It has taken a long time to wonder why I was different to others I grew up with.

Why I cared, not only about others but everything that lives and history before me.

I believe history should be taught because we need to remember the times that things happened to now, how far we have come and not to repeat mistakes made.

If we forget then we will do it again.

And every time man seems to think he is the best, it fails.

Why because God is the best, his son Jesus is the best, the holy spirit is the best. Not rating them just saying.

Finding out that I made an agreement before the world was even created. Has a peace for what comes is part of the plan.

What tries to come to stop me is exciting because I know I am close to something being revealed.

I see things others don’t because I learnt to pay attention, when violence was around me, I knew signs of when it was safe and when it was not safe.

And in that I have turned it into good for my dad. He did not plan for my start to be that way, but I trust his plan for the second phase.

And that is what I believe we have to do is be aware of phases.

It begs the question, how do you listen?

Do you hear what is really being said, or do you need to clean out your ears.

Many times I am gobsmacked how people miss the message, the keys to unlock what he is saying.

I don’t think they are understanding it at all, its like making a cake. You cannot just throw it all in and expect perfection, you have to take each element and know you have given it your best understanding of how the ingredients work together to get the best out of each one, then you get a really good cake when it’s done.

Its the same with the message, its not about when, its about now and yes I know I posted about now before.

But he has shown it is really important, he has shown we must decide NOW. We have to change what we have done if it hasn’t been working or we just keep missing it.

We have to pay attention and stop being comfortable with the old ways, when we do this blessings follow.

I am taking it serious that on Monday he said I am his ambassador, I have had to investigate what you have to do if you are one. I see it as showing and talking about the father, improving relations between him and the gentiles.

I will not fear the inability of the world to understand, as I said yesterday when asked about Noah and the boat, its written that way because in the world a human can only understand or picture a boat, when the real explanation is different.

But its only that way because we get stuck, stuck on something when its not the important part. It’s that it happened, the world has had some incredible things happen when it comes to the father and generation after generation we start to think of it as just  a story.

I am not doing that, I believe his incredible sacrifice for me and you. I believe in his magnificence.

I just believe, because I have seen what he has done for me. I don’t need to see via some other way, I know him, I sense him and I just love him for loving me.

Keep it simple.

I feel I am winning back the life my father wanted me to have everyday and I love it.

I love that he is happy that I am getting it.

The other day, I got so many bargains you would not believe it.

But I know its my dad, he knows because I ask then forget it and wait, for if I do the right thing he will reward me. If I don’t he will not, its really quiet simple when you think about it.

Win everyday, fight to win and never give up….

Many times I hear people speak then a barb has to come out.

A jab directed at you for you to become uncomfortable, well with me. Its like water off a ducks back because if I get caught up on that one thing, then were am I in this journey with the father.

As I said today, people at any age can be immature, its about maturity and knowing how to behave.

That I believe is what dad my father wants, for us to stop sucking on the bottle and dummy and behave, or to put it bluntly grow up.

So as a child throws a tantrum, ignore it.

Soon it gets the message.

I have said over time, the more the enemy tries to stop me the more I fight to win.

And I have been told that I am his ambassador and I need to take my place, to act and dress accordingly.

Well you don’t have to tell me twice.

As I said to someone today, if my dad instructs then I must do what he asks.

For it is no longer I that lives but him.

We all need to take this seriously because there is no more time for you to muck around and think maybe later.

There is NO later, there is only NOW.

So ask what he wants from you and do it, its time…

This has been recently discussed and I put it to you.

If you have God, Jesus the Holy Spirit and all the rest in your life, what else do you need.

When we had to stay home, I felt comforted that I had him and his presence.

I knew from that one time that started me knowing he exists to never feel alone.

So when you have him, you have it all….

I was about to leave this page and felt him move me to praise him.

And I also wanted to praise him via this blog.

He deserves so much praise more than I could ever give.

He is the Alpha and Omega the beginning and the end.

He is all I have and all I will ever need.

So get the need in your life, as I have said before, with him you cannot loose.

I use to be one, that I would go at something like a mallee bull, Aussie saying. (Get out of my way I am coming through)

If there was something to be done, I would make sure it was to the very end.

Now I see how the father has worked on my life, so gently and softly. He knew I was willing, he heard my prayer, he heard me and was glad that I was willing to move forward. Even if there was pain, he knew I would do what I needed to do, knowing I could trust him.

My greatest gift was his trust, he gave it back to me when I asked and I always work on the knowledge if you don’t ask, you don’t get.

I have asked for the reset button to be pressed, I have asked for him to fix and show me what I needed to move forward.

And believe me when I say, I needed to do it. I had to work through all the garbage and crap that was affecting the way I lived today and I cannot be used by him.

Unless I do what is needed and with that I will face it all willingly.

I have noticed my cloths getting looser, I feel my body settling into what it should be and I am happy that its done via the father’s course.

If you just trust him, he can restore you in so many ways, he loves you, he has tried me and visited me, he has seen my heart and he knows what I am made of.

With that I move onto the next step and I am so very humbled by it, I never wish to talk much about what has happened or what I do daily. But when I feel him I have too, to share what love you can receive by his presence in your life.

I was saddened by the one action of someone without wisdom and with that a life was lost. But action in anger is not the answer.

I see more, I see what God has been calling for since this pandemic started, we must get on our knees.

We have to find the need to have him in our life, not money or freedom.

But him, all the way, I am in no way suggesting you to do something wrong.

What I am saying is trust his way, things will be a lot worse if we don’t.

For too long it has been easy, to shop etc.

Now we are about to find out, what is the real need.
God All the way.