Monthly Archives: May 2014

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Have you been offended???????

I have been offended, but you know the key.

You needed it, you needed to be stood in front of and hit between the eyes. You needed your wake up call.

But what did you do, did you run and hide like a baby? Or did you stand and say ok, I know I need to grow and move forward.

Again, what did you do?????

I am sure because I have been there, you sulked. How long is up to you, but if you don’t like the fact that God used someone to confront you.

Then you will never grow, or grow up, will you??

Yes, I have probably just offended you. Why then did I do it, ultimately because I love you and I want you to grow.

Just as the Lord requires of me, he can either use me to hit you between the eyes or he can use you for me.

We are all part of one body, NO ONE is more IMPORTANT than the other.

But we require each of us, to build strong…

You can either take these words and turn up to church and say I know where I went wrong, or you can sit and rot. It’s up to you the CHOICE is yours, I admire people who can stand up and say that.

If you sulk and run, the devil wins. You end up lost and not only you, you take your children with you.

Stand up, no one judges you, but they will admire you.

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This blog

I have seen just know, how this blog has been a key.

A  key to help me overcome, to voice what has been laying silent for so long.

I am coming into my own and I am scared in a way and somehow, not.

I can’t really explain what I am feeling. But I know that this key, is sitting here, talking to you, through my struggles and happiness. In a way like I do with my father, softly and gently. Overtime together, I transform like a seed breaking forth, to sprout and grow for my fathers purpose.

Why am I so open, because through my experiences maybe I have your key. You never know where it may come from or when, there is a right season for everything.

Sometimes people I know don’t have the time for the keys I need, so I wait on God to release the right keys at the right time.

I know I can trust him, I know that even though winter is coming. It is still a time to prepare for spring, winter is a time for rest, but not a time to be unconscious.

Prepare yee the way of the Lord and get happy…

 

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Stuggles are there to overcome

In my mind and reading his word a struggle has been over me.

I read the word saying about a woman of divorce, it was festering and telling me I was no good for anything.

That I was used goods and would never be able to have a marriage as, god intended.

What a blunt bold face lie, but the devil came in, sneaking and quietly, which I almost missed. But by God I am now aware of what has been going on and ENOUGH.

I was married before I gave my heart to the lord. Before I surrendered to his will and not mine.

I have made mistakes, there is a list. But when I gave myself to be baptised to the lord., that was washed away.

I have found this very difficult to get over, because growing up any little mistake you were never allowed to forget. You were tainted in away for life.

Lies all of it, before I was married by a celebrant. It was a loveless marriage of convenience for me, to get the hell out of home. (Long story)

Anyway, I thought and reading the word that it was too late for me. That I was not worthy or too much has past and that is could never be made right!!

Lie again, because my marriage was not blessed before the Lord it was as if it didn’t happen. Like a mirage in the desert, you know it’s there but isn’t really.

So, a sweet lady today gave me the key, the one I have been struggling to find.

I am now a new creation in christ who is my father and friend.

I am available to marry, the man my father has chosen.

I AM FREE at last, free I tell you. YEEHAA.. LOL

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Jezebel, is that spirit over your life???

I have been fighting another battle that I was determined to win.

Do you want to rule over the men in your life or the situation?

Do you feel out of control but in control at the same time?

Is everyone around your always wrong and your always right?

Sound familiar to you and is everything slowing going too (sorry for this) crap..

Yes, I am going to hit something right between the eyes here. I know and have seen it over my own life, over people who I once knew and family members.

Well, feed her to the dogs. What did you say, again feed her to the dogs.

Admit where you have gone wrong and your faults because with that you can only move forward.

You can either constantly act like you’re the only one who is right, has morals or is perfect. Or you can admit all is only an illusion.

Be honest with yourself and others, for when you stand on truth it will set you free.

AGAIN, FEED HER TO THE DOGS for she will cause you only grief. Personally, it’s about time.