I was about to go when I felt, what is so awesome about today.

I thought, its Saturday or suns out, spring is around the corner?

NO, the most awesome thing is, it’s another day to learn and another day with him.

Smile, go for a walk or just txt someone and say something nice.

Honour your parents if they are alive, change the atmosphere over your life, with a smile or kind word.

Honour that and its like honouring him.

Extra: I said to a young man yesterday who knocked on my door and he agreed with me (you just never know what will happen next).

One thing that has been in my prayer is healing, I am not sick for any other reason than to learn a lesson.

When you don’t have to strive you get lazy, slack and take the easy way around. That is what happened to me, my father wanted to save me, so he had to pull me up, make me stop and think about what I have been doing. This I can see as clear as a bell.

You may think, oh that’s not nice, but think a minute. I am not going to die, and healing is mine for the taking. What I have to do is push and be determined that in touching my fathers garment (like the woman with the issue of blood) healing will be mine.

One thing I know is my inheritance he has for me, can be pulled down and I can have this on the earth. So look out for the blog that says, IT IS DONE. I love it when he works a miracle, because no mind can justify or work out how it happened and that stops an unbeliever.

Doctors in many ways are like that, they trust the way they have been trained, but I know my dad and doctors are used by him.

I am sitting getting so excited, having a half hour break before I finish my course off. What I needed to do was inspire you, it’s never too late, never give up, because my father never runs out on me.

He can do what you can’t, just surrender and leave it to him, and enjoy the ride. Its better than any roller coaster you could ever be on and so much more fun because it never ends.

Its up to you and me, to lesson the ups and downs. Smile and get happy.

I have been sitting at my computer all week, working on my course and I am so close to the finish line I can taste it.

This course which will give me two certificates when I am done, it has been a battle royal.

It is never easy when you choose to follow the Lord, the devil tries everything and anything to get you off course. He uses family, health, your mind and even technology to stop you.

As you know from before I will not be stopped, yes I have had a few set backs health wise. But the victory is in pushing through, I have had a year to remember because that is how long it has taken me.

The devil will do anything to try to make me not succeed, the funny thing is, he is so stupid, in my father’s word it plainly says, he has lost.

I look at it as if he is taking his last few breaths, and ending his reign, that is a driving point that keeps me motivated. As I have told you before he has even tried to end my life, I have won already because I am my father’s daughter.

It does not matter what happens in the process, as long as I have the love for my father and progress is being made, then my father wins every time.

I feel like this level is almost finished and I am about to go onto the next. One thing I know, you must learn the lessons the Lord has for you on every level (which I have seen mine as a clear staircase, every time I step up, ding the step lights up).

I love pushing through and succeeding because I know it’s for my father, I am driven to succeed because the finish line is so close, I can feel it.

Yesterday we had a visiting Pastor, one of Gods real fire crackers.

Normally people want to hear what God is saying, they come for the blessing and the prophecy. Then you don’t see them again. I think to myself, it is in the quiet times that the message is the loudest.

No longer, you can get your own.

Go pray, he is waiting, but he will not give it to people, who are not obeying what he is saying, today.

We are no longer babies that have to be patted on the head and given a crutch to hold you up.

You have the ability to stand in the midst of the fire and stand strong for our father. It depends on where your growth is spiritually and how much you have learnt. It depends on whether you’re a giver or a taker.

Last night something came out, that I always say, enough is enough.

You know when you can’t do what ever any more and you just have had it.

Well when this happens to me, I say to the father, “enough is enough”. It’s the place inside of you where you hit the wall and have to turn around fighting. (Great example, when an animal is cornered, it will fight for its life)

There is no other way, I usually get so fed up with what I know the devil is trying to do. I go into sheer stubborn determination.

What I got out of last night was, that I DO NOT have to wait until then. I can say it any time along the way, but I have, to have, the determination to break it and break through.

As I said, “when are you going to hit your wall”. I would rather take it on, when I know what it is, than drag out the pain, annoyance and have great pleasure in smacking the devil OUT.

Last night was so wonderful, the night before I was praying for others then I started asking the Lord for answers to my prayers.

Well, I got them, yahoo, happy dance time. Someone was honouring the lord and spoke the words to me, a prophecy.

I loved it when the Lord said, ‘I will know myself as his daughter’, I was so very touched.

Then when the comment about touching his feet, that was in my prayer. The power of these words have not missed the mark.

I am about to go off like a fire cracker, I can feel the build up. Oh Lord this is going to be history making.

The Lord is showing himself more and more and I cannot be more happy, it is long overdue in my book.

Its time people knew that he is the only one to depend on, its like building something to withstand an earthquake. If the Lord wants to move it, then no preparation will make it stand any longer.

My father is going to show himself and people are going to finally be able to see, I pray that anyone who asks that my father gives them 1 chance to follow before they go. This is serious stuff in my book, I am not a wacked out Christian.

I AM my father’s daughter, I cannot be put into a box or be explained by one word. I am extraordinary, unique and marvellous, because I am HIS.

So again Lord, thank you and I love you father. As I always say, the man does Great Work!

I was thinking about life and recipes and thinking how similar than can be.

I have a recipe that I call death by chocolate, it is a rich mouse cake that ticks all boxes when I make it. You only need a small amount to be satisfied, it looks amazing and is talked about long after it is gone.

What I was thinking is when I make it I have to get all three parts set up, I have to beat the egg mix separately until creamy, I have to also have the cream just brought together (as if its has started to whip). I then have to melt the chocolate, slowly and with all the attention I can give it.

Then I work the chocolate into the egg mixture, this has to be timed by the heat left in the chocolate. Then I add it to the cream, pouring it in, in a steady stream until it comes together. Which happens rather quickly, then I place it in a spring formed tin with a chocolate ripple biscuit base.

Now I have just not cared and thrown it in, with disastrous results. Not worth the time I took to buy the ingredients.

It’s like my life, if I hadn’t taken one step at a time, learnt my lessons well. And taken from what I have learnt to build that cake. Then where would I be?

If I hadn’t put my father in charge of mixing me and putting me together the right way. Then my life would have been a waste.

I am not going to let my time here be wasted, I am going to do what I have to do and learn every lesson. To grow as a living vessel.

That is what I came up with, to me it makes perfect sense.

I realize the last post can be taken, by anyone in different ways.

What has hit me and just now feel like I can breathe, it was not only for me but along with anyone else.

Remember I am not anymore special than anyone else, this is a journey that I have to take along with everyone else.

It is like my healing, I have to go through it to share what has happened to me. I cannot preach to anyone if I have not experience it.

Then it comes from nowhere, no experience or knowledge. It’s just like dead words, so the journey continues one step at a time.

Thank you for waiting for me, patiently.

Thank you for loving me.

Thank you for seeing the good in me.

Thank you for your sweet and loving kindness.

Thank you for saving my life.

Thank you for choosing me.

Thank you for being my sword and shield.

Thank you God for giving us your son.

Thank you Jesus for taking my sickness and sin on the cross.

And God thank you for Jesus your beautiful son, who was indeed your greatest strategic move.

If you pray more he will give more.

Sounds so simple right, yes the good old KISS principle, keep it simple.

I don’t know about you, but I have had the habit of putting up road blocks, yes I can be the greatest procrastinator. But I am learning to stop doing this, the lord has been on my case this week.

I love him for it but sometimes I wish I could hide, no option there.

So I have to keep putting one foot in front of the other and keep going.

Just because I feel low or if I am not motivated, it’s not his fault its MINE.

So I will leave you now to enjoy your day and again be blessed.