I said to someone again the other day, I was told that “I would write a book that would be held up by leaders of nations”.

I also heard that “my name will be written in the pages of history”. I have been shown my name in his book, so I do not deny this, for I cannot.

Sitting here right now, I do not need to know detail.

All I do is trust, but I feel it getting closer more than ever before and I believe it. Because I know my fathers words, resonate within those who have an ear to hear, and that is not only prime ministers or presidents etc.

I believe it is leaders in many areas, because this world was created by God, this world was given to his son, because of the sacrifice he took on for us.

He is not going to just walk away from that, he has a mission and like the blues brothers, he cannot stop.

Nothing will get in the way of what is to come, and the enemy can try, but he has no power, none.

So, after things have happened as spoken about in the word, then his son, we will see again.

And won’t that shut some up, yee haa. I am so looking forward to it.

It use to be a strange thing to say, how awesome is my dad.

But I am not talking about my earthly father, but my real father.

He has brought me through some of the most toughest times and saved my life when if I did not know I would not be here.

I believe with everything in me, that he will use my experience to bring others to him, that have questions, that want to know, but find it hard to understand.

And yes I found it hard, when you open your heart, he shows you the meaning. He opens your eyes and ears then fills them with the knowledge of the truth.

He is worth more than all the wealth, diamonds and gems, because he made them. He is my beginning and end.

I love him with every fibre of my being, I am not a crack pot christian, I am not a religious nut.

All I am is me, a chosen person, who has experienced miracles and evidence that I alone cannot deny.

So whom ever is out there in the world take comfort, he is not a tangible thing you can possess, he is everything all in one and don’t try and figure it out, just begin to love him.

That is all I do and when he loves you and you feel it, there are no words to express.

It has taken a long time to wonder why I was different to others I grew up with.

Why I cared, not only about others but everything that lives and history before me.

I believe history should be taught because we need to remember the times that things happened to now, how far we have come and not to repeat mistakes made.

If we forget then we will do it again.

And every time man seems to think he is the best, it fails.

Why because God is the best, his son Jesus is the best, the holy spirit is the best. Not rating them just saying.

Finding out that I made an agreement before the world was even created. Has a peace for what comes is part of the plan.

What tries to come to stop me is exciting because I know I am close to something being revealed.

I see things others don’t because I learnt to pay attention, when violence was around me, I knew signs of when it was safe and when it was not safe.

And in that I have turned it into good for my dad. He did not plan for my start to be that way, but I trust his plan for the second phase.

And that is what I believe we have to do is be aware of phases.

It begs the question, how do you listen?

Do you hear what is really being said, or do you need to clean out your ears.

Many times I am gobsmacked how people miss the message, the keys to unlock what he is saying.

I don’t think they are understanding it at all, its like making a cake. You cannot just throw it all in and expect perfection, you have to take each element and know you have given it your best understanding of how the ingredients work together to get the best out of each one, then you get a really good cake when it’s done.

Its the same with the message, its not about when, its about now and yes I know I posted about now before.

But he has shown it is really important, he has shown we must decide NOW. We have to change what we have done if it hasn’t been working or we just keep missing it.

We have to pay attention and stop being comfortable with the old ways, when we do this blessings follow.

I am taking it serious that on Monday he said I am his ambassador, I have had to investigate what you have to do if you are one. I see it as showing and talking about the father, improving relations between him and the gentiles.

I will not fear the inability of the world to understand, as I said yesterday when asked about Noah and the boat, its written that way because in the world a human can only understand or picture a boat, when the real explanation is different.

But its only that way because we get stuck, stuck on something when its not the important part. It’s that it happened, the world has had some incredible things happen when it comes to the father and generation after generation we start to think of it as just  a story.

I am not doing that, I believe his incredible sacrifice for me and you. I believe in his magnificence.

I just believe, because I have seen what he has done for me. I don’t need to see via some other way, I know him, I sense him and I just love him for loving me.

Keep it simple.

I feel I am winning back the life my father wanted me to have everyday and I love it.

I love that he is happy that I am getting it.

The other day, I got so many bargains you would not believe it.

But I know its my dad, he knows because I ask then forget it and wait, for if I do the right thing he will reward me. If I don’t he will not, its really quiet simple when you think about it.

Win everyday, fight to win and never give up….

Many times I hear people speak then a barb has to come out.

A jab directed at you for you to become uncomfortable, well with me. Its like water off a ducks back because if I get caught up on that one thing, then were am I in this journey with the father.

As I said today, people at any age can be immature, its about maturity and knowing how to behave.

That I believe is what dad my father wants, for us to stop sucking on the bottle and dummy and behave, or to put it bluntly grow up.

So as a child throws a tantrum, ignore it.

Soon it gets the message.

I have said over time, the more the enemy tries to stop me the more I fight to win.

And I have been told that I am his ambassador and I need to take my place, to act and dress accordingly.

Well you don’t have to tell me twice.

As I said to someone today, if my dad instructs then I must do what he asks.

For it is no longer I that lives but him.

We all need to take this seriously because there is no more time for you to muck around and think maybe later.

There is NO later, there is only NOW.

So ask what he wants from you and do it, its time…