It is funny how when you think about something and question yourself, how he hears you.

Last week I had to make an accounting appointment. And I stated about the issue that “I didn’t know what to do, but I had to do something”.

Then two night later that same statement came up on a movie “the book club 2”. I nearly rose to my feet in a cheer, to me this is him saying, you did it right.

This is very important because all might life those who should have been supporting and just loving me, were out to destroy me. So, I question myself many times, but this is getting fewer. Why I am learning faster, that my decisions are on point and that gives me a power and authority, with confidence.

I haven’t been posting as much as I felt I needed too, because I had to deal with an issue, but finally I am putting myself first and this has been very very enlightening.

It is not that God is not the very first on my list, but when it comes to others and how draining they have been, I had to cut the cord and say to myself enough.

God is always first and then me, it is about time and I am not one bit guilty, which if you knew me is miraculous.

Has anyone seen the shorts of Mike Mageles, he is a devoted young man and when its required, God uses him to send a message and I love that.

I am still clearing things out, it’s hard because I feel totally exhausted, but I know why and little by little I am coming out of it, to remove all the excess…

My space will be used for me and not anything that is not needed, what a revelation.