Get excited, and take another step

I love the Lord with all I am, why, he broke the hold over me.

We are told we have to surrender our lives to him, which I did, but there is another level.

I had a wall, I would get to a point and this dark over shadowing wall was impenetrable, until Monday.

This came to the surface, I knew I had something that seemed so impossible, but didn’t know how to get rid of it.

I had to willingly, TRUST.

The Lord looked at me with those beautiful eyes and such concern, I looked at him and said, “Just do it” with him beside me, I know I can do anything.

I made noises that I cannot repeat, I felt this thing loosen, tentacle by tentacle. It was dark, hungry and mean.

I was shaken from from toes through my calves, and it was taken out. I trusted those around me, God’s gorgeous red head and I knew I needed to show evidence of his power of LOVE.

Before, I was so scared of meeting my husband and screwing him up and our marriage etc.

Now, I wear a ring, when I put it on, I felt I was honouring my husband to come and showing that, I feel like I love him already. (Remember I had been married before had children to someone else and never loved anyone, I had a barrier of protection).

I am now free, trust the right time will come for you. Trust in the process, trust that you are worth it all.

God bless.

Impulse, where did that get ya…

For the last few weeks the Lord has pressed upon me about impulse.

Now, when I was little, you were not given a lot of yes’s, but taught to hold on and appreciate a yes, when it came.

Now, impulse it seems is rife, kids get most of what they want and even adults, flash the credit card and get what they want.

When did living within your means stop, when did, you worked hard for the harvest and then put away for the winter. This comes to money also, you should be able to put some away, so when bills come in you have money to pay them.

We somewhere flipped a switch and go on about our day, like in a haze.

What happened, I believe the enemy came in slowly, think about it. Ads tell us if we don’t have a big house or everything new, or dress our kids in fashion, we somehow are not worth anything.

What the… sorry but let kids be kids, best cloths are for best. Don’t spare the rod to spoil the child. It says it in his word, I don’t want a big house, more to heat and cool, more on the rates, more water and would that really make me happy, hell NO.

So bring back the basics, I love the KISS principle, never hurt me and now I am so very thankful for all the training I have had to endure, because it made a real woman out of me.

I have no desire to spend a fortune on nails or cloths or trying to be someone else, I was born exceptional and I do not have to fit anyone.

Only be his bride and all will fall into place, the way its suppose too.

My daughter as an example, impulse got her inside and locked up. Not so good is it, but the enemy is defeated. No longer will he have any place in my DNA, because my father won the victory for me and her.

While she is in there she has time, to learn to trust the true father, and I say AMEN.

Dear Hubby

Dear future husband
I had a feeling so strong to write to you.
I may be a harder nut to crack but don’t give up.
I love yellow flowers and snow white freesia’s.
Please don’t buy me any man made items, you will need to learn about my allergies. And honey, you gonna have to like the shade of green I love.
kindness touches my heart.
When it comes to being close, I am a very private person and I really dislike embarrassment, privacy is key to our start.
Words are great, but actions speak loud and clear to me.
And when I may seem tough, trust that I know what is happening or going too. Protection has been a reflex, many years in the making and seeming to be tough is part of that.
So when I finally meet you, a joke or a laugh can be part of that reflex, but dig a little deeper. God knows we are each others match and trust why he will put us together, in his right time and season….
xxx B

We forget to separate…

Many times I hear people comment about a person and muddle the waters.

What do I mean, prime example, many in America don’t like Donald Trump.

Well hello, that is beside the point, I ask you this, is he doing a good job?

I hear he saved billions of dollars, he may ruffle the feathers, but he didn’t pluck any.

And by the way, a country needs to be run as a business most of the time. Not run by an actor who wins votes from a fan club.

Another Kim K, she might have done something good recently, but really she is famous for not doing anything. And she uses her body for fame, am I the only one who sees the sale of her soul for money.

Maybe, maybe not, but really we need to be a little more wise, for wisdom should be of most value.

The old way, sometimes is the only way.

More and more the younger generation, think they know it all.

But we have not taught them, what history has come before. And so they go off, thinking they know, but most of the time. It all seems like just a fiction novel and not at all real.

So, go back, bring forth his word, the awful history that he, not only had to go through for us.

But wars and all the bad hidden things, we need to remember and know the suffering. To be humble and move forward with all the knowledge, so we don’t repeat it again.

I use to think at times, I got it more than others, then he corrected me, honour has to be advised. You must go under authority, because even when something may seem fool proof, the enemy can use it.

I think it this way, before it happens, he dangles the lollies before your eyes. To see YOU take the bait, but hold back, for the true father has the whole shop for you and much much more….

Trust in me…

How is the trust in me and I in him which can lead you to be a very good steward.

I have always been very trustworthy, as in you leave valuables or money with me and it will be the same when you return. Doesn’t matter how much or how valuable, if it is not mine then I must respect that.

So the words in Luke 16 V 10 – 13 ring true in me.

10 He who is faithful in what is least is faithful also in much; and he who is unjust in what is least is unjust also in much. 11 Therefore if you have not been faithful in the unrighteous mammon, who will commit to your trust the true riches? 12 And if you have not been faithful in what is another man’s, who will give you what is your own? 13 No servant can serve two masters, for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.

How many times do you think if you got away with something small, ooh goodie. Well I don’t, I go back and tell them, then if they freely give, I can receive.

If you love him, his word and are so very grateful to all he has done, then this will be a breeze.

And do not give the accuser any room to say otherwise.

When the going gets tough

I am so very thankful, the enemy has tried to finish me off many times and failed.

What did it do inside deep deep down, it trained me. So when it gets tough, I hunker down and hang on.

I will not step back, I will take each movement closer to him, even if I have to crawl.

Why, because when you know him like I do and know what his word can do.

You get tough, and when the going gets tough, this tough cookie gets going..

It might seem cliche, but its up to you. You can either continue to be a victim of the enemy or flip it and become a survivor.

Who can then use what has been, for those to come across your path. To show by evidential proof that he is real, that by doing what the word says, they can also be survivors, using what has been for good.

To make those in the world know that when they think we may be foolish, we have become wise beyond reasoning.

Be blessed, suns out I am off yahoo.

My miracle with dogged determination

Now I have to be blunt so you understand, in 2013 I was given a procedure that showed I had Diverticulitis.

What were my symptoms, remember the mass it caused me to have problems getting rid of waste, black, rust, light tan, yellow and even a shade of green were seen. I had tests after tests that always showed I had infection, I had fever pain, gas coming from places I could not explain. And a smell that was worse than a septic swamp.

So I listened at the time, diet changed, fibre I had to watch reduce etc etc. The threat of either having an operation etc was said, so what did I do.

I listened, but would not accept, I had to say the words in the world, but I did not take it in.

I said to the Lord, I am not accepting this, I am your daughter and of your DNA. If I am meant to fulfil your plan for my life, then you have to fix this vessel, I demand it in Jesus name.

I will not accept this in anyway (I was determined with no doubt, he word says if you believe then you receive), by the blood of Jesus Christ who took this on him for me, it is removed in Jesus name. I demand it to go, I said this over and over and I would not accept anything else, even when things got really tough.

So I praise the Lord and father God, for hearing my words and making this MIRACLE happen for me. I feel so very humbled and thankful for taking this from me. Tests on Tuesday showed no sign of it and never being there. Yahoo

You can have it too, get so very determined that you cannot fail by his blood that covers me.

Blessing’s are coming my way

I have a print off, what was said a long time ago, “I decree that something great is about to happen to me.”

And “I am the EXCEPTION, not the rule” these I see every day when I wake up. And its effect is taking place, I felt it so real today.

So I say to you, blessings are coming my way. Say this to yourself, he will give these to you at the best time.

Just rest in the knowledge of this and even though its really cold, 9 degrees at the moment.

OMG bring on spring, even though tomorrow is the first day of winter, I am calling it in. LOL

Thank you father, for loving me even when I don’t feel I deserve it, but you know my heart is yours, I trust you with my plan and I did agree with what you said as I formed in my mothers womb. I now trust that I was meant to be hear at this time on this day.

Thank you for all you have done, everything you have given to me and for knowing you can trust me to be your steward…

Trust in what has been done

Trust that Jesus died for us, trust the word and believe, hold tight for the outcome to what you are going through.

It frustrates but also annoys me when I sleep the enemy tries to upset my rest. But awakening this morning, I know the truth. My son has made a choice but most young people I know are self righteous and set in their ways. But I am the mother, I get my say to be heard, not shut down, you need to listen and respect it, whether you agree or not.

Yes the dream include him and a warped way of what is going on, but I know the truth and my life does not stop because of this, it increases because of it. It lays a foundation of development not only in me, but also my son, he must learn the lesson. And I must allow the father to teach him, he always warned me, mum if you say God or Jesus I am going home. My response, BYE, don’t pull that form of blackmail on me, it doesn’t work.

So as I sit here sharing, I trust what has been laid in place, my plan and I wait for the outcome to come, in HIS right season and time.

Remember that today, hold tight and turn it around, see what is trying to be done, to bless you. He will not fail you, trust is the key.