business).
I was told today that the person listened and it had impact. I just think its amazing people are listening to him, “about time”.
I have had many things happen to me, of all shapes and sizes he makes me feel so special. On Saturday I was given a top, a friend of mine bought it for me. Some may think this isn’t so amazing, but the fact is, what I have said to him and that he used her for me.
I think that is really special, top is gorgeous and fits perfectly. I felt really special and that is all the more reason to thank him.
I have been receiving a lot of things lately, one being from a guy that I know through work, he has a beautiful wife and 7 children. I have shared my testimony with him and how the lord has spoken to me. He is Jewish and loves the lord, we have alot of conversations.
He gave me for christmas a huge anti ageing pack, plus eye cream and mud soap (this is expensive stuff) Jericho, you have to get some its awesome. The mud soap amazed me the first time I used it, took off all the dead skin. Its made from the dead sea minerals and is from Israel. The eye gel is absolutely magic, you have to use it morning and night for a month, then just every morning, its feels so lovely. Worth taking the time for a little pampering.
When I was younger my mother said to me, “if you don’t listen to anything else I say, just use cream daily on your face and neck”. She use to always make sure I wore a hat whenever I was in the sun, with huge broad rims. I have to admit, best thing she ever said to me, I have people thinking I am 10 years younger than I am. Not knocking that one, but now I have to admit my skin needs hydrating more, so bring on the gifts Lord, I know they are from you.
And thank you, you make me feel so special, all the time. I feel like a little kid at christmas, I know there is more to come, it was told to me by a visiting Pastor.
I think, because I am making sure, I am listening to him, that things are happening so quickly. I have surrendered, I am willingly being corrected, shaped and formed. I am open to being taught and learning from it. Even if a lesson he is teaching is uncomfortable, I say to him just do it quickly and let me learn the lesson.
I have said to him sometimes that I don’t like it, I am being honest, but I most definitely are willing, I am in this, for the long haul. I never had a father figure, so I must humble myself now, because I know he has work for me to help others.
Happy days, to those who hear and let the veil over the eyes and ears of those who aren’t be removed in Jesus name.
He is truly one of a kind.
What do I mean by that, I want to be on his mission. To do what he wants me to do, not what I want.
I am having difficulty, I have been looking to see what jobs are around and all I keep thinking of is, I want to be put where he wants me, not what I want.
It is so clear to me, I am certain of that, more than anything else. I am trusting him to open a door, for me to walk through.
I just want to work for him, in a normal job, I think. I don’t even know. But I am keeping my eyes open, to see what may fall before me.
One good of employing me is, the work enviroment is blessed. Meetings that seem to be impossible, will happen with me around. Their will be a feeling that will leave with me. I remember bumping into a lady, who was a customer when I worked in the local newsagency. She said, when you left something changed, she didn’t know what, but it was different and not in a good way.
When I leave, God leaves with me, it’s that simple.
When I worked their, one thing happened that made them take notice, the van used for late delivers didn’t have the hand brake on, this was parked on the top of a steep driveway. It had to pass all other shops parking, BMW’s etc, if it had done the normal thing, getting up speed it would have taken out either pedestrians, cars or shops. It would have made a mess, a customer ran in and said the van it’s on the road. I buzzed upstairs, to who ever had the key, had to get the van moved. The man told the boss that it was like watching it in slow motion, it rolled down the hill, and turned as if someone was driving it and stopped in the middle of the road.
She came in and said, that only happened because your here, we are blessed to have you. Things like this always happen around me, I don’t go on about Jesus or anything, but I do have a line that I draw and if they ask, I answer them honestly. Or even say I will find out and let you know.
Something will happen soon, I am trusting him.
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