Sometimes we have this urge to find the grey areas in our lives to justify how we behave.

Or we think we can do it later, God isn’t watching. Wait a minute, he sees the real you, he sees your thoughts and he can see right into your heart. ”He knows you, better than you know yourself”.

He has known your end, from the very beginning. Yesterday the message was clear, again another warning to get in the boat, (Noah warned the people and they thought he was nuts, but where are they, drowned).

I know some things we try to work out in our own brains, but sometimes you just gotta have faith and believe.

God’s message yesterday was to just to love him and keep his commandments, remember LOVE covers all.

He wants you to just surrender your heart, he wants to protect you. But he will not interfere with free will, CHOOSE because it’s gonna save your life.

I will give you another update later, but yesterday was awesome I am still buzzing.

I have been watching the show, The Peoples Supermarket. Food for thought, I think.

I know when you go into a supermarket, company’s pay for shelfs at eye level. And what they throw out, we ultimately pay for, which is still ok to use.

We are told to clean our house with every chemical under the sun, but every generation gets sicker. We want lower prices, but how much does the producer lose out, because of it. I use to live on a farm, you do it for the love of it, but you work from dawn to dusk and you get paid less than minimum wage.

I love direct markets, pay the guy who does all the work I say and I do not care if something is not perfect, that’s produce. If you have some space, plant a tomato or lettuce, even if your on a balcony you can grow something.

Thinking about animals, we run to fast food outlets, because we don’t have enough time. Do you realize what happens to those animals, they are not treated humanely, I know someone who worked at a meat factory. I was told we are supposed to eat a lot of veggies and use meat as a very small portion. We have been conditioned to think the other way around, it has really made me think, which is always a good thing. We are spending money that we don’t have too, I keep thinking we have been almost trained like a dog.

Modern appliances are supposed to give us time, we are totally consumed by a phone, to walk around with it, so we are on call 24/7 (what, why) what is so important anyway. God is more important, that is the correct answer, we have to become unconditioned to realize, when the phone rings, unless there is an earthquake we DO NOT have to answer it. Who can see you through a phone anyway, no one can.

We are getting more stressed over worked, frantic and think of the amount of diseases, dying younger. Something is very out of whack, this is just food for thought.

And just today, why is it ok to tell a white lie. It’s not, a lie is a lie, be mature enough to be honest. We believe the lie before the truth because its more convincing, WHAT…

I am stopping to think, I will buy, what I need and choose from whom. I have the power and I will use it.

You know we are taught to want, want, want in life. As we grow up we always want something better, or what our friends have, because that is what were suppose to do. Or have the ultimate a bank account that is never ending or to live in a mansion.

Why???????????????????????????????????????????

What do they have that I don’t, think about it.

I have a roof over my head, which I am blessed to have so I take pride in my little home. I love it just as if it were my own. I have cloths on my back that are respectable to my father, if today I had to stand before him. I have food in my stomach and food in my home. I have working appliances to wash my cloths to keep my food cold and to watch the news and my bills are paid on time. I have my needs met.

My most valuable possession, is the love I have for my father & his for me.

I keep hearing things like Oprah Winfrey is a billionaire, well I have to say her money does not come close, to the value of what I have with my father, JESUS.

She has no privacy, she cannot walk out her door and be free, she is trapped, confined. Her money has brought her chains and binds.

Doesn’t sound the best thing does it, she cannot take anyone at face value, her guard must always be up. God bless her, she seems a very good woman but I am not going to act like I know her personally, because I don’t.

We have a song we sing and some of it goes, I wouldn’t trade you for silver or gold, I wouldn’t trade you for riches untold, you mean more than this world to me.

Again I say, how blessed am I, I have the ultimate thing, pure LOVE

A conversation that I was sitting in on today, has made my spirit man, feel sick.

This will be short.

A high percentage of business people must think, because they work long hours, they have a right to let their hair down.

I mean go out and have sex with whom ever they please, but you must still respect them, because they wear a suite. I have found they are the worst offenders, especially their attitude to women. But heaven forbid anyone point it out.

Sorry but if it looks like a duck and quacks like one, then it’s still a duck. I don’t care if it wears a suite, it won’t be earning any respect from me.

An honourable man, is a respectable man. One who takes his vows seriously and upholds himself in high regard.

Yesterday was 31st October 2012 what event happened last night. Am I the only one having a, OMG moment.

Why is it we think showing children, that to knock on strangers doors and ask for sweets is ok.

Then why do we teach them to be aware of strangers. Around the corner from where I live, a few years ago there was an uproar because a pedophile was living a block away from a primary school (which is dangerous). But do you know who is living next door, are you aware of what they are doing when no one is looking. And how do we have the right to cause an uproar, “when we without sin can cast the first stone”.

Someone I have known in my life, is a pedophile and I know it’s a familiar spirit that causes great mental sickness. They do not see the wrong, and will go out of their way to prove you’re in the wrong, not them. They will cause great distress and leave a path of destruction without guilt or remorse (sound familiar).

Sorry but it’s wrong, again we are saying the scary stuff is ok, even fun and a bit of a laugh. But my sign on the door said, NO HALLOWEEN HERE ONLY JESUS, which was a joke to everyone. It’s the truth he was their, I felt so sad for these kids they have no hope. Bible bashers, Christian’s you know the drill, they scorn you without any understanding.

The Devil had a field day and 95% of people, including children, I would say were oblivious to what their actions did in the heavenly’s. But when things go wrong they ask why, well derrrrr…..

The world has made so many blind, I could feel the cry of my father’s heart last night and I still feel it today.

Again,what the…

I know a lot of people in the world view Christian’s badly, mainly because there are a few that have hidden behind the word to get away with negative or hurtful things and sometimes even milk it for all it’s worth.

Calling someone a Christian is to me pigeon holing and maybe a little religious. What I mean by religious is, you have to do this you, you stand, you sit and you only have contact with the minister or father at the door.

I celebrate Christmas in my own way. Yes it’s great to get together and share a meal, but who said you had to go into debt or spend loads because of the season. Why do we celebrate it? Because it’s Jesus birthday, not ours! People who don’t believe will go to church at that one time of year.

It’s the same with easter, I don’t go through the motions anymore, growing up my kids got the chocolate eggs but think about it.  Jesus died and rose again, did he not? So celebrate that he will be returning, as a full-grown man where he left off.

It is hilarious to me when people think that if they show up at christmas mass etc then it’s ok, true them going is a wonderful thing. But if he made heaven and earth, gave us day and night, then every living thing. Don’t you think he can see the rest, he sees YOU, your actions, your heart and thoughts, EVERYTHING.

I had friends that went to church on Sunday, I said to them your only going to confess your sins for every other day of the week (this was before I gave myself to God), they didn’t like it, but it was true. The husband didn’t think twice about straying.

Some like to use his words and bend them to fit, but if he stood before you on judgement day, what would you do? I always try to think what would Jesus do, how would he handle this. He did things his fathers way, not in a religious way, but loving and genuine.

Back to the basics I think. Please don’t fence me in because, it is up to my father ultimately and his word is our handbook.