As you know I have been off having a little surgery. Well all went very well, it was funny they were trying to reassure me and I ended up reassuring them.

What I have found to be funny is that my dreams have changed, they are very REAL. Yes I still know I am dreaming but its like I have moved into a far greater awareness. Which is awesome and I must make sure that I have my sword and shield at the ready.

And I have this force in me, I don’t know what happened but all I can say is, don’t try me. I am scaring myself here.

Happy to be back on board though… I told the docs that I had a high pain barrier. I don’t think they believed me, they do now. LOL

What I have noticed loosing weight, because I couldn’t move, so I couldn’t cook and didn’t feel like eating, this duck has lost 16kg. I noticed my reflection in the window of the bank on Saturday and had to look again, I am not recognizing myself in a way. But I am looking more like I did before this happened, I use to be a well proportioned stick and eat everything, I know I wont have a 20inch waist again but I feel so much better.

I know one thing, hernia’s are not nice to have, but awesome when gone. And if you prayed for me, then I thank you from my heart.

Be blessed

This is something that is so hard to do. Today I was praying for our government, that God rules over them and their decisions.

I think the biggest and most admiring thing in someone is when they can see their faults and admit it.

Here is some honesty, point-blank. Once I was asked something, by someone who I love and I lied. Yep, it just flowed off my tongue, what stopped me and hit home was, DONT REPEAT HISTORY. My earthly father use to lie all the time, that much he couldn’t keep track and as a child I hated it, with everything in my being.

Why, because in my heart I kept crying out, why was it so hard to tell the truth. His word says, truth will set you free.

So the next week, the sermon was on courage. Do you have enough courage to go up to someone and admit your fault.

All I kept thinking was, the devil tried it again and I have the power to change it. I have to tell you, I felt hot, clammy, shaky and worthless, but I went straight over to the person and admitted it. I said to her, you wouldn’t know the correct answer but I do and I am sorry for lying to you, please accept my most humble apology.

The person was so shocked that I did that, she admired me for my honesty and integrity.

I was so grateful and I will not let the devil win over my life. I have had enough and I am now going to make sure he is finished, if it’s the last thing I do…

Again what are you on about woman, I show how much I love someone by either cooking their favourite meal. Growing a veggie they may really love.

Or simply, honour them when they ask me to do something. I will drop everything or do it first, so they know they can count on me.

I will preen them sometimes so they look there absolute best. Because I love them, that I care.

Today it’s so simple to walk by someone who just needs you to say, “are you ok?” I don’t know how many times these three little words have touched people’s heart.

For so long people used my big heart against me, they either tried or did hurt me, deeply.

Well, I am here to admit that my heart is huge, I may get hurt again. But all I know is if I put all my faith in the father and not in man, then there is no holding me back.

I trust him with all I am and that for me is priceless, so show you care. Don’t let your stubbornness stop you, or un-forgiveness, you can do it. I believe in you.

One more thing before I go, I am every day trying to forgive a family member. Someone who is single-minded, I know they are mainly acting out of fear, but know this, as I have said before, “I still love you, but I don’t agree with you sometimes”.

Sometimes we can be so single-minded to point the finger at someone’s problem and not see the big one hanging over our own heads. Maybe we can be the one with the problem, not others. Food for thought.

Be blessed….

In the world you have many different nationalities and they all do something different.

What am I on about, well last night I stayed up to wait for two people who were flying in and need somewhere to rest before their next flight.

Someone went to pick them up, waited for nearly 4hrs and nothing. Yes it may be ok, where you come from, but I go back to the Lord and what he says about it.

HONOUR, honour those who are kind enough towards you, if you say your going to do something, either do it or ring and apologise. People do understand and if they don’t then you have to know that by his law, you did the right thing.

We cannot loose in this day and age, honour – respect for his word and his LAW.

Keep it simple and know that when you do this that he records all in his book for that day (Judgement Day) that you have to answer for what you do on a daily basis.

I am not angry, just that I care about their end. It is really important to me.

Here goes nothing and I hope you agree.

“I here by make a decree, that something great is about to happen to me.”

Its true something is about to happen, I cannot explain to you what I feel, but I only know that it’s true. As I sit here I am more sure of that, than anything else.

The old caterpillar is being transformed and the butterfly is about to emerge. I have friends say that to me recently and I am reminded by my father of a vision he showed me. That no longer the lies of the dark one will affect me, I am stepping into his reality.

As I was told once, morning shall go away, you will no longer count the penny’s but you will thank god for the abundance. YAHOO

In the last two weeks I have had to get a brake light globe for my car and new relays for the blinkers.

Now I am not a normal female, I am extraordinary because I grew up in the country and you had to know things if you broke down.

Well first the brake globe, argued with 5 different guys, in 2 different stores before they worked out I knew more than they gave me credit for.

Second time, I kept getting the same comment, “are you sure, that is whats wrong”. Proved it correct again, the guy said, he was amazed that I was so positive and didn’t  take no for an answer, this was 3 shops later.

I have to say this not all people whether female or male don’t know about mechanics. Some are quiet knowledgeable, so here is to the women and men who are a little more than the rest.
Cracks me up….

Someone spoke yesterday and it was beyond anything you may have heard before.

I have been feeling like my life is no more the old way, but the new is about to begin.

I am expecting great and wonderful things, so watch this space.

So excited….

I have been waiting on news and it came yesterday, my life is about to change dramatically.

Nothing to worry about but surgery is here finally, I will be glad when its done.

This good year blimp is about to transform, yaaahhh

Now have to pray hard to make sure nothing can stop me. I can move a mountain, it says so, so here I go.

I was recently chatting to someone close about my last posts on this blog.

Wow I was so excited to have what I was feeling confirmed.

Its amazing how this little site is used by him. Like I said to the person, when I start typing most of the time its like he uses my living body and the wisdom is all him.

I am not going to say anymore but yahoooooooooo

I know people who are so stubborn, they cannot see the leaves for the trees. Or forest for the trees, what ever way you know the saying.

You control freak, yes I was this nut bag once upon a time.

Really, who was I helping, myself or my family or God? None of the above would be correct, what was oblivious to me was the devil had me fooled.

Yep, correct. He had me thinking that if I stood my ground on many things that I was better than the rest, now this doesn’t cover all but certain things in my life.

And all I can say again is, you idiot.

Stubbornness is the root of your problem, stop right now. Change for the better, for being alone is a very lonely place to be.