Category Archives: Just Me

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I am inspired & happy

Today, I had a visitor and when she left I became inspired thinking about last week. I am inspired, but waiting on the Lord to show me the way, I will not make a move without him.

That’s the key to it all, its his way, his plan for my life. So Lord come on, I am excited, being a great thinker, you have no idea, my brain never stops, which I will count as a blessing.

In my mind, I think of things like, what recipe I can tweek, or see a fabric or rummage in a cupboard and pull out something and think, its time to put something together, invent or be miss fix it. I draw plans for houses or garden design, you name it, I have an idea. You see, when I was a child we didn’t have much, but had fun making something out of nothing, you figured out how things worked.

Trips to the tip, yes the garbage dump could be real fun, or mum made it seem that way, if someone was coming in, make out your unloading, what you just loaded. Its all about the way you see things, if someone threw out a good piece of furniture, home we would go, it would be brought back and given love or handy in the shed for tools. Old jumpers or bits of things, mum would wash them clean, un-pull them, make either another top, blanket or something handy. Waste is just your point of view, you do not need to appear like a hippy if you are fugal (or have wisdom).

I remember a blanket that we all had to produce a square of knitting and mum made it fit, I loved that blanket, why, because it was made like Joseph’s coat of many colours, that was made and no one had another like it. I know 101 ways to use most things and just because it doesn’t have a fancy brand connected too it. Who cares, everything I do is done with love and if its a crochet blanket, I pray that whom ever owns it, is blessed.

We need to stop thinking the world’s way, and put the Lords into practice. I do not want or need a Mercedes Benz, I do not have to be clothed in Versace or Chanel. I am who I am, the apple of my fathers eye, why waste his finance on material things (that can never fill the void) I can save, buying something that does the same thing and bling it up.

I sometimes think that some people need the items, because they do not know who they really are, but want an appearance that is acceptable to those around them. So they can feel valuable, its such a shame that its all an illusion.

Having the Lord as your father is such a blessing, you have a cup that runeth over with love. You never have to strive or desire, he gives you all that you need and desire. Having a value worth zillion’s is my most precious gift of all…

Please be blessed.

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I love the simple things…

I love making a jam for someone, or making do with what I have, or making something out of abundance.

Lately I have been trying to figure out a fruit cake recipe that would be modernised but not have orange peel and cherries, yeuk.

So here I am on my third, I research and look at many recipes before I start trying it out. Seriously, I need my husband to turn up, but I do have great fun, doing what I call improvements.

As a child the simple things were treasured, recipes were lost but I am determined to find my way and as we have forgotten true flavour, I am determined to bring it back.

The best ingredient of all in anything I do is put the LOVE in. I show love in growing things for people or giving them something they may have mentioned, if I can and it warms the fuzzy’s in me and makes my spirit fly.

Strawberry Jam is a hit, lemon marmalade, yummo, now if only I could make the fruit cake right, I will have won for this year.

And if I do not get a chance, thank you for being you and I hope something I shared was a benefit to your life with our father…

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My daughter is falling in love

My daughter has been the most challenging of my children thus far. But she sent me a txt and it said, Hi mum I am out and in love with our Lord and Savior.

Yes my darling child had to be stopped and locked up for a time, what did I do, let her come to the end of herself and said the Lord was the only one who could be there for her in the end.

Now this was extremely hard once upon a time, but not when you trust him, knowing full well that because of the work that my mother did before she died, then put into place my place with the father, and my work and desire for him will carry onto her. We are very strong women who need to run out of the WE factor and get to the point of, I want for him alone, then he can build on us. The ground work needs to be done right, laying that solid foundation, now he can erect what he chooses for my life and hers.

I pray these words are very true, for time is running out and the end time is here, so when we are challenged we have to stand strong for him against those who will be used by the enemy.

I see this road my daughter chose as her training and her mandate is to speak to the young so they don’t repeat her history, she will have the experience that will turn those around, I know it for sure. To find there place in the journey with our father, for he is waiting with love for all….

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He is with me

Today is a day that I cherish, not a normal day like everyone else. But a day that he is with me, I don’t stress or have anguish.

I am at peace, I am filled with the knowledge that he really does love me and with that I am brought to tears. Anyone who knows me, knows that I am a tough cookie most of the time. But honesty my heart is full of love, be it a little guarded, I always remember not to throw my love before a swine.

And my love is like a pearl, precious and so very beautiful, something you can never really fully appreciate. But always enchanting, scratches easy if care is not taken, but reminds me always of the colours in a rainbow and that is his sign for us of his promise.

How beautiful, a rainbow as a sign of a promise. Not just a mundane thing, but a rainbow. I remember once standing in the school yard wondering why the ground had gone purple and blue. I was standing at the end of a rainbow, I think it was not long after my first experience with him. Other kids yelled out, she has a rainbow on her, I thought of the old saying, about the pot of gold. The gold was him, doing that for me, we all look at things I think the wrong way.

My abundance is coming in 2017, I can feel it, I don’t know if I shared this with you or not. Sorry if it is a repeat, but I went to a church night along way from home. At the start I did not fully get why people fell down as I saw it.

Anyway, this young girl came over to me, she was trying to prophecy, I thought to myself is she OK? She went and got her mum, she kept bending over, like having a huge weight on her. Her mum explained that when she was in front of me, she could feel this huge amount of wealth and abundance. It’s funny now because money does not impress me, I know what it can do. But really get happy first and trust the father to lead you.

I always have been gifted with knowing what can be built, designed or changed when it comes to property. Maybe he has been getting me ready for the next faze of my life, fulfilling my destiny. Growing his wealth for his purposes, see how I said, his wealth.

Yes I would love to own my home outright, but I do not require a mansion, that I will have in heaven.

Right now, sitting here, he is my wealth and happiness. He will make his word true and if the thief be found he must return 7 fold, I always add with interest and that has been accumulating.

I trust his word and him, knowing that to have the blessing with the knowledge that struggle brings you a great gift of appreciation and knowledge of him looking after me.

 

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Filing is fun

I was filing all things on my phone this morning listening to what the Lord is saying and I am excited and waiting.

I filed his words, his messages and what the seer sees.

I feel like, I just filed the most exquisite and precious gems ever. So many of you are missing what is happening right now.

I am so very grateful for where I am, it may not look like it to others but I know what he is doing and its fabulous.

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Sometimes we think we have it, but we don’t

I have watched so often and seen my fathers work, I have seen people leave and then think they are doing better. I believe that my father lets you run, like having a rubber band tied to you.

Then eventually you have to be snapped back. When people leave and try the worlds way, it all seems so much harder.

They don’t want to wait anymore, they think they can do it better, often the answer is found out after years of anguish and hurt.

I said to someone yesterday, it’s OK if I am not to have another husband, because the Lord is all I want.

He is everything to me, nothing else can satisfy me and that is one comment that brings tears to my eyes because I love him so very much.

When they go, the veil is put back on and they are blinded, but it says in his word, trust me in all things and I will add unto you.

Where has all the trust gone, when things are delayed its our fault not his.

 

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I have watched and experienced so much

When I was young I watched as a child of a abusive father.

Suck the love and life out of my mother, her confidence and ever enquiring need for approval.

And as a child I grew into a child who hated men, I admit it, no man in my life was there as a man I could look up too.

But I see that need in those who are experiencing the same thing. I know what the child sees and the mother suffers. The anger she has and gives to you when she cannot cope anymore.

This affects generation after generation and I stand against it.

You have to see what has come before and know when too push and when to back off. They become like a fragile egg shell even though they may seem strong and angry even loud.

At this time, I pray for those, that my father keeps them safe and heals them of there wounds, for they run deep.

You can have an opinion about this but until you have lived it, you really cannot understand it. Be kind to those who are crying out for the father, be there when your called.

Christmas is for Jesus and us to come together to remember that, but keep an ear to hear for those who struggle at this time of year, to hold onto what is deemed normal to everyone else and that they so crave after.

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Give life

I was brought up by people who seems to think as everyone else did, the Aussie way was to knock you down.

Words can cut very deeply and take away life. I choose to give life, the other day I dropped into the local op shop to drop off bags I had saved for them.

One thing I hate is waste, and we have become a very wasteful society.

A man and his lovely wife were walking around, he had a arm, full of china. I went over and grabbed a basket for him to put it in, they laughed along with me, but I chose it as a give life moment. Share a laugh and something simple and kind is very important to me.

I know there are many ways to give life and this was one, give a little see what happens. I find it makes my heart sing.

 

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I am having trouble

One thing that is troubling me is when people say, my people.

Sorry but whom are you referring too? If you believe in God then what are you doing, I do not claim I am white, pink, green, blue or black.

I am of my fathers DNA, that makes me just simply loved. Do you think the father sees race or colour?

No he sees you, and after all, your suppose to die to self so he can live within your vessel, what ever it looks like.

OMG, slight problem I need to deal with this, I get so dumb founded because once his word is locked in I have nothing more, his word reigns within.

Sorry if I offend but OMG.

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I feel like crying

I feel so much for those who I see are lost.

People crying for healing, and rescue of there souls and spirits. I try so much to help, but you have to some times step back to they truly fall.

For his word says, I want you to come, broken and repent humbly before him. Then he can work in you, then he can build you up,

Oh father please, put me in that place when you need me. I am willing to help even if people mock me, I want to do your work. Not for my glory but for you alone.

Vision: Many years ago I had a vision of a red carpet, there were photographers wanting to take my picture and I kept crying out, it’s not me that heals it’s my father, people were trying to get to me to be healed because they thought it was me.

They didn’t understand because they don’t see him, I remember it well and clear. I followed his instruction and he chose the people who were to be healed by his miracles.

If that is what he wants, then go for it father. I want what he wants but my soul cry’s out for you, I want to see you in heaven, I want you to have the life he wrote for you to have. We deserve this and I do love you because my dad does and what he does I want to have in my life.

I am now crying as I type this, because I know the dark place I once was in and the light I sit here now in and I want everyone to have this. I want you to know what real pure love is, what it feels like to have his beautiful love in your life.